Well, it made no sense at all Until you came along I'm afraid you're letting go 'Cause the only life I've ever known Used to be lonely Lonely Used to be lonely Lonely When long days knock you down When cold winds turn me round Take me out into the night 'Cause the only way to spend our time Used to be lonely Lonely Used to be lonely Lonely Used to be lonely Lonely Used to be lonely Lonely

I'm sorry that I showed up late Ain't been keepin' track of time I got so much on my plate Trying not to lose my mind Sorry if I said some shit that I mean, yeah I'm just trying to get back to the friend that I used to be I'm sorry I don't let you in It's a little dark inside What would happen if you saw Everything behind these eyes? I've seen some things, I swear to God I wish that I couldn't see, yeah I'm just trying to get back to the lover I used to be 'Cause I'm throwin' punches at demons I can't even see And I'm puttin' trust into things that I don't believe And sometimes when I look in the mirror, it ain't even me I'm just trying to get back to the person I used to be I'm sorry that I woke you up Know I shouldn't do these drugs Only you could understand Just how hard I am to love I know that you can still see the happy child in me I'm just trying to get back to the son that I used to be 'Cause I'm throwin' punches at demons I can't even see And I'm puttin' trust into things that I don't believe And sometimes when I look in the mirror, it ain't even me I'm just trying to get back to the person I used to be Yeah, I'm just trying to get back to the person I used to be

Tall white house with an empty room And your name carved over the door Facing out to the tallest view From your place on the second floor Sound it out to an empty house Was it just like you had before Savior pulled from an open mouth Did you want to be something more? Now you're taller than you've ever been There's a mark on the wall, you see I'm sure that someone will draw a new one And cover it before they leave Mark my words, there's a thousand things That don't wash out with anything I keep you clean, you surrounded me And my windows are breaking Something is rotten inside of me I have to find it and Cut it out Cut it out

Do you think about dying? I wanna know what you would say And would you tell me if you're lying? I couldn't stop you anyway We've been watching movies And I've been talking to myself I'd like to think that you knew me Better than anybody else I know you're probably standing there Wishing that I wasn't here You know I'd follow you anywhere So do you honestly believe That I would let you disappear? I've been sleeping with the lights on And I've been standing at the door You were so easy to hide from But I don't do that anymore And I fixed up all the broken things And I've been carefully content Pretty soon I'm gonna say something That I'll eventually regret I know you're probably standing there Too far to fall off the edge I would've followed you anywhere Cause if I loved you at the start Then I would love you at the end

A dress to be buried in Take the rest from me What could I still need? What is rest to me? I'll take the city train To where it used to be Shelter from the bleed Of the old dragon tree And when the autumn comes And it starts mending What you took it from You don't know the ending It's impossible love But you keep on trying anyways Till the feeling fades The feeling fades The feeling fades Matches to light the flame I'll help you burn it down Even take the blame We're really in it now We'll plan a new escape Run until we can't Story for the ages Hand in unsinkable hand And when the autumn comes With all its endings Just the bitter ones So I keep on pretending It's impossible love To keep you from trying anyways Would you believe it's fate And everything's different Let me take it from here It all starts with a lesson But you don't hear it Make any difference The mission's never been more clear We're not all dying here

I don't know what steps to take I do the easy ones until it helps Little acts of conversation I don't think I really like myself Am I comfortable in silence? Or is it eating me alive? Nothing's ever really quiet When you need distraction to survive It's part of me Wouldn't you believe it's nothing? It's all you need When you keep the rain from coming I'm already going under Nothing I can do but sit and wait Are you really having fun or Do you like becoming what you hate? Am I comfortable in silence Or am I waiting till it ends? Nothing's ever really quiet You were just too stubborn to pretend It's part of me Wouldn't you believe it's nothing? It's all you need When you keep the rain from coming I'm good at letting you go I'm good at letting it get to me I'm good at letting you go No, you were never the enemy