Let's just be honest, Jesus I'm a mess Can't seem to fill this void of emptiness My bills are paid but I'm still stressed I need You, I need You Trying to medicate, end all the pain Can't hush these voices in my brain Singing songs of silence, sounds of shame I need You, I need You But if I tell the truth I'm so afraid of truth But I know it and You know it I know I need to pray, but I don't know how to say I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change I wanna trust in You, but if I tell the truth I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change Soaking between what was and what could be I'm so afraid to loose the image they see I don't even know what's happening to me I need You, I need You But when I face the facts, my feeling's not a fact I know it, yes, I know it I know I need to pray, but I don't know how to say I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change I wanna trust in You, but if I tell the truth I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change Sometimes I feel like I, like I gotta hide I just don't get why You stay with me 'Cause my faith and my trust are wavering Wavering Maybe it's all my pride, it's hard to surrender When I've been pretending to have it together But I feel like my world is falling apart Just need a minute, just a second to catch up I know I'm not finished, I just can't seem to get up Help me remember all of the place that we made When we were both on the same page On the same page I know I need to pray, but I don't know how to say I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change I wanna trust in You, but if I tell the truth I'm not ready, I'm not ready to change (But if I tell the truth-)

Miracles, signs and wonders Everywhere I go To show Your glorious power That the world would know Your Kingdom come, Your will be done Just like Heaven right here on Earth We're under an open heaven And we pull the Kingdom down The Kingdom is right here The Kingdom is right now The blind will see, and the lame will dance The mute will speak, the dead will live again We cry Holy, Holy Spirit Come and move through us Beneath this open heaven Miracles, signs and wonders Everywhere I go To show Your glorious power That the world might know Your Kingdom come, Your will be done Just like Heaven right here on Earth Yeah We're under an open heaven And we pull the Kingdom down The Kingdom is right here The Kingdom is right now The blind will see, and the lame will dance The mute will speak, the dead will live again We cry Holy, Holy Spirit Come and move through us Beneath this open heaven Ooh Creation is groaning Eagerly waiting The sons of God revealed Oh-ooh Creation is groaning Eagerly waiting The sons of God revealed Revealed Revealed, yeah The blind will see (and the lame will dance) the lame will dance (The mute will speak) the mute will speak (And the dead will live again) the dead will live again And we cry Holy, Holy Spirit Come and move through us Beneath this open heaven (beneath this open heaven) The blind will see, the lame will dance The mute will speak, the dead will live again And we cry Holy, Holy Spirit Come and move through us Beneath this open heaven The time has changed And I've just been on this mindset In this mindset where I go, "God, I don't wanna live my life that way" I don't wanna get more comfortable every year I'm tryin' to take a bigger and bigger step of faith every year Because I'm just thinkin' I'm gettin' closer and closer to the finish I just want to go 100 percent, because I wanna end well To me, to me happily ever after starts at my death Happily ever after to me is if one day I can stand before God with my wife and kids And I just want to be able to see them I'm in the presence of God and look at each of my kids and tell you, tell them I told you it'd be worth it, didn't I tell you When we were there on Earth, when we were living through life I told you it'd worth it, that whatever you got to sacrifice That this God, He always comes through, and He promised me that That it's gonna get even better, a hundred times better than what we had on Earth I told you it'd be worth it