Used To Be - Mindless Behavior

I'm sorry that I showed up late Ain't been keepin' track of time I got so much on my plate Trying not to lose my mind Sorry if I said some shit that I mean, yeah I'm just trying to get back to the friend that I used to be I'm sorry I don't let you in It's a little dark inside What would happen if you saw Everything behind these eyes? I've seen some things, I swear to God I wish that I couldn't see, yeah I'm just trying to get back to the lover I used to be 'Cause I'm throwin' punches at demons I can't even see And I'm puttin' trust into things that I don't believe And sometimes when I look in the mirror, it ain't even me I'm just trying to get back to the person I used to be I'm sorry that I woke you up Know I shouldn't do these drugs Only you could understand Just how hard I am to love I know that you can still see the happy child in me I'm just trying to get back to the son that I used to be 'Cause I'm throwin' punches at demons I can't even see And I'm puttin' trust into things that I don't believe And sometimes when I look in the mirror, it ain't even me I'm just trying to get back to the person I used to be Yeah, I'm just trying to get back to the person I used to be

I was honest for the second time I guess that wasn't really what you had in mind Said that you could like me if you wanted to Then followed me around until I talked to you And could you tell that you were scaring me Called me crying, said you thought you were in love with me Cut my hair enough that I won't look the same Maybe it gets easier in seventh grade I'd already had enough then I already gave an answer and still it wouldn't end You didn't care what I said Guess it was just another rule that you could bend We used to be friends Even at my best I'm still just small to you Dragged me halfway down the hall 'cause it was easy to What a funny feeling when you're pushed around You don't even know you're falling till you're on the ground I'd already had enough then I already swore to be a person I'd defend Carry me to the deep end What could be worse than having nothing to depend on? We used to be friends You were just waiting on a call I never cared for it at all You were so hopelessly dissolved I never wanted you to take the fall Take the fall

Well, it made no sense at all Until you came along I'm afraid you're letting go 'Cause the only life I've ever known Used to be lonely Lonely Used to be lonely Lonely When long days knock you down When cold winds turn me round Take me out into the night 'Cause the only way to spend our time Used to be lonely Lonely Used to be lonely Lonely Used to be lonely Lonely Used to be lonely Lonely

We done came back with' a banger We done came back with' a banger All up in this new spot Females running everything Don't know what they thinkin' but hey Shawty on that sweet talk All up in my ear drum Talking bout she want it one way All she kept screamin' that she wanted was the video on She said she don't wanna talk about it Cut the video on Before I let you-let you I'm a kill you with the visual And you ain't never gon' forget it Once my video on Tonight I got a feeling that All she gon' wanna do is Look into the camera and pose Over me she say she's gone But how could she be gone She lookin' for the camera All up in the camera Left my helicopter Right there at the front door Then went from the propeller Made everybody get down Sparklers up Independence Day Club going hammer Shawty say she feeling me Girl I'm a piranha She opened up her agenda Like I was pad and pencil Told me I'm priority She need me on the schedule But then she cracked like a wonton Said she's a performer And she could definitely go off Pull out the camera All she kept screamin' that she wanted was the video on She said she don't wanna talk about it Cut the video on Before I let you-let you I'm a kill you with the visual And you ain't never gon' forget it Once my video on Tonight I got a feeling that All she gon' wanna do is Look into the camera and pose Over me she say she's gone But how could she be gone She lookin' for the camera All up in the camera Eyes grey Face clear Pretty as a bengal She kinda act a little different Everything regal She got a European accent Beautiful people Ask her why I move like that She say she grew up in [?] She said she'll be leaving in 3 weeks Time is up on her visa Shoot I'm headed on vacay Won't you come out to our vista Every homie in there took a shot at her Like she a photo But we all know what it is They ain't messing with me though All she kept screamin' that she wanted was the video on She said she don't wanna talk about it Cut the video on Before I let you-let you I'm a kill you with the visual And you ain't never gon' forget it Once my video on Tonight I got a feeling that All she gon' wanna do is Look into the camera and pose Over me she say she's gone But how could she be gone She lookin' for the camera All up in the camera I met her at my school before But couldn't catch up to her To get her number or name It's funny how she switched up the whole De-demeanor When she saw the camera She turnt up for the camera All up in this new spot Females running everything Don't know what they thinkin' but hey Shawty on that sweet talk All up in my ear drum Talking bout she want it one way All she kept screamin' that she wanted was the video on She said she don't wanna talk about it Cut the video on Before I let you-let you I'm a kill you with the visual And you ain't never gon' forget it Once my video on Tonight I got a feeling that All she gon' wanna do is Look into the camera and pose Over me she say she's gone But how could she be gone She lookin' for the camera All up in the camera Smash on the radio Radio Ra-ra-ra Radio Think I hear a smash on the radio Smash on the radio Radio Ra-ra-ra Radio Think I hear a smash on the radio