This Year (I No Go Fear) - Victoria Orenze

I keep these coffins in my mind I put my fears inside There are graves that I've dug since we last left off That you will never find So follow me deeper into the unknown Into your heart, into your soul This is the end of the world that you know And there will be pain in letting it go Feel the uncertainty down to your bones Are you afraid of dying alone? This is the end of the world that you know I push myself a little closer to the edge So intoxicated with the еnd Those who wish me dead, yeah, madе me who I am Until you lose it all, you will never know There's fear in letting go One by one, I hear them calling I feel them creep inside No goodbyes, no return, watch the world as it burns And leave it all behind So come out and follow me deeper into the unknown Into your heart, into your soul This is the end of the world that you know And there will be pain in letting it go Feel the uncertainty down to your bones Are you afraid of dying alone? This is the end of the world that you know I push myself a little closer to the edge So intoxicated with the end Those who wish me dead, yeah, madе me who I am Until you lose it all, you will never know That you can't have what you want from me I can't be everything you need The path is yours to take or leave 'til you lose it all There's fear in letting go So write your name into cement Count the blessings that you're sent Feel that beating in your chest Nothing's permanent Those who wish me dead Fill the coffins in my head And they won't let me forget Nothing's permanent, oh Permanent Yeah, so write your name into cement Count the blessings that you're sent Feel that beating in your chest Nothing's permanent Those who wish me dead Fill the coffins in my head And they won't let me forget I push myself a little closer to the edge I push myself a little closer There's fear in letting go Those who wish me dead, yeah, madе me who I am Until you lose it all, you will never know 'Til you lose it all, you will never know There's fear in letting go