Saying I'm the one and that you love me
Than why you choosing other ones above me
I know that it's true just deep inside
I understand that monsters lurk behind

So am I dumb (Am I dumb)
Cause my heart keeps gettin beat like a drum (Like a drum)
Badadadumdumdadadumdum
I don't even wanna be at home no more
But can't risk my heart gettin broke it's torn

Numb (Am I numb)
To the point where the lies just don't stun (Just don't stun)
Who do I run from when the times done
Put it on the table I love to hard
Hurt anotha go tryna end this part

Maybe I am due
For a hurtin thatd make the devil jealous
Burns in my heart no need question where my hell is
I don't even wanna try and play my cards
Every wrong move I wind up losin hearts
Hard to lead me away
From the bullshit I been through
All the same shit I'm still due
But I just can't win this game
(I can't win this game)

Although you hurt me I give you blue roses
It means that I love you, not you and your bullshit
So straighten ya act up I'll walk out the door
Hearts right it can't miss, it's been fooled before

So why if I give you a chance you take that advance and then do the same shit (same shit)
Told you you hurt me Apology flirtin
Ignorin my words why explain it (why explain it)
That's why I can't tell you shit
I take it hit for hit
Try to let it be but I'm not good (I'm not good)
Try to leave you be just like I should (Just like I should)
But I can't get my guts up
Go back anotha fuck up

Or was it part of the scenary
Valentine kisses in Italy Italy
Look what it did to me
Think I just had epiphany
Return all that shit copped from Tiffany
Enjoy ur last lick of me
Love shit is history
Heart beating drum no more dumb in my symphony
Feeling so duhdumdededuhdum shoulda studied my history

Although you hurt me I give you blue roses
It means that I love you, not you and your bullshit
Straighten ya act up my foots out the door
Hearts wrong it can miss, it's been fooled before

So am I dumb (Am I dumb)
Cause my heart keeps gettin beat like a drum (Like a drum)
Badadumdumbadadumdum
I don't even wanna be at home no more
But can't risk my heart gettin broke it's torn

Numb
To the point where the lies just don't stun (Just don't stun)
Who do I run from when the times done
Put it on the table I love to hard
Hurt anotha go tryna end this part

Although you hurt me I give you blue roses
It means that I love you, not you and your bullshit
Keep losin track of the times that I've cried
I'll always love you, just not by your side