I'm feeling pretty, pretty, pretty
I'm feeling pretty, pretty, pretty
I'm feeling pretty, pretty, pretty
I'm feeling pretty, pretty, pretty

I fell with the lows, lost in the highs
All those memories lost inside
And the fear I hid wasn't hidden well
'Cause the fights that I had straight drug me to hell

Never thought the thing that I needed would make a wasted place
My mind depleted and I lost the will to fight
And all my drive cause the power that I had was stripped inside
So low, nowhere to go
Inhale death, relieve my heart slows
Eyes closed, Tay on my side
Laying on my chest making sure I'm still alive
So low, nowhere to go
Inhale death, relieve my heart slows
Eyes closed, Tay on my side
Laying on my chest making sure I'm still alive
And if you had it then you get it won't relive it
'Cause I had to get to zero for a second chance on livin
I've reached my nine lives nine ways to be forgiven from the
Evil I kept hidden the disease good fuckin riddance I'm free

I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will take me away
I've had so many tries I'm learning what I need to keep me away
I'm sick of all the lies I'm throwing everything I was away
I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will give me away

So sick with the pen ain't no pretend
Every week in a brand new Benz
Brand new tens, brand new lens

Brand new rims, Armageddon
Not for god, ain't making amends
Took my image, took my name
People know that you ain't my friend

I promise you will do it again
How you think it feels when the popo holds you down
Your career, bullet in the head
Took my name, took my image

That's a shame, you should be laying in your coffin bed
Your girl, she be giving me head
Still no thief, just a dead
How I make these colors blend

Yeah, I made this all to descend
These notes I know how to hem
Try to look but you can't see the gem
In my closet, in my head

See you another time again
Once I knew you, that was then
Once I knew you, that was when
I guess that's from what you said

I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will take me away
I've had so many tries I'm learning what I need to keep me away
I'm sick of all the lies I'm throwing everything I was away
I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will give me away

In my room I sit alone, these regrets I still own
Don't know where to go from here, falling deeper in despair
You were here and now you're gone, I don't know why you went so wrong
Your smile held a secret, now I'm the one that keeps it
I lost a lot, you lost it all, as I slam my fist against the wall

I swear to go back and fix the past, but what's done is done, and that's a fact
No turning back and that's for real, I think I need to find a better way to deal
And I hope you know that I'll always remember that walk in the dark, that cold December

I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will take me away
I've had so many tries I'm learning what I need to keep me away
I'm sick of all the lies I'm throwing everything I was away
I've lived so many lives I wonder if this one will give me away