Traumatized (feat. 23kayb & Fg Famous) - Lil Breezy

Yeah (KB Wildin') I don't really trust nobody, I be moving low-key I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don't sleep Tell me that you love me but you don't really know me I don't really take nobody word, you gotta show me That's just where I come from Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from But I'm ten toes down, and I won't let it break me I remember the days they said I ain't deserve it I ain't had no food, felt my stomach turnin' I was dead broke, I was dead broke Numb it with the Hennessy, my stomach burnin' Lost the one I loved, that's who I trusted in I just feel like I can never love again Another day that pass, I lose another friend In a city full of sharks, you gotta learn to swim Drownin' in my thoughts goin' crazy I was on my knees, prayin' somebody save me And I was all alone gettin' drunk on the daily And all I wanted as kid was that brand new Mercedes But now I see the fake intentions of people comin' around When I had nothin', they was nowhere to be found They hated me back then but they fuckin' with me now I keep my feelings locked away and hide my pain with a smile And I don't need no fake love from you niggas I don't need no fake hugs from you niggas 'Cause you dubbed me when I trusted you niggas Now it's funny, I don't fuck with you niggas, no Only hit me up when you need somethin' Don't know if I'm drunk or I'm just numb I never understand where I came from Drownin' my emotions, let that shit run And now they talk bad They never loved me, remember that when they call back They got they hands out, now I'm off that I lost it all but eventually got it all back I don't really trust nobody, I be moving low-key I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don't sleep Tell me that you love me but you don't really know me I don't really take nobody word, you gotta show me That's just where I come from Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from But I'm ten toes down, and I won't let it break me Spendin' late nights in the PJs Thought I went triple, crossed my mind like threeway Got a problem, I think I'm in love with her sweet chase Get a adrenaline rush, you give the same feelin' as a high speed race Been through it all, gotta stand tall, gotta stay ten toes down I was on the back streets, spin the block, you get your shit blown out Gangster, but I need love that's significant I be with demons but I'm an angel, like I'm Heaven sent I used to do bad shit for the hell of it Got a story but I ain't tellin' it Traumatized from the pain, and this heart, it ache I got a story but I ain't tellin' it, did bad shit for the hell of it 'Cause I ain't got no more room for a heartbreak Still with same guys, feelin' tough will get you repoed Small but I'm big like Deebo, my heart And bitch I've been real from the start I'm traumatized and paranoid, I gotta play it smart They'll leave me in the dark I don't really trust nobody, I be moving low-key I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don't sleep Tell me that you love me but you don't really know me I don't really take nobody word, you gotta show me That's just where I come from Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from But I'm ten toes down, and I won't let it break me

It really hurt me when they killed Shotty I was locked down in my cell and I had to read about it And when they killed Diddy, left him out in Philly We was young and gettin' money, man we used to run the city We was rockin' all them shows, fuckin' all them hoes And when they killed Power had to see him froze on the ground Downtown, I can hear the sounds now When she walked up to that casket seen her son and fell down I drop tears for my niggas that ain't hear And still think about you even though that it been years Cause half the niggas that I grew up with is all dead All this pain and all this stressin' I should have a bald head Cause when my Aunt Rhonda died she looked Tock in his eyes Saw death comin', when she seen it she just cried Prolly part of the reason we drink and we get high When I find the nigga that killed my daddy know I'mma ride Hope you hear me, I'mma kill you nigga To let you know that I don't feel you nigga Yea, you ripped my family apart and made my momma cry So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide Cause I was only a toddler, you left me traumatized You made me man of the house and it was grindin' time So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga And I ain't ready Niggas wanna murder me I'm ridin' around heavy I think they wanna wet me like New Orleans and the levees But I got this mac elevy, these niggas'll never get me Lord knows, I got alotta homies in the dirt Niggas sprayin' metal tryna take you off the earth Really over nothin', tell me what it's worth Tryna take you out the game just to put you on a shirt I Rose from the jungle like Derrick Death to anybody that oppose my spirit My future lookin' brighter than this rose I'm starin' at We be runnin' trains on the hoes y'all cherish Rest in peace to my niggas, I swear I miss them to death My? murda music, I'll let you listen to death I'll have you walk with the reaper when hollows rip through your chest Cause if you throw 'em I throw back like Mitchell & Ness I'm gone I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga Man my life so real Last night I went to sleep and woke up with the chills Started with a dollar now I got a couple mil And I make a hundred thousand every time a nigga spill Man I almost got murked in front of the same church My dad got carried in, family got married in That was in my older days, this is now, that was then Had the block jumpin' for them dollars, Shawn Marion Young nigga gon' get my own that's why I'm arrogant Homie need the bail, for them bonds we'll bury 'em Lock 'em like a terrier Breakin' all barriers Just to beat the trial we go miles like Darius Cause cops tryna catch me, niggas tryna clap me Haters runnin at me, know they wanna get at me And people got the nerve to ask why I don't look happy I did it for my niggas, and I did this shit for Kathy I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga

Are you ready? Are you ready? I get shoppin' sprees off the heezy I get dough to blow, please believe me Don't want the one-on-one, take it easy You're just the jump-off, I'm his breezy (breezy) I'm the one who knows him the best I'm his one and only, nothin' less You don't wanna take it there, don't you see? He told me he loves me, calls me his breezy Let me break it down, break it down I got it on lock and I think you better stop I heard you been checkin' for my boo Who do you think he is? Busy giving your best shot But you couldn't get a call back and even after all that Caught you at the mall for a throwback That's big pimpin' but you wouldn't listen He's mine, not yours but a fallback I get shoppin' sprees off the heezy (off the heezy) I get dough to blow, please believe me (please believe me) Don't want the one on one, take it easy You're just the jump-off, I'm his breezy I'm the one who knows him the best I'm his one and only, nothin' less (one and only) You don't wanna take it there, don't you see He told me he loves me, calls me his breezy (I'm his breezy) Now I'ma let ya know to your face You needa hit the brakes You're about to make a major mistake I'm gonna call you out, no doubt Let me spell it out, baby you ain't nothin' but a fake 'Cause I know what you want and you ain't gotta front So, go ahead and pull another stunt Remember that it's me that he loves All he's thinkin' of I'm the only one that he wants I get shoppin' sprees off the heezy (off the heezy) I get dough to blow, please believe me (please believe me) Don't want the one on one, take it easy (take it easy) You're just the jump-off, I'm his breezy (breezy) I'm the one who knows him the best (the best) I'm his one and only, nothin' less (nothin' less) You don't wanna take it there, don't you see? (Don't you see?) He told me he loves me, calls me his breezy (I am his breezy) 'Cause what we have is so real It's more than just dollar bills This livin' lavish wouldn't matter if I didn't have his heart Sorry shorty, he's mine Better luck next time Next time you will be happy but I'll still be his girl I get shoppin' sprees off the heezy (off the heezy) I get dough to blow, please believe me (believe me) Don't want the one on one, take it easy (no, oh-oh) You're just the jump-off, I'm his breezy (breezy) I'm the one who knows him the best I'm his one and only, nothin' less (nothin' less) You don't wanna take it there, don't you see? He told me he loves me, calls me his breezy (I am his breezy) I get shoppin' sprees off the heezy I get dough to blow, please believe me Don't want the one on one, take it easy (you don't want this) You're just the jump-off, I'm his breezy I'm the one who knows him the best I'm his one and only, nothin' less (I'm the only one for my baby) You don't wanna take it there, don't you see? He told me he loves me, calls me his breezy (oh yeah) Breezy, breezy, breezy, breezy, yeah (are you ready?) Breezy, breezy, breezy, breezy, yeah (are you ready?)