(D. Locorriere/S. Silverstein) Knowing she's there makes it possible to live Knowing she's there giving all she's got to give And when the road got long and the load got heavier She'd whisper babe I'm in love with ya And made it easier to bear knowing she's there Knowing she's there when I reach out in my sleep Knowing she's there to hold me when I'm weak And when the nights got cold and the days got drearier She'd whisper babe I'm right here with ya And made it easier to bear knowing she's there Why did it make me take the lady's love for granted How could it live so deep in a woman and never notice a change Why doesn't any love ever go the way you planned it And why doesn't any woman ever stay the same Now knowing she's there instead of being here with me Just knowing she's there giving him what she gave me And it ain't that I can't live without it But every time I think about it Something inside me screams Something inside me burns I feel something inside me tear Knowing she's there Knowing she's there Knowing she's there Knowing she's there (C)1978 Tro Essex Music Ltd./Carlin Music Corp.

No one told me about her The way she lied Well, no one told me about her How many people cried Well, it's too late to say you're sorry How would I know, why should I care Please don't bother trying to find her She's not there... oh oh oh Nobody told me about her What could I do Well, nobody told me about her Though they all knew Well, it's too late to say you're sorry How would I know, why should I care Please don't bother trying to find her She's not there... Well, let me tell you about the way she looked The way she acted, the color of her hair Her voice is soft and cool Her eyes are clear and bright But she's not there... Well it's too later to say you're sorry How would I know, why should I care Please don't bother trying to find her She's not there... Well, let me tell you about the way she looked The way she acted, the color of her hair Her voice is soft and cool Her eyes are clear and bright But she's not there...

Well, no one told me about her The way she lied Well, no one told me about her How many people cried But it's too late to say you're sorry How could I know, why should I care? Please don't bother trying to find her She's not there Oh, let me tell you about the way she looked The way she acts and the color of her hair Her voice was soft and cool Her eyes were clear and bright But she's not there Well, no one told me about her What could I do? Well, no one told me about her Though they all knew But it's too late to say you're sorry How could know, why should I care? Please don't bother trying to find her She's not there Well, let me tell you about the way she looked The way she acts and the color of her hair Her voice was soft and cool Her eyes were clear and bright But she's not there But it's too late to say you're sorry How would I know, why should I care? Please don't bother trying to find her She's not there Oh, let me tell you about the way she looked The way she acts and the color of her hair Her voice was soft and cool Her eyes were clear and bright But she's not there

Let's just be honest, Jesus I'm a mess Can't seem to fill this void of emptiness My bills are paid but I'm still stressed I need You, I need You Trying to medicate, end all the pain Can't hush these voices in my brain Singing songs of silence, sounds of shame I need You, I need You But if I tell the truth I'm so afraid of truth But I know it and You know it I know I need to pray, but I don't know how to say I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change I wanna trust in You, but if I tell the truth I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change Soaking between what was and what could be I'm so afraid to loose the image they see I don't even know what's happening to me I need You, I need You But when I face the facts, my feeling's not a fact I know it, yes, I know it I know I need to pray, but I don't know how to say I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change I wanna trust in You, but if I tell the truth I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change Sometimes I feel like I, like I gotta hide I just don't get why You stay with me 'Cause my faith and my trust are wavering Wavering Maybe it's all my pride, it's hard to surrender When I've been pretending to have it together But I feel like my world is falling apart Just need a minute, just a second to catch up I know I'm not finished, I just can't seem to get up Help me remember all of the place that we made When we were both on the same page On the same page I know I need to pray, but I don't know how to say I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change I wanna trust in You, but if I tell the truth I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change (But if I tell the truth-)

