Traumatized - AceTheSavagee

It really hurt me when they killed Shotty I was locked down in my cell and I had to read about it And when they killed Diddy, left him out in Philly We was young and gettin' money, man we used to run the city We was rockin' all them shows, fuckin' all them hoes And when they killed Power had to see him froze on the ground Downtown, I can hear the sounds now When she walked up to that casket seen her son and fell down I drop tears for my niggas that ain't hear And still think about you even though that it been years Cause half the niggas that I grew up with is all dead All this pain and all this stressin' I should have a bald head Cause when my Aunt Rhonda died she looked Tock in his eyes Saw death comin', when she seen it she just cried Prolly part of the reason we drink and we get high When I find the nigga that killed my daddy know I'mma ride Hope you hear me, I'mma kill you nigga To let you know that I don't feel you nigga Yea, you ripped my family apart and made my momma cry So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide Cause I was only a toddler, you left me traumatized You made me man of the house and it was grindin' time So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga And I ain't ready Niggas wanna murder me I'm ridin' around heavy I think they wanna wet me like New Orleans and the levees But I got this mac elevy, these niggas'll never get me Lord knows, I got alotta homies in the dirt Niggas sprayin' metal tryna take you off the earth Really over nothin', tell me what it's worth Tryna take you out the game just to put you on a shirt I Rose from the jungle like Derrick Death to anybody that oppose my spirit My future lookin' brighter than this rose I'm starin' at We be runnin' trains on the hoes y'all cherish Rest in peace to my niggas, I swear I miss them to death My? murda music, I'll let you listen to death I'll have you walk with the reaper when hollows rip through your chest Cause if you throw 'em I throw back like Mitchell & Ness I'm gone I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga Man my life so real Last night I went to sleep and woke up with the chills Started with a dollar now I got a couple mil And I make a hundred thousand every time a nigga spill Man I almost got murked in front of the same church My dad got carried in, family got married in That was in my older days, this is now, that was then Had the block jumpin' for them dollars, Shawn Marion Young nigga gon' get my own that's why I'm arrogant Homie need the bail, for them bonds we'll bury 'em Lock 'em like a terrier Breakin' all barriers Just to beat the trial we go miles like Darius Cause cops tryna catch me, niggas tryna clap me Haters runnin at me, know they wanna get at me And people got the nerve to ask why I don't look happy I did it for my niggas, and I did this shit for Kathy I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know You ripped my family apart and made my momma cry So when I see you nigga it's gon' be a homicide I know, I know, I know, I know I know, I know, I know, I know So I'mma let this flame hit you just to let this pain hit you And for all them cloudy days I'mma let this rain hit you nigga

A girl so beautiful sleeps on the couch There's a little baby in her blouse She is my only one true love In the world Cause she's my fucking girl We really don't wait for the big change Time just seems to slip away Let the cat out the bag again My friend It never seems to end Can you feel me? Can you feel me? Only when my hands have fallen asleep Can you steal me? All the sudden, yeah she wakes up The dreams she been dreaming, yeah wasn't made up We really don't wait for the big change My friend I hope it never ends Can you feel me? Can you feel me? Only when my hands have fallen asleep Can you steal me? And I just want to tell you My mother was traumatized I just want to tell you My father was traumatized I just want to show you I love you Yeah every single night Yeah I just want to show you I'll show you I'll show you my life And I'm traumatized Can you feel me? Can you feel me? Only when my hands have fallen asleep Can you steal me? Only when my mind plays tricks on me Can you feel me? Yeah

