So Cal (feat. BARIBLANCO, nanadeem, Ptown & Sushi Boi) - The Artist Frank Ervin & Ptown

Saying I'm the one and that you love me Than why you choosing other ones above me I know that it's true just deep inside I understand that monsters lurk behind So am I dumb (Am I dumb) Cause my heart keeps gettin beat like a drum (Like a drum) Badadadumdumdadadumdum I don't even wanna be at home no more But can't risk my heart gettin broke it's torn Numb (Am I numb) To the point where the lies just don't stun (Just don't stun) Who do I run from when the times done Put it on the table I love to hard Hurt anotha go tryna end this part Maybe I am due For a hurtin thatd make the devil jealous Burns in my heart no need question where my hell is I don't even wanna try and play my cards Every wrong move I wind up losin hearts Hard to lead me away From the bullshit I been through All the same shit I'm still due But I just can't win this game (I can't win this game) Although you hurt me I give you blue roses It means that I love you, not you and your bullshit So straighten ya act up I'll walk out the door Hearts right it can't miss, it's been fooled before So why if I give you a chance you take that advance and then do the same shit (same shit) Told you you hurt me Apology flirtin Ignorin my words why explain it (why explain it) That's why I can't tell you shit I take it hit for hit Try to let it be but I'm not good (I'm not good) Try to leave you be just like I should (Just like I should) But I can't get my guts up Go back anotha fuck up Or was it part of the scenary Valentine kisses in Italy Italy Look what it did to me Think I just had epiphany Return all that shit copped from Tiffany Enjoy ur last lick of me Love shit is history Heart beating drum no more dumb in my symphony Feeling so duhdumdededuhdum shoulda studied my history Although you hurt me I give you blue roses It means that I love you, not you and your bullshit Straighten ya act up my foots out the door Hearts wrong it can miss, it's been fooled before So am I dumb (Am I dumb) Cause my heart keeps gettin beat like a drum (Like a drum) Badadumdumbadadumdum I don't even wanna be at home no more But can't risk my heart gettin broke it's torn Numb To the point where the lies just don't stun (Just don't stun) Who do I run from when the times done Put it on the table I love to hard Hurt anotha go tryna end this part Although you hurt me I give you blue roses It means that I love you, not you and your bullshit Keep losin track of the times that I've cried I'll always love you, just not by your side