Traumatized - Dakoii

It really hurt me when they killed Shotty I was locked down in my cell and I had to read about it And when they killed Diddy, left him out in Philly We was young and gettin' money, man we used to run the city We was rockin' all them shows, fuckin' all them hoes And when they killed Power had to see him froze on the ground Downtown, I can hear the sounds now When she walked up to that casket seen her son and fell down I drop tears for my niggas that ain't hear And still think about you even though that it been years Cause half the niggas that I grew up with is all dead All this pain and all this stressin' I should have a bald head Cause when my Aunt Rhonda died she looked Tock in his eyes Saw death comin', when she seen it she just cried Prolly part of the reason we drink and we get high When I find the nigga that killed my daddy know I'mma ride Hope you hear me, I'mma kill you nigga To let you know that I don't feel you nigga Yea, you ripped my family apart and made my momma cry So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide Cause I was only a toddler, you left me traumatized You made me man of the house and it was grindin' time So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga And I ain't ready Niggas wanna murder me I'm ridin' around heavy I think they wanna wet me like New Orleans and the levees But I got this mac elevy, these niggas'll never get me Lord knows, I got alotta homies in the dirt Niggas sprayin' metal tryna take you off the earth Really over nothin', tell me what it's worth Tryna take you out the game just to put you on a shirt I Rose from the jungle like Derrick Death to anybody that oppose my spirit My future lookin' brighter than this rose I'm starin' at We be runnin' trains on the hoes y'all cherish Rest in peace to my niggas, I swear I miss them to death My? murda music, I'll let you listen to death I'll have you walk with the reaper when hollows rip through your chest Cause if you throw 'em I throw back like Mitchell & Ness I'm gone I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga Man my life so real Last night I went to sleep and woke up with the chills Started with a dollar now I got a couple mil And I make a hundred thousand every time a nigga spill Man I almost got murked in front of the same church My dad got carried in, family got married in That was in my older days, this is now, that was then Had the block jumpin' for them dollars, Shawn Marion Young nigga gon' get my own that's why I'm arrogant Homie need the bail, for them bonds we'll bury 'em Lock 'em like a terrier Breakin' all barriers Just to beat the trial we go miles like Darius Cause cops tryna catch me, niggas tryna clap me Haters runnin at me, know they wanna get at me And people got the nerve to ask why I don't look happy I did it for my niggas, and I did this shit for Kathy I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga

A girl so beautiful sleeps on the couch There's a little baby in her blouse She is my only one true love In the world Cause she's my fucking girl We really don't wait for the big change Time just seems to slip away Let the cat out the bag again My friend It never seems to end Can you feel me? Can you feel me? Only when my hands have fallen asleep Can you steal me? All the sudden, yeah she wakes up The dreams she been dreaming, yeah wasn't made up We really don't wait for the big change My friend I hope it never ends Can you feel me? Can you feel me? Only when my hands have fallen asleep Can you steal me? And I just want to tell you My mother was traumatized I just want to tell you My father was traumatized I just want to show you I love you Yeah every single night Yeah I just want to show you I'll show you I'll show you my life And I'm traumatized Can you feel me? Can you feel me? Only when my hands have fallen asleep Can you steal me? Only when my mind plays tricks on me Can you feel me? Yeah

Yeah, yeah, oh yeah See it all, didn't take some He say he like me with no makeup These niggas in the field, hit the lay up Ain't even gotta talk, don't say much Drop my top in the summer He, boy, he broke, you a runner I didn't flip in them commas All of these niggas not back like piranhas Homicide, momma's crying, bitch you aren't alive In my hood, we all at war, you like you won't survive I ain't never gave a fuck, held back my tears, I'm crying Bitches gon' spread they lies Eat my cake, I'ma serve these pies All these bands gon' drop Hate, so I'ma serve these pies Your nigga on my line, he done smacked, Let me hit decline Keep, keep pressing rewind Spraying this block, then facing time Beat a fake bitch and she gave me a fine Ain't never told no lies You ain't on shit, lil' nigga Wasting on murder, then pop out an diss lil' nigga Bro you a thug, stealing with cousin Shit got big and big, big, bigger I ain't gon' play with a nigga When you gon' lay them, nigga? Black AK, pull trigger Lost lil' nigga, One night came back, same day took eight of they niggas At the top, feels so good to see my momma with a knife Bitches feel me, cause I'm taking bitches spots Glowing for me, hired a lawyer, you my pop Icing Rolly, flood my motherfucking watch See it all, didn't take some He say he like me with no makeup These niggas in the field, hit the lay up Ain't even gotta talk, don't say much Drop my top in the summer He, boy, he broke, you a runner I didn't flip in them commas All of these niggas not back like a runners Homicide, momma's crying, bitch you aren't alive In my hood, we all at war, you like you won't survive I ain't never gave a fuck, held back my tears, I'm crying Bitches gon' spread they lies Eat my cake, I'ma serve these pies Waited my time, now I'm in it All at your head, like a fitted Asian, I fucked up the city Nigga your name writ on my semi Dreams are more then pennies All that hate, that shit ain't in me Dropping the top, I'ma push to the finish Hop out with Denny, he shooting the children Cause I'm next up Bitches wanna talk, these niggas be gassing bitches, they so extra Trending 'round my town, made a hoe get down, apply that pressure Dripping on a lip, lip, fucked then I dipped, dipped Shawty fucked my head up Gold chains on, wipe on in the booth, I'm dope, I'm by myself Gold chains on, wipe on in the booth, I'm dope, I'm by myself I don't know nigga, I was fucked that bad, I ain't give no bitch no help Running them bands, I played the cards, I played my hand I was dealt Try me bitch, lil' pretty gon' cook that nigga just like a chef See it all, didn't take some He say he like me with no makeup These niggas in the field, hit the lay up Ain't even gotta talk, don't say much Drop my top in the summer He, boy, he broke, you a runner I didn't flip in them commas All of these niggas not back like a runners Homicide, momma's crying, bitch you aren't alive In my hood, we all at war, you like you won't survive I ain't never gave a fuck, held back my tears, I'm crying Bitches gon' spread they lies Eat my cake, I'ma serve these pies

I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back Been fighting demons for a while now Its hard to smile you at the bottom of the pile I'm just trynna make it out But my daughter is my reason I'll walk a thousand miles I'm trynna go from stained carpets to the crib with marble tile I done cried so many tears it can fill the whole nile So many people who done cross me so I stay away from crowds Im just trynna stack a dollar so I can make my mama proud But these niggas playing tough boy don't make me check yo file You say in the jungle with gorillas acting wild But I knew you was a goofy I can peep it from ya child Cuz he learn from who he raised by stuck on repeat you played out Im focused that bag just trynna find my way out They hate up in my city swear these niggas want you laid out If you stepping on my toes might as well pick yo grave out I use to love beef but that green what I crave now I'm on a different road I done X out that page now I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see me gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back No I can't go back to old days Im so focused so I really ain't trynna see my old ways I been up for two days trynna get it They hate me cuz they see a ticket They hope I lose my chance and I miss it But I'm poppin like some grease up in a skillet Checker flag they want me finish If you cross me just like Kodak imma turn into a menace And thats period like the dot behind a sentence Got some niggas that will serve you like a waiter at a Dennys And I know some niggas that will rob you just cuz they in feelings See the moral of the story is imma make it out these trenches I came too far to fold imma soldier thats a given Cuz when you make it from where I'm from I swear you like the hood legend I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back