Triggered (feat. Twiztid) - ABiCA

I shoudn't take things so serious I don't think they mean any harm But it would sicken you too, if it happened to you And you had to relive every part Here come the flashbacks, and the panic attacks How long does that shit last? I'm losing myself by the day, see And I know you all think that I'm crazy That the demons that show up at the foot of my bed Are just figments from memories that fucked up my head The night terrors ain't nothin', but a real bad dream So quit being a goddamn drama queen I seal myself in a soundproof room So no one can hear how loud I scream But you don't think it's as bad as it seems 'Cause you've never dealt with PTSD Frozen in your track Take a visit to the past To see the devil's dirty deed Leave a mark all down your back I can't even be around cigarettes You know how many people smoke? Approximately one billion And just about everybody I know You think you know but you don't When someone's broke, you can't just heavy sigh, and roll your eyes Like if they ain't physically ill, then they must be a liar But wouldn't you recede to the fire If everything around you became a threat? And everyone surrounding you said, "Get over it" It becomes unbearable to live in So listen, triggers are relentless, they ain't gonna quit They don't go away just 'cause you don't, believe it Reliving each nightmare on an everyday basis I don't think I can do this, I don't think I can take this Frozen in your tracks Take a visit to the past To see the devil's dirty deed Leave a mark all down your back, oh Frozen in your tracks Take a visit to the past To see the devils dirty deed Leave a mark all down your back, oh You set my mind on fire Sparks flying, I'm rewired You left me no desire Broken and uninspired I feel you all conspire Left all alone with liars Hopeless so I get higher And higher 'til I'm tired And there is no reminder Of what I'm crying for 'Cause I can't fucking do this anymore Frozen in your tracks Take a visit to the past Repay the devil's dirty deed With a gash all down his back You set my mind on fire Sparks flying I'm rewired You left me no desire Broken and uninspired Hopeless so I get higher And higher 'til I'm tired And there is no reminder Of what I'm crying for I can't do this anymore What am I even fighting for?

How good is your love If it doesn't protect me? Keep me safe when I'm scared Cold to the touch Ice water in the veins where the blood's supposed to be Over and over, again and again Ain't it a bitch when the fakes are telling you you're pretend I'm over this, out of that, push me out, take me back I still don't know how to act, I've been a victim of a vicious attack I think I'm breaking down Can somebody forgive me? Both knees on the ground I just hope that they're listening Feel like I'm going outta my mind Not sure how much more I can take Feel like I'm going outta my mind Not sure how much more I can take One thing is for sure I'm in a really bad headspace How good is your love If it doesn't protect me? Keep me safe when I'm scared Cold to the touch Ice water in the veins where the blood's supposed to be Over and over, again and again Ain't it a bitch when the fakes are telling you you're pretend I'm over this, out of that, push me out, take me back I still don't know how to act, I've been a victim of a vicious attack And the culprits are holed up inside of my head with me I think I'm breaking down Can somebody forgive me? Both knees on the ground I just hope that they're listening I think I'm breaking down Can somebody forgive me? Both knees on the ground I just hope that they're listening Feel like I'm going outta my mind Not sure how much more I can take One thing is for sure I'm in a really bad headspace

I'm feeling pretty, pretty, pretty I'm feeling pretty, pretty, pretty I'm feeling pretty, pretty, pretty I'm feeling pretty, pretty, pretty I fell with the lows, lost in the highs All those memories lost inside And the fear I hid wasn't hidden well 'Cause the fights that I had straight drug me to hell Never thought the thing that I needed would make a wasted place My mind depleted and I lost the will to fight And all my drive cause the power that I had was stripped inside So low, nowhere to go Inhale death, relieve my heart slows Eyes closed, Tay on my side Laying on my chest making sure I'm still alive So low, nowhere to go Inhale death, relieve my heart slows Eyes closed, Tay on my side Laying on my chest making sure I'm still alive And if you had it then you get it won't relive it 'Cause I had to get to zero for a second chance on livin I've reached my nine lives nine ways to be forgiven from the Evil I kept hidden the disease good fuckin riddance I'm free I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will take me away I've had so many tries I'm learning what I need to keep me away I'm sick of all the lies I'm throwing everything I was away I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will give me away So sick with the pen ain't no pretend Every week in a brand new Benz Brand new tens, brand new lens Brand new rims, Armageddon Not for god, ain't making amends Took my image, took my name People know that you ain't my friend I promise you will do it again How you think it feels when the popo holds you down Your career, bullet in the head Took my name, took my image That's a shame, you should be laying in your coffin bed Your girl, she be giving me head Still no thief, just a dead How I make these colors blend Yeah, I made this all to descend These notes I know how to hem Try to look but you can't see the gem In my closet, in my head See you another time again Once I knew you, that was then Once I knew you, that was when I guess that's from what you said I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will take me away I've had so many tries I'm learning what I need to keep me away I'm sick of all the lies I'm throwing everything I was away I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will give me away In my room I sit alone, these regrets I still own Don't know where to go from here, falling deeper in despair You were here and now you're gone, I don't know why you went so wrong Your smile held a secret, now I'm the one that keeps it I lost a lot, you lost it all, as I slam my fist against the wall I swear to go back and fix the past, but what's done is done, and that's a fact No turning back and that's for real, I think I need to find a better way to deal And I hope you know that I'll always remember that walk in the dark, that cold December I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will take me away I've had so many tries I'm learning what I need to keep me away I'm sick of all the lies I'm throwing everything I was away I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will give me away