Solace - Soulgarden

All this time I've wasted for Peace of mind I can't let go Shattered thoughts they break my soul Devil's words they set the tone My demise is all I see Cut my ties now I can't breathe Come the tides take me below Don't need angels I need hope I should call Repent my sin From above Let me in Take me away Leave me trapped below Take me away Leave me trapped below

I woke up without you again. You left your imprint in my bed. I woke up without you again. You're the love I'll remember, And I'm the mess you'll forget. It was 4am, I kissed your lips inside my car, It was cold as hell, I saw the truth inside the dark. You were scared as well, I caught the shiver from your hands, And I told you everything you needed to hear, understand That I loved you more, I loved you so much more Than you could ever comprehend. You could've broken my spine I'd still try to make amends. I saw it hurt you more than it Could ever damage me. God damn me for ever Thinking that you could change. My fault, the melodies You used to sing are Memories that haunt me When I dream or when I'm barely wide awake, How'd you fuck me up so badly That I moved to another state? Took a flight all by myself Where the heat resembles hell. I'll do this on my own I don't need someone else To fix all of my problems I got it, please don't help. Can't tell me my feeling's invalid If it's what I felt. But I'm cautious Cause of all this Anxiety that I bottled, My apartment It's haunted Not the bottle again I can't stop this. Need solace, I'm a monster, Blind eye for A pill at the bottom. I'll ration my medicine Crush it and snort the end Losing my mind again Losing myself again. Wake up alone, wake up alone, Never want to fall asleep without you. Wake up alone, wake up alone, Never want to fall in love without you. Drink by myself, fuck up my health. Never want to fall asleep without you. Losing the cause now that you're gone, Never want to fall in love without you.

On an ocean of lies, nearly drowning in fate Devoured by waves of disappointment My make-believe raft, built of pieces of shame My dignity long set for land Loosing ground... Wind, lash thy tongue! Whip this broken back. Fierce and strong! Capsize this vessel for all that I lack! Capsize this vessel for all that I lack! Save my soul... Death, take me home, I beg of you For these waters are cold. My limbs are cramped, my pupils enlarged and my heartbeat is slow. Raise the waters above my head Blind these eyes with waves of turmoil Break these bones with shipwrecked debris Fill my lungs with the salt of regret Please, please forgive me... Shame. Shame, Shame, Shame... In an ocean of lies, nearly drowning in fate My make-believe raft, smashed to pieces Death, take me home through the waters of fate Pardon me from the stains on my soul

Like a legion of maggots Or an army of ants In liquid motion Crawling under my skin From the earth I stand on To hell in my head Incinerating All devouring Hate, Despise Repulsion and disdain Violent, Demise I'll gladly be your pain From the earth I stand on To the hell in my head Incinerating All devouring Hate, Despise Repulsion and disdain Violent, Demise I'll gladly be your pain Hate, Despise Repulsion and disdain Violent, Demise I'll gladly be your pain