Stop Your Wishful Thinking - Aunt Mary

Sometimes I wish that you were dead I wasn't right to let you go away I tried to kill the pain inside But you were always on my mind No matter where I go or stay Into the night still falls the rain Even the dogs stay home tonight Out on the streets, goin' nowhere Just one direction in my thoughts Love can be magic, it can be a game Sometimes it's tragic, sometimes a shame Words were my bullets, emotion my gun I was a runner, now I'm on the run Sometimes I wish that you were dead That is because you haunt me so I wasn't right to let you go away I tried to kill the pain inside But you are always on my mind No matter where I go or stay Sometimes I dream my time away And we're together again Buy I know that can never be And all my hopes are in vain You were my treasure but I didn't know You were the sun in my life Thought I was dying when I realized There's just one chance to survive Sometimes I wish that you were dead That is because you haunt me so I wasn't right to let you go away I tried to kill the pain inside But you are always on my mind No matter where I go or stay Sometimes I wish that you were dead Sometimes I wish that you were dead Sometimes I wish that you were dead Sometimes I wish Sometimes I wish that you were dead Sometimes I wish that you were dead That is because you haunt me so I wasn't right to let you go away I tried to kill the pain inside But you are always on my mind No matter where I go or stay

Lord is it possible to get this far And just now understand who You are? Feeling foolish yet relieved as well Cuz what I bought before, I just can't sell But now my eyes are open wide If this is wrong I don't wanna be right Could it be that on my worst day How you love me simply will not change What if it's really not about What I do but what you did, oh what if This ain't wishful thinking it's just how it is This ain't wishful thinking it's just how it is Well, I guess I'm better late than not at all Or did you plan it this way all along Cuz without suffering grace is hard to see So maybe I'm right where I'm supposed to be And now, I'm thinking you so differently And only I can say is finally Could it be that on my worst day How you love me simply will not change What if it's really not about What I do but what you did, oh what if This ain't wishful thinking it's just how it is This ain't wishful thinking it's just how it is It's just how it is But now my eyes are open wide If this is wrong Lord do not make me, don't you make me right Now I know that on my worst day The way you love me it ain't never change It's never really been about what I do but what you did Yes it is This ain't wishful thinking it's just how it is This ain't wishful thinking it's just how it is

I have walked and talked beside you If only in a dream I had last night I adore you But if my dreams and thoughts about you Gliding in endless fly past my heart Shall I put my arms around you? Would it be too bold if I did? Should I approach you? Oh how many times I've watched you All of my intentions have been for you To try me You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul (Wish I knew ya, could talk to ya) Wishful thinking (Wishful thinking) I am a poetess, we can run All day long (Let me know ya, I can show ya) Wishful thinking (Wishful thinking) Shall I put my arms around you? Would it be too bold if I did? Should I approach you? Oh how many times I've watched you All of my intentions have been for you To try me You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul (Wish I knew ya, could talk to ya) Wishful thinking (Wishful thinking) I am a poetess, we can run All day long (Let me know ya, I can show ya) Wishful thinking (Wishful thinking) You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul Let's make this more than just Wishful thinking (wishful thinking) You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul Let's make this more than just Wishful thinking (wishful thinking) You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul Let's make this more than just Wishful thinking (wishful thinking) You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul Let's make this more than just Wishful thinking (wishful thinking) You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul

I'm a believer, tellin' you I really believe I'm a believer, even though I've never seen I'm a believer, look at my life and you will see I'm a believer, how can you not believe? I'm a believer, every word he says to me I'm a believer, 'cause He gave me my liberty I'm a believer, now and forever I will be I'm a believer, how can you not believe? We got home late one night from service Something wasn't right, Momma was nervous She said we're staying at your auntie's house tonight 'Cause something in my spirit ain't right Just as soon as we all went to sleep Momma got a call from the police Saying, "Your house is on fire" We were sad but alive, God spared our lives I'm a believer, tellin' you I really believe I'm a believer, even though I've never seen I'm a believer, look at my life and you will see I'm a believer, how can you not believe? I'm a believer, every word he says to me I'm a believer, 'cause He gave me my liberty I'm a believer, now and forever I will be I'm a believer, how can you not believe? On the highway, minding my business Another car was tryna get by So I put my foot on the brakes And my car flipped upside down I cried, "Lord, have mercy on me Take the car but save my life" I walked away, no scars, no pain Nothing broken, now I can testify I'm a believer, tellin' you I really believe I'm a believer, even though I've never seen I'm a believer, look at my life and you will see I'm a believer, how can you not believe? I'm a believer, every word he says to me I'm a believer, 'cause He gave me my liberty I'm a believer, now and forever I will be I'm a believer, how can you not believe? Somebody, somewhere out there is watching us And taking care of every little thing we need And some people still don't believe But I have seen too many things Tell me what will make you see That He's able to be all you need and more So tell me what it is you're waiting for I'm a believer, tellin' you I really believe I'm a believer, even though I've never seen I'm a believer, look at my life and you will see I'm a believer, how can you not believe? I'm a believer, every word he says to me I'm a believer, 'cause He gave me my liberty I'm a believer, now and forever I will be I'm a believer, how can you not believe? I'm a believer, tellin' you I really believe I'm a believer, even though I've never seen I'm a believer, look at my life and you will see I'm a believer, how can you not believe? I'm a believer, every word he says to me I'm a believer, 'cause He gave me my liberty I'm a believer, now and forever I will be I'm a believer, how can you not believe?

Hoo woo, hoo woo Anyday now, it's what I kept telling myself On the last mile, on the road to somewhere But along the way I (got stopped by) All the wind and the rain and To my surprise And it shook my heart Blew my mind I've had to cry so many nights I've had to hold on for my life But all I can say now is that I survived I survived, I survived, I survived I survived, I survived, I survived Oh, Lord I had a lot on me Truth be told, it almost broke me But I'm so glad I survived, I survived, I survived now Now hurt and pain were sometimes my company Separated from those, then I suppose I didn't have no guarantees But one thing, I knew for sure was I've had my share of ups and downs I made it even though Oh, it shook my heart Blew my mind I've had to cry so many nights I've had to hold on for my life But all I can say now is that I survived I survived, I survived, I survived I survived, I survived, I survived Oh, Lord I had a lot on me Truth be told, it almost broke me But I'm so glad I survived, I survived, I survived now I know you heard this message before I wanna tell you once more It's alright You'll survive I know the road your on might seem long But I encourage you to hold on, hold on You will survive I do believe you will But all I can say now is that I survived I survived, I survived, I survived I survived, I survived, I survived Oh, Lord I had a lot on me Truth be told, it almost broke me But I'm so glad I survived, I survived, I survived now When the weight of the world's All on your shoulder Just remember, remember, remember To keep your head up and survive Oh, Lord I had a lot on me Truth be told, it almost broke me But I'm so glad I survived, I survived, I survived now I survived, I survived, I survived I survived, I survived, I survived Oh, Lord I had a lot on me Truth be told, it almost broke me But I'm so glad I survived, I survived, I survived now