Clumsy Shy - Weston

I'm too clumsy I secretly still entertain The idea of a man who can save me And I consider all those men before you To be antibodies I have to spin it that way Or the plot I will lose it I'm bruised Not gently used comma fragile I'm boozed Hardly awake comma coma I'm closing the blinds 'Cuz it's cinema time I'll star in a fantasy where you are mine Don't go soon Room for you in my cocoon Bloody moon When I awake I am Sliding stepping All over this uneven ground I slip, you kiss on her shoulder She's a honey dripped Tall drink of water If I didn't want you I'd want a sip of her too Biting deeply I rip my lip open I slip, you kiss on her shoulder Disdain, display of affection If I didn't want you I don't know what I'd do I'm too clumsy One day I will stop being avoidant To those I adore but until then Just thought you should know that My kisses taste like gooey guava I'm bruised I only love from afar I'm too boozed That's when the feelings erupt I'm closing the blinds 'Cuz it's cinema time I'll star in a fantasy where you are mine Don't go soon Room for you in my cocoon Bloody moon When I awake I am Sliding stepping All over this uneven ground I slip, you kiss on her shoulder She's a honey dripped Tall drink of water If I didn't want you I'd want a sip of her too Biting deeply I rip my lip open I slip, you kiss on her shoulder Disdain, display of affection If I didn't want you I don't know what I'd do 'Cuz I'm clumsy I'm too clumsy I'm clumsy I'm closing the blinds 'Cuz it's cinema time I'll star in a fantasy where you are mine I'll stay here and dance with your phantom divine While she can take up all your space in real life

Friday night was out of sight We didn't have a single fight Saturday it totally changed You said forget about being engaged You can see what i can see When i see you beating me But it's alright It's just a game You are so retarded i must be retarded too You're afraid of what i started I guess you didn't want something new And everything is so retarded I expected more after all i have been through I can't believe it i'm still in love with you If my friends only knew what you do They'd tell me not to parle voix I should leave but my damn love wont I'm so use to this what else can i do They can see what i can see When you're in my company But it's alright It's just a game You are so retarded i must be retarded too You're afraid of what i started I guess you didn't want something new And everything is so retarded I expected more after all i have been through I can't believe it i'm still in love with you I can't believe you are so retarded You are so retarded i must be retarded too You're afraid of what i started I guess you didn't want something new And everything is so retarded I expected more after all i have been through I can't believe it i'm still in love with you

Tried all my life to be a round peg round hole guy I was always way to square I kept waking up on the bus in my underwear [Chorus] Always one step off always one beat behind With my sneakers or dumb hair Will I ever get there I know I'll never be the Number one that everybody wants to talk to I know I'll always be that Fat kid on your bus Everybodies a jerk too A freakin jerk too No kind of Superstar No kind of superstar I was always way to clumsy stupid shy I could barely walk much less dance I've accepted the fact that I'm a dork In human pants [Repeat Chorus x2]

I got a new shirt For school yesterday And my mom said I looked real hansome in it I got a new shirt I got a new shirt Cuz I thought You might like me in it I got a new shirt I got a new shirt Cuz I thought You might like me in it I got a new shirt I got a new shirt Cuz I thought Maybe you might wear my ring If I wore that stripped short sleeve shirt

Heather Lewis Heather Lewis When you left for college I thought you would visit Heather Lewis Heather Lewis Tell me why you Had to go so far away I thought you'd call me Cuz you would miss me I guess I understand your busy I thought you'd write me Because you liked me Do you even think about me I know I'm dull compared to sororities (Yes you are) I don't like to go to parties (No you don't) But I thought for sureI meant more to you Then anybody Heather Lewis Heather Lewis When you left for college I thought you would visit Heather Lewis Heather Lewis Tell me why you Had to go so far away I thought you'd call me Cuz you would miss me I never thought you'd dis me I thought you'd write me Because you liked me Sometimes I think you Just forgot me I know I'm dull compared to sororities (Yes you are) I don't like to go to parties (No you don't) But I thought for sure I meant more to you Then anybody Heather Lewis Heather Lewis Heather Lewis Heather Lewis I thought you knew it

It's just like you to want to hate me But never take the time to date me And I'll still sit around thinking of you I took you to the big makeout spot And carved your name in every desktop Now you want to see somebody new That's just like you I know you think that I'm just so lame But it's still hard when I hear your name Maybe someday I'll get over you I tried real hard not to get bitter But all your stupid girlfriend jitters Make me do things that I can't undo That's just like you And if it's someone more special Well I don't want to know him And if it's somewhere more special I don't want to go there We never really could get started Cause you just left me broken-hearted Thinking about things we'll never do Like wanting to hang out together Asking you to wear my sweater I hope it's fun to hurt me like you do That's just like you