Wishful Thinking - BENEE

Sometimes I wish that you were dead I wasn't right to let you go away I tried to kill the pain inside But you were always on my mind No matter where I go or stay Into the night still falls the rain Even the dogs stay home tonight Out on the streets, goin' nowhere Just one direction in my thoughts Love can be magic, it can be a game Sometimes it's tragic, sometimes a shame Words were my bullets, emotion my gun I was a runner, now I'm on the run Sometimes I wish that you were dead That is because you haunt me so I wasn't right to let you go away I tried to kill the pain inside But you are always on my mind No matter where I go or stay Sometimes I dream my time away And we're together again Buy I know that can never be And all my hopes are in vain You were my treasure but I didn't know You were the sun in my life Thought I was dying when I realized There's just one chance to survive Sometimes I wish that you were dead That is because you haunt me so I wasn't right to let you go away I tried to kill the pain inside But you are always on my mind No matter where I go or stay Sometimes I wish that you were dead Sometimes I wish that you were dead Sometimes I wish that you were dead Sometimes I wish Sometimes I wish that you were dead Sometimes I wish that you were dead That is because you haunt me so I wasn't right to let you go away I tried to kill the pain inside But you are always on my mind No matter where I go or stay

Lord is it possible to get this far And just now understand who You are? Feeling foolish yet relieved as well Cuz what I bought before, I just can't sell But now my eyes are open wide If this is wrong I don't wanna be right Could it be that on my worst day How you love me simply will not change What if it's really not about What I do but what you did, oh what if This ain't wishful thinking it's just how it is This ain't wishful thinking it's just how it is Well, I guess I'm better late than not at all Or did you plan it this way all along Cuz without suffering grace is hard to see So maybe I'm right where I'm supposed to be And now, I'm thinking you so differently And only I can say is finally Could it be that on my worst day How you love me simply will not change What if it's really not about What I do but what you did, oh what if This ain't wishful thinking it's just how it is This ain't wishful thinking it's just how it is It's just how it is But now my eyes are open wide If this is wrong Lord do not make me, don't you make me right Now I know that on my worst day The way you love me it ain't never change It's never really been about what I do but what you did Yes it is This ain't wishful thinking it's just how it is This ain't wishful thinking it's just how it is

I have walked and talked beside you If only in a dream I had last night I adore you But if my dreams and thoughts about you Gliding in endless fly past my heart Shall I put my arms around you? Would it be too bold if I did? Should I approach you? Oh how many times I've watched you All of my intentions have been for you To try me You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul (Wish I knew ya, could talk to ya) Wishful thinking (Wishful thinking) I am a poetess, we can run All day long (Let me know ya, I can show ya) Wishful thinking (Wishful thinking) Shall I put my arms around you? Would it be too bold if I did? Should I approach you? Oh how many times I've watched you All of my intentions have been for you To try me You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul (Wish I knew ya, could talk to ya) Wishful thinking (Wishful thinking) I am a poetess, we can run All day long (Let me know ya, I can show ya) Wishful thinking (Wishful thinking) You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul Let's make this more than just Wishful thinking (wishful thinking) You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul Let's make this more than just Wishful thinking (wishful thinking) You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul Let's make this more than just Wishful thinking (wishful thinking) You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul Let's make this more than just Wishful thinking (wishful thinking) You're like my music, cause it's love in my soul

Meet you down at the bottom, finish your bottle You know I know all your problems now Flaked on me back in August, and if I'm honest You've gotten harder to figure out I know that you got everything you wanted I heard a rumor, everybody's talking 'Bout you now I really thought that I could fix this, nothing's different How come I'm stuck on thinking you'd grow up? (You'd grow up) I really hoped that we'd be past these problems, past tense Is it just wishful thinking you'd grow up? (You'd grow up) Dropped it all in a second after your message Do you remember me calling out? Meet you back in the wreckage, right where you left it Do you regret how I see it now? You say that you got better when you saw me I heard a rumor, it's medicine and molly You're blacking out I really thought that I could fix this, nothing's different How come I'm stuck on thinking you'd grow up? (You'd grow up) I really hoped that we'd be past these problems, past tense Is it just wishful thinking you'd grow up? (You'd grow up) You'd grow up, you'd grow up You'd grow up, you'd grow up You'd grow up, you'd grow up You'd grow up, you'd grow up You'd grow