Yeah, yeah, oh yeah See it all, didn't take some He say he like me with no makeup These niggas in the field, hit the lay up Ain't even gotta talk, don't say much Drop my top in the summer He, boy, he broke, you a runner I didn't flip in them commas All of these niggas not back like piranhas Homicide, momma's crying, bitch you aren't alive In my hood, we all at war, you like you won't survive I ain't never gave a fuck, held back my tears, I'm crying Bitches gon' spread they lies Eat my cake, I'ma serve these pies All these bands gon' drop Hate, so I'ma serve these pies Your nigga on my line, he done smacked, Let me hit decline Keep, keep pressing rewind Spraying this block, then facing time Beat a fake bitch and she gave me a fine Ain't never told no lies You ain't on shit, lil' nigga Wasting on murder, then pop out an diss lil' nigga Bro you a thug, stealing with cousin Shit got big and big, big, bigger I ain't gon' play with a nigga When you gon' lay them, nigga? Black AK, pull trigger Lost lil' nigga, One night came back, same day took eight of they niggas At the top, feels so good to see my momma with a knife Bitches feel me, cause I'm taking bitches spots Glowing for me, hired a lawyer, you my pop Icing Rolly, flood my motherfucking watch See it all, didn't take some He say he like me with no makeup These niggas in the field, hit the lay up Ain't even gotta talk, don't say much Drop my top in the summer He, boy, he broke, you a runner I didn't flip in them commas All of these niggas not back like a runners Homicide, momma's crying, bitch you aren't alive In my hood, we all at war, you like you won't survive I ain't never gave a fuck, held back my tears, I'm crying Bitches gon' spread they lies Eat my cake, I'ma serve these pies Waited my time, now I'm in it All at your head, like a fitted Asian, I fucked up the city Nigga your name writ on my semi Dreams are more then pennies All that hate, that shit ain't in me Dropping the top, I'ma push to the finish Hop out with Denny, he shooting the children Cause I'm next up Bitches wanna talk, these niggas be gassing bitches, they so extra Trending 'round my town, made a hoe get down, apply that pressure Dripping on a lip, lip, fucked then I dipped, dipped Shawty fucked my head up Gold chains on, wipe on in the booth, I'm dope, I'm by myself Gold chains on, wipe on in the booth, I'm dope, I'm by myself I don't know nigga, I was fucked that bad, I ain't give no bitch no help Running them bands, I played the cards, I played my hand I was dealt Try me bitch, lil' pretty gon' cook that nigga just like a chef See it all, didn't take some He say he like me with no makeup These niggas in the field, hit the lay up Ain't even gotta talk, don't say much Drop my top in the summer He, boy, he broke, you a runner I didn't flip in them commas All of these niggas not back like a runners Homicide, momma's crying, bitch you aren't alive In my hood, we all at war, you like you won't survive I ain't never gave a fuck, held back my tears, I'm crying Bitches gon' spread they lies Eat my cake, I'ma serve these pies

I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back Been fighting demons for a while now Its hard to smile you at the bottom of the pile I'm just trynna make it out But my daughter is my reason I'll walk a thousand miles I'm trynna go from stained carpets to the crib with marble tile I done cried so many tears it can fill the whole nile So many people who done cross me so I stay away from crowds Im just trynna stack a dollar so I can make my mama proud But these niggas playing tough boy don't make me check yo file You say in the jungle with gorillas acting wild But I knew you was a goofy I can peep it from ya child Cuz he learn from who he raised by stuck on repeat you played out Im focused that bag just trynna find my way out They hate up in my city swear these niggas want you laid out If you stepping on my toes might as well pick yo grave out I use to love beef but that green what I crave now I'm on a different road I done X out that page now I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see me gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back No I can't go back to old days Im so focused so I really ain't trynna see my old ways I been up for two days trynna get it They hate me cuz they see a ticket They hope I lose my chance and I miss it But I'm poppin like some grease up in a skillet Checker flag they want me finish If you cross me just like Kodak imma turn into a menace And thats period like the dot behind a sentence Got some niggas that will serve you like a waiter at a Dennys And I know some niggas that will rob you just cuz they in feelings See the moral of the story is imma make it out these trenches I came too far to fold imma soldier thats a given Cuz when you make it from where I'm from I swear you like the hood legend I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back I swear the devil on my back it got me traumatized I swear the people in my city don't want me on the rise They want me down bad They wanna see gone mad But I been in that dark space and I ain't going back

I swear I'm traumatized, whoa I'm caught up in that fire I swear I'm traumatized, caught in that fire Lot of bullets flying, whole lot of people dying I swear I'm traumatized, I'm hypnotized Like I'm a reaper, I see blood when I open my eyes Won't sacrifice my child, 2020 we all will die I'ma go fly high in the sky, take a doll and I pop out his eyes Hit the gas and I jump out the ride, I'm causin' suicide Head on collision, collateral damage, I'm letting go of my pride Percs and molly in my casket so I can roll in heaven Get a bad bitch up out of Magic, need a ho in heaven I need me a TEC and I need me a stick, have a shootout with the devil No weed up in my kingdom, Ben said that he need a seven, let's go Cheat on my girl, I'ma fuck on that ho If I go broke I'ma stick up a store If you got to school, go strapped with a pole Better not let a nigga come step on you, no Got brand new shoes, don't step on my toes I'm ready to fight with a nigga or ho I leave out the class 'cause I gotta go I'm gettin' head in the bathroom They always talk 'bout me, no they don't know 'bout me Gotta pray before I sleep, the devil talk to me Gotta get 'em out my dreams, 'fore he take over me Get down on my knees, like Lord don't cancel me I'm traumatized, caught in that fire Lot of bullets flying, whole lot of people dying I swear I'm traumatized, I'm hypnotized Like I'm a reaper, I see blood when I open my eyes Won't sacrifice my child, 2020 we all will die I'ma go fly high in the sky, take a doll and I pop out his eyes Hit the gas and I jump out the ride, I'm causin' suicide Head on collision, collateral damage, I'm letting go of my pride