Miracles, signs and wonders Everywhere I go To show Your glorious power That the world would know Your Kingdom come, Your will be done Just like Heaven right here on Earth We're under an open heaven And we pull the Kingdom down The Kingdom is right here The Kingdom is right now The blind will see, and the lame will dance The mute will speak, the dead will live again We cry Holy, Holy Spirit Come and move through us Beneath this open heaven Miracles, signs and wonders Everywhere I go To show Your glorious power That the world might know Your Kingdom come, Your will be done Just like Heaven right here on Earth Yeah We're under an open heaven And we pull the Kingdom down The Kingdom is right here The Kingdom is right now The blind will see, and the lame will dance The mute will speak, the dead will live again We cry Holy, Holy Spirit Come and move through us Beneath this open heaven Ooh Creation is groaning Eagerly waiting The sons of God revealed Oh-ooh Creation is groaning Eagerly waiting The sons of God revealed Revealed Revealed, yeah The blind will see (and the lame will dance) the lame will dance (The mute will speak) the mute will speak (And the dead will live again) the dead will live again And we cry Holy, Holy Spirit Come and move through us Beneath this open heaven (beneath this open heaven) The blind will see, the lame will dance The mute will speak, the dead will live again And we cry Holy, Holy Spirit Come and move through us Beneath this open heaven The time has changed And I've just been on this mindset In this mindset where I go, "God, I don't wanna live my life that way" I don't wanna get more comfortable every year I'm tryin' to take a bigger and bigger step of faith every year Because I'm just thinkin' I'm gettin' closer and closer to the finish I just want to go 100 percent, because I wanna end well To me, to me happily ever after starts at my death Happily ever after to me is if one day I can stand before God with my wife and kids And I just want to be able to see them I'm in the presence of God and look at each of my kids and tell you, tell them I told you it'd be worth it, didn't I tell you When we were there on Earth, when we were living through life I told you it'd worth it, that whatever you got to sacrifice That this God, He always comes through, and He promised me that That it's gonna get even better, a hundred times better than what we had on Earth I told you it'd be worth it

Here inside my Heart There is a work That You've started And I know it's not just here You are working Everywhere Far off in the Distance People learn of your Existence Red and Yellow, Black and White We're all Precious in Your Site No one took your Life from You You Laid it down Willingly So we lay down our Lives 'Cause we Agree You're good, You are good You are good, Forever You are good You're good, You are good You are good, Forever You are good Good You are You are You are Good, Ooh, ooh You're good, You are good Trust us with this Mission Give us Clarity and Vision Help us Love as we are Loved Every Nation Tribe and Tongue And we will not be Fearful For we know that you hear us When we Cry out to Your name It's the only name that Saves No one took your Life from You You Laid it down Willingly So we lay down our Lives 'Cause we Agree {You're good, You are good You are good, Forever You are good You're good, You are good You are good, Forever You are good} {We can't Wrap our Hands Around You You are too good, Far too good to us We tend to Run around in Circles But You're still good Far too good to us} {You're good, You are good You are good, Forever You are good You're good, You are good You are good, Forever You are good}

Let me finish, let me finish talkin' Let me get this off my chest I'm no stranger, you know me well But it feels like we just met I'm just tryin' to cope with the impossibilities I wish were possibilities feels like I'm in a dream I know you say you want me, but you're too afraid of happy That hurts me, it scares me, but this is reality Sometimes my mind plays tricks on me Telling me lies, like I'm making this up Like this is insanity (Sometimes my mind plays tricks) Mm, this ain't reality (Sometimes my mind plays) My mind is playing tricks on me I won't believe it, I won't believe it Not for one second I don't believe it, I don't believe it But I still have questions I wanna believe you (I want to believe you) But you're not helpin' Wish you were see-through (I wish you could see me) Wish I could see you (I just want you) I wish that I could free your mind (I just want you) And sometimes I wish that we could just rewind time (What if I never knew) Oh, ooh (What if I just want you) And I want you to want you, too (I just want you) I'm hoping that you'll change your mind (Change your mind) I'm praying you'll try to try To be happy for once You deserve to be happy for once I just want you to be happy for once Then you come alive (I just want you) When you looked in my eyes (When you looked in my eyes) (I just want you) I saw you come alive (I just want you) You can just choose, you can decide I'm so afraid to lose you That I'm losing myself I'm so afraid to choose you (I'm so afraid to choose you) So I'm choosing myself (So I'm choosing myself) I'm so afraid to lose you, mm 'Cause I'm finding myself in you Still everyday that I choose you, mm I'm choosing myself Deep down you remember, me But even if you don't choose me (I just want you) I'm choosing myself (I just want you) I'm choosing myself It's about time, didn't we come alive? Don't make me choose by myself (I pray that you'll chose me) I know it's confusing (Please say that you'll choose me) Just make up your mind this time This time (I pray that you'll choose me, say that you'll choose me) I'm choosing happy, the real me I'm choosing the freedom I feel when I look in these eyes (Please say that you'll choose me) I want the true me (Please say that you'll choose me) I'm choosing myself Mm, mm Mm, oh