I woke up without you again. You left your imprint in my bed. I woke up without you again. You're the love I'll remember, And I'm the mess you'll forget. It was 4am, I kissed your lips inside my car, It was cold as hell, I saw the truth inside the dark. You were scared as well, I caught the shiver from your hands, And I told you everything you needed to hear, understand That I loved you more, I loved you so much more Than you could ever comprehend. You could've broken my spine I'd still try to make amends. I saw it hurt you more than it Could ever damage me. God damn me for ever Thinking that you could change. My fault, the melodies You used to sing are Memories that haunt me When I dream or when I'm barely wide awake, How'd you fuck me up so badly That I moved to another state? Took a flight all by myself Where the heat resembles hell. I'll do this on my own I don't need someone else To fix all of my problems I got it, please don't help. Can't tell me my feeling's invalid If it's what I felt. But I'm cautious Cause of all this Anxiety that I bottled, My apartment It's haunted Not the bottle again I can't stop this. Need solace, I'm a monster, Blind eye for A pill at the bottom. I'll ration my medicine Crush it and snort the end Losing my mind again Losing myself again. Wake up alone, wake up alone, Never want to fall asleep without you. Wake up alone, wake up alone, Never want to fall in love without you. Drink by myself, fuck up my health. Never want to fall asleep without you. Losing the cause now that you're gone, Never want to fall in love without you.

I feel like I'm way too cocky Motherfucker try to stop me Xpithxt you fucking got me You switched up and now you lost me Know I'm bout to set the tone 808 no megaphone .45 I grip the chrome Fooled you twice then too ya dome Smith n Wesson cortisol I leave them fuckers stressin (Yeah) Muy alto extendo tall I leave them with a blessing (Yeah) Shot the leg they try to crawl so I teach them a lesson (Yeah) I stomp them then I drop the molotov give them an essence (Yeah) Drifting the west to hide a body in the east And all that truth was keep it strapped We bout to smoke your ass to sleep And this ain't fighting overseas but now I gotta burn your fleet I got that blood up on my cleats and I cannot accept retreat (Fuck it) I feel like I'm way too cocky Motherfucker try to stop me Xpithxt you fucking got me You switched up and now you lost me Know I'm bout to set the tone 808 no megaphone .45 I grip the chrome Fooled you twice then too ya dome

(All that shit man) (I hate how statistics impact my emotions now) (I fucking hate it) (What is this even?) (I don't fucking know) I'm just aimless Always painless bitch I really do not care The fucking monster in your closet motherfucker why you scared? Topping charts again Living like I mean it (Heh) Track that then I start again Ive been overseas bitch All the pressure it can't get to me Pussies used to laugh at me Nowadays you ask me for some shit and its so sad to see I do shit its ride or die Few real friends they living nice All the stuff I sacrificed To do this shit and change my life (Yeah) I can't understand it (Yeah) Now my flight just landed (Yeah) Now the fans from all the places I don't speak their language (Yuh) What you know about it (Heh) Fuck all those who doubted (Yeah) Ima make it on my own I hope my fathers proud I'm killing a track every session (Yeah) Im sick of talking bout weapons (Yeah) Nights feeling colder as im getting older Remember back calling prevention (Yeah) 988 I was fucking scared Voices screaming in my ears God complex is justified cause none you fuckers can compare