So Far You've Only Made Things Worse - Dead Swans

This twitch in my fingers Love-hate, it lingers Sent it direct but the point must have missed her Gave up and lost 'cause of timing and pressure And now I'm gone Lie alone, it's all you can do now And hear me drone about the things I can't change Lie alone, it's all you can do now And hear me, hear me drone on my own What has this come to? I know you don't see me as much you ought to And both wounds are bleeding out Grace me with nothing but patience I'll admit that I hate this if there's no other way out There's no other way out Lie alone, it's all you can do now And hear me drone about the things I can't change Lie alone, it's all you can do now And hear me, hear me drone on my own On the outs with everything The calm and talk you seldom bring (On the outs) On the outs with everything The calm and talk you seldom bring (On the outs) On the outs with everything The calm and talk you seldom bring Lie alone, it's all you can do now And hear me drone about the things I can't change Lie alone, it's all you can do now And hear me, hear me drone on my own

I lost at love before Got mad and closed the door But your sun shined just once more I chose you for the one Now, we're havin' so much fun You treated me so kind I'm about to lose my mind You've made me so very happy I'm so glad you came into my life The others were untrue But when it came to lovin' you I'd spend my whole life through 'Cause you came and you took control You've touched my very soul You always showed me that Lovin' you is where it's at You've made me so very happy I'm so glad you came into my life Thank you, baby I love so much you see You're even in my dreams I can hear you, I can hear you callin' me I'm so much in love with you All I ever want to do is Thank you baby, thank you baby You make me so very happy I'm so glad you came into my life You've made me so very happy You've made me so very happy, baby I'm so glad you came Into my life I want to thank you, boy Thank you, baby

I lost at love before Gave up and closed the door But you said try just once more I chose you for the one Now I'm having so much fun You treated me so kind I'm about to lose my mind You made me so very happy I'm so glad you came into my life The others were untrue But when it came to you I'd spend my whole life with you 'Cause you came and took control You touched my very soul You always showed me that Loving you is where it's at You made me so very happy I'm so glad you came into my life You made me so very happy I'm so glad you came into my life I love you so much it seems That you're even in my dreams I can hear you calling me I'm so in love with you All I ever want to do Is just thank you, baby Thank you, thank you, baby You made me so very happy I'm so glad you came into my life You made me so very happy I'm so glad you came into my life Thank you, baby You made me so very happy I'm so glad you came into my life One more time now You made me so very happy I'm so glad you came into my life

There are worse things I could do Than go with a boy or two Even though the neighborhood thinks I'm trashy and no good I suppose it could be true But there are worse things I could do I could flirt with all the guys Smile at them and bat my eyes Press against them when we dance Make them think they stand a chance Then refuse to see it through That's a thing I'd never do I could stay home every night Wait around for Mr. Right Take cold showers everyday And throw my life away On a dream that won't come true I could hurt someone like me Out of spite or jealousy I don't steal And I don't lie, but I can feel And I can cry A fact I'll bet you never knew But to cry in front of you That's the worst thing I could do

It's not in my mind It's not in my mind Na-na-na-not in my mind Na-na-na-not in my mind We're on an infinite line We're on an infinite line Get out of my mind Get out of my mind Ge-ge-ge-get out Ge-ge-ge-get out Ge-ge-ge-get out Get out We're on a ladder to God We're on a ladder to God Ladder to God Ladder to God Ladder to God Ladder to God Space cunt Brain wash Star dust Space fuck, cunt Cunt Ge-ge-ge-ladder to God Ge-ge-ge-ladder to God Ladder to God Ge-ge-ge-ge, ha, ge-ge-ge-ge, ha Ge-ge-ge-ge, ha, ge-ge-ge-ge, ha Get fucked We're on a ladder to God We're on a ladder to God Get fucked, out Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck Fuck, fuck B-b-b-blessed (shut) B-b-b-blessed (shut, fuck, up) B-b-b-blessed (shut, fuck) B-b-b-blessed (bliss) B-b-b-blessed (shut, fuck, up) B-b-b-blessed (bliss) B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed (fuck) B-b-b-blessed (fuck, fuck) B-b-b-blessed (bliss, bliss) B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed B-b-b-blessed

By my side, You'll never be By my side, You'll never be 'Cause I'm fake at the seams, I'm lost in my dreams I want you to know, That I can't let you go And you're never coming home again By my side, You'll never be By my side, You'll never be You'll never be I wanted to tell you I'd changed I wanted to tell you that things would be different this time I see you, You see me, Differently I see you, You see me, Differently You tell me that you love me but you never want to see me again You tell me that you love me but you never want to see me again You tell me that you love me but you never want to see me again You tell me that you love me but you never want to see me again

Now, you be the mother, and I'll be your fool I'll hide myself deep inside Your crimson pool The muddy water runs Beneath your folds You won't let me breathe You won't let me go Now, you be the stranger, and I'll be the white-skinned son You'll blacken my innocence With sugar and opium The children were suffocating Down in your damp cave And you were the mother, and I was the sleeping slave Protect me from violence Hold me in your cool lips You drug me with kindness So I can pretend I exist Now, you be the only child I'll suck on your breast You'll feed me with gasoline I'll burn my name in your head Ah-ah-ah Ah-ah-ah Ah-ah-ah, ah, ah Ah-ah-ah

Your light is in my hand Your light is in my hand Your light is in my hand Your light is in my hand Your mind is in my eye Your mind is in my eye Your mind is in my eye Your eye is in my mind Your mind is in my eye Your eye is in my eye Your eye is in my eye Your eye is in my eye Your eye is in my eye Here Here Here Here

Now, some of us are weak And some endure And some people live their lives With a violence that's pure and clean But I saw a man cry once Down on his knees In the corner of a darkened cell And his pain meant nothing to me But I was younger then And young men never die When I walked out in the Sun I was strong, clear-minded and blind Now, don't save a prayer for anyone It doesn't do any good And please, don't ask me a question You'll just be misunderstood And if you could step inside me You'd feel what hatred brings And if you saw with my eyes You'd see what self-deception means I was younger once And I created a lie And though my body was strong I was self-deluded, confident and blind Now, show some pity For the weak of will Because when we're drinking We can never be filled Show some understanding For the lonely fool Because when I am drinking I am out of control No, I was never young And nothing has transpired But when I look in the mirror I feel dead, I feel cold, I am blind I am blind I am blind I am blind