And I can't meet you tonight I can't meet you tonight I found the difference between What I wanted it to be And what it will always be The things I used to feel I don't feel anymore The things I used to say I don't say anymore I drop my hands down slowly Because what I was searching for Cannot be found We were searching for heaven We were searching for heaven We were searching for heaven Will we dream again? Will we dream again?

You may search the ocean, you might go 'cross the deep blue sea But Mama, you'll never find another hot shot like me I followed my baby from the station to the train And the blues came down like night and showered me I left her at the station wringing her hands and crying I told her she had a home, just as long as I had mine I've got two women, and you can't tell them apart I've got one in my bossom, and one I got in my heart The one in my bossom, she's in Tennessee And the one in my heart, don't even give a darn for me I used to say a married woman was the sweetest thing that ever been born But I've changed that thing, you better leave married women alone Take my advice: let these married women be 'Cause their husbands'll grab you, beat you ragged as a cedar tree When a woman say she love you 'bout good as she do herself, I don't pay her no attention, tell that same line to somebody else I really don't believe no woman in the whole round world do right, Act like an angel in the daytime, mess by the ditch at night I'm going, pretty mama, please don't break this rule; That's why I'm searching these deserts for the blues I'm going, pretty mama, searching these deserts now That's why I'm walking my baby home anyhow Lord, oh Lord Lordy, Lordy, Lord Oh Lordy Lord Lord, Lord, Lord When a woman say she love you 'bout good as she do herself, I don't pay her no attention, tell that same line to somebody else Lord, Lord Lord, Lord, Lord

All my dark dreams drift like smoke in the breeze The fear grips me as I fall towards my sleep Here comes the nightmare that never ends Here is the dream that makes monsters of men Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh In the house of my soul In rooms of ugliness and cold Memories locked away All the doubts and fears I never faced Now they come again I am falling down to meet with them Fear within us all Mine awake and they stand up tall Look for the truth Deepest cut of all from you Knife of the truth Blade of hatred slicing through Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh I pray my sleep will break Maybe this time I won't wake Weakness I hide so well This dagger in my mind will tell It's my final stand I make a fist out of each hand To the shadows of the past Take a breath and I scream attack Look for the truth Deepest cut of all from you Knife of the truth Blade of hatred slicing through Here's for the truth Deepest cut of all from you Knife of the truth Blade of hatred slicing through Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh, yeah Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh Ooh ooh ooh

Ever ever after Storybook endings, fairy tales coming true Deep down inside we want to believe they still do In our secretest heart, It's our favorite part of the story Let's just admit we all want to make it too Ever ever after If we just don't get it our own way Ever ever after It may only be a wish away Start a new fashion, wear your heart on your sleeve Sometimes you reach what's real just by making believe Unafraid, unashamed There is joy to be claimed in this world You even might wind up being glad to be you Ever ever after Though the world will tell you it's not smart Ever ever after The world can be yours if you let your heart Believe in ever after No wonder your heart feels it's flying Your head feels it's spinning Each happy ending's a brand new beginning Let yourself be enchanted, you just might break through To ever ever after Forever could even start today Ever ever after Maybe it's just one wish away Your ever ever after I've been dreaming of a true love kiss Ever ever ever after

If loving her's a sin I don't wanna go to heaven No there's nothing else up there I could need And if I'm sinnin' everyday guess i'll sin all seven If I can still have her by the end of the week Ooh Ooh And if loving her's a drug then I wanna be addicted Why would I get clean when the high's this good She says i'm the only one who can hit it And all the other druggies just wish they could Hey wish they could You see I used to be ashamed To write a song that said her name Cause I was too afraid Of what they all might say But if loving her is wrong And it's not right to write this song Then i'm still not gonna stop And you can turn the damn thing off And If loving her's a choice she's all i'm gonna choose No way you could sway me in another's favor Some people choose Buddha or Jesus or Booze But her body's my temple and her soul is my savior Ooh Ooh You see I used to be ashamed To write a song that said her name Cause I was too afraid Of what they all might say But if loving her is wrong And it's not right to write this song Then i'm still not gonna stop And you can turn the damn thing off Ooh ooh If loving her hurts i'll keep on hurtin' If it means staying true to who I am You may not agree but like me you're learning That people don't like what they don't understand No people don't like what they don't understand And you can shake your head You can clench your fist You can judge, hold a grudge You can just be pissed You can say it's wrong You can say a prayer But while you're doing that i'll be over there Loving her Oh loving her

You must've come out of the blue No other colour would do We watched the clouds move all around Uncovering feelings unfound And I can't imagine when I can't imagine why I'd ever wanna leave you, dear If we stay right here, we wouldn't have to worry about anything But the morning came and stole you Out of the blue Your eyes are full of yellows and greens They turn into water and fall from your cheeks Now we're going deep into the dark And it's hard to tell where we are And I can't imagine when I can't imagine why I'd ever wanna leave you, dear If we stay right here, we wouldn't have to worry about anything But the moment fades and so do you Out of the blue Oh, what a lovely day for loving you Oh, what a lovely day for loving you The sunset, it bled orange and red In a perfect explosion behind your head While we're looking up somehow we forget That even the best days will end Now I can't remember when I can't remember why you packed your bags and left me here It's been a whole year since we said we'd never find somebody new Now I hardly ever talk to you But today I stopped and thought of you Out of the blue Out of the blue Out of the blue Out of the blue Out of the blue Out of the blue Out of the blue Out of the blue Out of the blue

Boy you better start running 'cause Grace has a gun She's not fooling around, she don't keep it for fun Make sure you approach her with a bullet proof vest 'Cause when you piss her off she'll aim right for your chest Whoa ooh ohhh Whoa ooh ohhh Whoa ooh ohhh Whoa ooh ohhh Then when she laughs it off or she plays it cool Don't believe in her brother, she'll make you her fool And damn you can love her above any other on earth But boy that won't fix her, you'll just make it worse Whoa ooh ohhh Whoa ooh ohhh Whoa ooh ohhh Whoa ooh ohhh And I'm warning you don't get too close She's a time bomb that's ticking until she explodes And she's haunting the halls of your head like a ghost Even still that won't change how you feel I suppose Whoa ooh ohhh She don't believe in a heaven, just a body and soul And she thinks the scars on her arms means that she's in control You thought you could convince her, that it's all in her head Till you come home one night and the walls painted red Whoa ooh ohhh Whoa ooh ohhh Whoa ooh ohhh Whoa ooh ohhh Boy you better start running cause Grace has a gun And she don't even care 'bout the damage she's done