How Did I Go From This To This

She likes her tea made with wine She likes some space in the night time She likes the way I decline The bullshit when it walks into my life She likes purple and green And dressing like a hippie I think that's so nifty And when were in the same city She keeps my heart skipping Fluttering scales tipping I suppose This is it to me Codependency My lack of loyalty Is why were ending things You're truly royalty You deserve better things Than I know I could provide My soul was begging me I never made it in time This my apology Synchronize the rhymes Show the better me Truly grew with time I know our legacy Can never be made right But can we indulge in memories Just one more time Molly we got one life Frankly Id rather die Than let this pass us by God damn I killed my pride Can you let me inside Truly let me inside Cuz if you cant forgive my ignorance Then love, I shall abide Cuz if you really want me gone Ill let you heal with time For now wear that disguise Soon all will be fine This is just a product of the poor battle choices of mine What'd I expect You was never raised to lose a fight Daddy raised you right Yeah he raised you right Soon we'll see in time oh

On the one hand, you let go of everything And you live in the eternal now Because that's all there is See, memories and illusions, it's all gone So, everything you know about That makes an impression and it's no longer there Nothing is in your mind There is only the eternal now There's only the present now Never would be ending Because, even what you're remembering Is happening in the present The memory is in the eternal now, isn't it? See, so it's all really absolutely here But on the other hand, what's fun? To drag you down And to make an echo And to get involved And to fall in love And to become attached It's just like riding a bicycle It's a balance strict To drag you down And to make an echo And to get involved And to fall in love And to become attached It's just like riding a bicycle It's a balance strict To drag you down And to make an echo And to get involved And to fall in love And to become attached It's just like riding a bicycle It's a balance strict

Did you stop to pray this morning As you started on your way Did you ask the Lord to guide you As you started onto your way Did you think to pray this morning Did you kneel just one moment to say Give me comfort for my soul On this old wicked road Did you just remember to pray Jesus is coming again He has promised in his word long time ago He will come again to take all of them That are washed and made white as snow Did you think to pray this morning Did you kneel just one moment to say Give me comfort for my soul On this old wicked road Did you just remember to pray