Yeah (KB Wildin') I don't really trust nobody, I be moving low-key I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don't sleep Tell me that you love me but you don't really know me I don't really take nobody word, you gotta show me That's just where I come from Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from But I'm ten toes down, and I won't let it break me I remember the days they said I ain't deserve it I ain't had no food, felt my stomach turnin' I was dead broke, I was dead broke Numb it with the Hennessy, my stomach burnin' Lost the one I loved, that's who I trusted in I just feel like I can never love again Another day that pass, I lose another friend In a city full of sharks, you gotta learn to swim Drownin' in my thoughts goin' crazy I was on my knees, prayin' somebody save me And I was all alone gettin' drunk on the daily And all I wanted as kid was that brand new Mercedes But now I see the fake intentions of people comin' around When I had nothin', they was nowhere to be found They hated me back then but they fuckin' with me now I keep my feelings locked away and hide my pain with a smile And I don't need no fake love from you niggas I don't need no fake hugs from you niggas 'Cause you dubbed me when I trusted you niggas Now it's funny, I don't fuck with you niggas, no Only hit me up when you need somethin' Don't know if I'm drunk or I'm just numb I never understand where I came from Drownin' my emotions, let that shit run And now they talk bad They never loved me, remember that when they call back They got they hands out, now I'm off that I lost it all but eventually got it all back I don't really trust nobody, I be moving low-key I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don't sleep Tell me that you love me but you don't really know me I don't really take nobody word, you gotta show me That's just where I come from Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from But I'm ten toes down, and I won't let it break me Spendin' late nights in the PJs Thought I went triple, crossed my mind like threeway Got a problem, I think I'm in love with her sweet chase Get a adrenaline rush, you give the same feelin' as a high speed race Been through it all, gotta stand tall, gotta stay ten toes down I was on the back streets, spin the block, you get your shit blown out Gangster, but I need love that's significant I be with demons but I'm an angel, like I'm Heaven sent I used to do bad shit for the hell of it Got a story but I ain't tellin' it Traumatized from the pain, and this heart, it ache I got a story but I ain't tellin' it, did bad shit for the hell of it 'Cause I ain't got no more room for a heartbreak Still with same guys, feelin' tough will get you repoed Small but I'm big like Deebo, my heart And bitch I've been real from the start I'm traumatized and paranoid, I gotta play it smart They'll leave me in the dark I don't really trust nobody, I be moving low-key I be in my thoughts late nights, so I don't sleep Tell me that you love me but you don't really know me I don't really take nobody word, you gotta show me That's just where I come from Traumatized from the past and the pain is the only thing I run from But I'm ten toes down, and I won't let it break me

Head shot'll leave 'em traumatized A lot of niggas say I got this money on my mind I see they want me, but it ain't my time See me out here like I am a little traumatized Traumatized, traumatized See me out here like I am a little traumatized Traumatized, traumatized See me out here like I am a little traumatized Drama, they don't want no drama with the drumma Be cool, protect yo' self like a condom Chasing commas, head shot, no running See me on top but make you sick to your stomach D.A. on my dick, I got Edai song in the whip Cause its gucci, nunu got the uzi flip the script it's like a movie He gon' start shooting like a movie Chopper bullets frr-ah, pardon me See me as a opp then you looking from right across the street You ain't no hitta if you shooting niggas from 'cross the street Probably they be GBE only cause I'm popping C Acting shit, I ain't with that acting shit Straight drop Headshot, headshot, you in the morgue boy Brought a whole lot guns, you ain't gon' blow it boy Run up on you by the corner store Then I leave you by that corner store Mama crying, police flying Red tape, homicide Stay in, don't come outside, 'cuz its war time Less peace and more dying yeah, less peace and more dying Bottle party, teddy bears, lit candles Niggas pussy, don't stay strapped ripped sandles Come around, a whole lot of niggas soundless Clip going boh boh Js3