Triggered (Freestyle) - Jhené Aiko

I shoudn't take things so serious I don't think they mean any harm But it would sicken you too, if it happened to you And you had to relive every part Here come the flashbacks, and the panic attacks How long does that shit last? I'm losing myself by the day, see And I know you all think that I'm crazy That the demons that show up at the foot of my bed Are just figments from memories that fucked up my head The night terrors ain't nothin', but a real bad dream So quit being a goddamn drama queen I seal myself in a soundproof room So no one can hear how loud I scream But you don't think it's as bad as it seems 'Cause you've never dealt with PTSD Frozen in your track Take a visit to the past To see the devil's dirty deed Leave a mark all down your back I can't even be around cigarettes You know how many people smoke? Approximately one billion And just about everybody I know You think you know but you don't When someone's broke, you can't just heavy sigh, and roll your eyes Like if they ain't physically ill, then they must be a liar But wouldn't you recede to the fire If everything around you became a threat? And everyone surrounding you said, "Get over it" It becomes unbearable to live in So listen, triggers are relentless, they ain't gonna quit They don't go away just 'cause you don't, believe it Reliving each nightmare on an everyday basis I don't think I can do this, I don't think I can take this Frozen in your tracks Take a visit to the past To see the devil's dirty deed Leave a mark all down your back, oh Frozen in your tracks Take a visit to the past To see the devils dirty deed Leave a mark all down your back, oh You set my mind on fire Sparks flying, I'm rewired You left me no desire Broken and uninspired I feel you all conspire Left all alone with liars Hopeless so I get higher And higher 'til I'm tired And there is no reminder Of what I'm crying for 'Cause I can't fucking do this anymore Frozen in your tracks Take a visit to the past Repay the devil's dirty deed With a gash all down his back You set my mind on fire Sparks flying I'm rewired You left me no desire Broken and uninspired Hopeless so I get higher And higher 'til I'm tired And there is no reminder Of what I'm crying for I can't do this anymore What am I even fighting for?

Your sorry means nothing When everything else Stays the same Stays the same You stay silent And I get violent And everything else Stays the same Im tired of explaining you shit You're so full of it Full of it I'll give all the love to me And then I'll truly be free I'll truly be free And I, I, I, I need to learn to I, I, I, I need to learn to Put myself on a pedestal I will be loving me more Loving me Put myself on a pedestal I will be loving me more I finally learned not to force things And I love me more, love me more, love me more Love me more than your bullshit Put myself on a pedestal I will be loving me more Loving me more Love of your life Just please don't ask For any action Or ony proof Oh the irony Where did my pride go I feel no shame, but you should And now I know I, I, I, I need to learn to I, I, I, I need to learn to Put myself on a pedestal I will be loving me more Loving me Put myself on a pedestal I will be loving me more I finally learned not to force things And I love me more, love me more, love me more Love me more than your bullshit Put myself on a pedestal I will be loving me more Loving me more Loving me more Loving me, loving me, loving me Loving me, yeah! Yeah!