Searching for the Past - Secret Garden

And I can't meet you tonight I can't meet you tonight I found the difference between What I wanted it to be And what it will always be The things I used to feel I don't feel anymore The things I used to say I don't say anymore I drop my hands down slowly Because what I was searching for Cannot be found We were searching for heaven We were searching for heaven We were searching for heaven Will we dream again? Will we dream again?

Nothing's what I thought it was before I used to think the world was true And now I'm not so sure 'Cause everyone includin' me Is always tryin' to be somethin' they're not Oh, I don't see the things that I used to see Everywhere I go Sombody's tryin' to sell somethin' to me But who's the asshole That convinced us all that happiness isn't free? It feels like a river keeps unwindin' It feels like a clock with awful timin' Everybody's full of shit, there's no denyin' It feels like I'm searchin' for the truth In a world that's always lyin' I don't dream the way I used to dream Now that I'm older, people say They're way out of my reach And all a college degree taught me is That passion ain't somethin' you're guaranteed It feels like the love, it keeps on dyin' Feels like the break in a silver linin' Everybody's full of shit, there's no denyin' It feels like I'm searchin' for the truth In a world that's always lyin' (Truth will set you free) (Truth will set you free) I don't love the way I used to love Once I gave myself to someone Who said it'd never be enough But a broken heart has shown me That I still know how to get back up It feels like the sunrise keeps on risin' Feels like the stars keep alignin' With every precious day I'm given I'm reminded to keep on searchin' for the truth Yeah, keep on searchin' for the truth In a world that's always lyin'

You may search the ocean, you might go 'cross the deep blue sea But Mama, you'll never find another hot shot like me I followed my baby from the station to the train And the blues came down like night and showered me I left her at the station wringing her hands and crying I told her she had a home, just as long as I had mine I've got two women, and you can't tell them apart I've got one in my bossom, and one I got in my heart The one in my bossom, she's in Tennessee And the one in my heart, don't even give a darn for me I used to say a married woman was the sweetest thing that ever been born But I've changed that thing, you better leave married women alone Take my advice: let these married women be 'Cause their husbands'll grab you, beat you ragged as a cedar tree When a woman say she love you 'bout good as she do herself, I don't pay her no attention, tell that same line to somebody else I really don't believe no woman in the whole round world do right, Act like an angel in the daytime, mess by the ditch at night I'm going, pretty mama, please don't break this rule; That's why I'm searching these deserts for the blues I'm going, pretty mama, searching these deserts now That's why I'm walking my baby home anyhow Lord, oh Lord Lordy, Lordy, Lord Oh Lordy Lord Lord, Lord, Lord When a woman say she love you 'bout good as she do herself, I don't pay her no attention, tell that same line to somebody else Lord, Lord Lord, Lord, Lord

Won't you take this cup from me Cause fear has stolen all my sleep If tomorrow means my death Pray you'll save their souls with it Let the songs I sing bring joy to you Let the words I say confess my love Let the notes I choose be your favorite tune Father let my heart be after you In this hour of doubt I see Who I am is not just me So give me strength to die myself So love can live to tell the tale Let the songs I sing bring joy to you Let the words I say confess my love Let the notes I choose be your favorite tune Father let my heart be after you Father let my heart be For you For you For you For you Let the songs I sing bring joy to you Let the words I say confess my love Let the notes I choose be your favorite tune Father let my heart be after you Father let my heart be after you

We all make mistakes (go) And one of mine was putting up with the horse shit (go) They say any kind of press is good Wasting my time on a shoot Because I should Sometimes I can't complain, though (go) Never looking good makes me a bankroll To make sure I'm stable So, if I crash my car and need insurance, then I'm able (Hello?) What is wrong with you? You got a problem with me I'm gonna make you wait in line As long as the DMV so they'll never reach me 'Cause I don't have time for that chatter That movie was awesome, man I love the character he played on Spongebob That's cool, that's what he was known for I literally went out on a limb, not planning ahead That's why it's been such a slow journey Journey to the top I guess I'll just go until I burn out As long as the wax keeps dripping I'll make sure to stay lit Stay lit Stay lit Stay lit