The Clumsy Lover - BROTHER

I'm too clumsy I secretly still entertain The idea of a man who can save me And I consider all those men before you To be antibodies I have to spin it that way Or the plot I will lose it I'm bruised Not gently used comma fragile I'm boozed Hardly awake comma coma I'm closing the blinds 'Cuz it's cinema time I'll star in a fantasy where you are mine Don't go soon Room for you in my cocoon Bloody moon When I awake I am Sliding stepping All over this uneven ground I slip, you kiss on her shoulder She's a honey dripped Tall drink of water If I didn't want you I'd want a sip of her too Biting deeply I rip my lip open I slip, you kiss on her shoulder Disdain, display of affection If I didn't want you I don't know what I'd do I'm too clumsy One day I will stop being avoidant To those I adore but until then Just thought you should know that My kisses taste like gooey guava I'm bruised I only love from afar I'm too boozed That's when the feelings erupt I'm closing the blinds 'Cuz it's cinema time I'll star in a fantasy where you are mine Don't go soon Room for you in my cocoon Bloody moon When I awake I am Sliding stepping All over this uneven ground I slip, you kiss on her shoulder She's a honey dripped Tall drink of water If I didn't want you I'd want a sip of her too Biting deeply I rip my lip open I slip, you kiss on her shoulder Disdain, display of affection If I didn't want you I don't know what I'd do 'Cuz I'm clumsy I'm too clumsy I'm clumsy I'm closing the blinds 'Cuz it's cinema time I'll star in a fantasy where you are mine I'll stay here and dance with your phantom divine While she can take up all your space in real life

Brother why'd you have to go? You left us all so soon. Remember that song I wrote about your family years ago? Well they're waiting for you to come home. What do I do? What do I say? And dad tells me to pray. So I prayed and prayed but the hurt won't go away. The pain gets worse it never stops. And I've asked the lord for us to swap, I've begged and plead Cuz you have kids to feed. Why is it always stormy weather? And brother tell me if it all gets better. Why did you leave? Why did you die? You finally made your brother cry. I know you're watching over us tonight, and I hope you're watching over us tonight. I'm sorry I missed your call. I wasn't there for you at all. And now I thought it through, maybe if I answered you that you would still be here all along. Now no more calls can't you see? I took for granted family and once they're gone you'll never get that back. No more laughs no more hugs, so hold on to the ones you love. Your soul is free, I love you Anthony. Why is it always stormy weather? And brother tell me when does it get better? Why did you leave? Wlhy did you die? You finally made your brother cry. I know you're watching over us tonight, and I hope you're watching over us tonight.