Save Yourself - Andi Starr

And I know you think you know me But you don't know where I've been I'm a mess, what's happiness When you just fuck it up again? I might lose my way I might not come back I know you try to stay to help But go and save yourself This ain't a way to be livin', I get it Didn't know bad it was until you actually said it Breakin' down but tellin' everyone I'm fine, I know I promised I would talk before I crossed that line again but didn't Yeah, I guess that's just the way my head works Open up another couple scars before you mend yours I don't learn from watching others crash, I gotta wreck first 'Cause I don't think that love is really love until you get hurt, yeah And I know what you think Said it's hard to love me when I Don't love myself and I'm on the brink Of trading in this sobriety for a fucking drink And I don't wanna talk about it till we're bout to sink, yeah Maybe I just need a day off Maybe I'm just more fucking comfortable in the chaos You say you love me, so you stay on Invested all your time and wonder when it's gonna pay off, huh? And I know you think you know me But you don't know where I've been I'm a mess, what's happiness When you just fuck it up again? I might lose my way I might not come back I know you try to stay to help But go and save yourself So afraid of the failure that now I'm barely livin' Spent a lifetime of working with nothin' left to give it Lookin' back at the things we been through and feel I miss it I been running forever, I don't know how you didn't When you're sitting right next to me, don't know where I go I'm in my head with these songs and pick apart every note These insecurities killing me but I never show The things I'm thinking are probably worse than you'll ever know Yeah, we been feeling like we can't move Same house, same walls, but a different view Spending time avoiding this inconvenient truth I got some problems and I'm sick of trying to blame you 'Cause I feel, like I been, on my own, in my head The light goes, and I see You fall when standing beside me And every night I lie awake Tryin' to fight but every day, I'm feeling less, feeling less like me Still waiting for me to open up She ain't cheating, just fantasizing bout who I was Fell in love with this image that I portray, but know it ain't a lie It's who I want to be at the end of the day I know the feelings and the thoughts will keep me down Depression and anxiety, hanging inside the clouds No matter where I go, they keep following me around And you think that one day, I can make it out And I know you think you know me But you don't know where I've been I'm a mess, what's happiness When you just fuck it up again? I might lose my way I might not come back I know you try to stay to help But go and save yourself (Go and save yourself) Go and save yourself (Go and save yourself) Go and save yourself

Fuck Yeah, yeah Sometimes I feel guilt Some things can't be real Life's like Silent Hill Life is for the thrill Runnin' from my demons, get away from me I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh Ain't no fuckin' use in tryna save me I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh Save yourself, save yourself Save yourself from me Save yourself, save yourself Save yourself (I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh) Save yourself, savе yourself Save yourself Savе yourself (I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh) Save yourself From the depths of the ocean Sometimes I feel guilt Some things can't be real Life's like Silent Hill Life is for the thrill Runnin' from my demons, get away from me I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh Ain't no fuckin' use in tryna save me I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh Save yourself, save yourself Save yourself from me Save yourself, save yourself Save yourself (I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh) Save yourself, save yourself Save yourself Save yourself (I promise that I'm fightin' 'til the end, oh) Save yourself From the depths of the ocean

You may not believe me Know I didn't tell you I will always love you But just know I'm good without you You may not believe me Know I didn't tell you I will always love you But just know I'm good without you I hope you find what you're looking for I hope you find it and way much more This ain't the first I've been here before Just go ahead and save yourself All I ever wanted was everything Now I gotta unlearn everything But I let it slide, let it slide No You may not believe me Know I didn't tell you I will always love you But just know I'm good without you (Just go ahead and save yourself) you may not believe me Know I didn't tell you (know I, know I didn't tell you) I will always love you (I will always love you) But just know I'm good without you (Just go ahead and save yourself) you may not believe me Know I didn't tell you (know I, know I didn't tell you) I will always love you (I will always love you) But just know I'm good without you (Just go ahead and save yourself) you may not believe me

I know we just met You don't know that much about me Made-up in my head and your character he likes me Wouldn't call this love, more like infatuation 'Cause you're going through your phases And I'm not good with changes But just for this moment Let me live in my head Before ten years go by and you forget I'm walking down the aisle You're standing, waiting for me Fell in love with your smile Your brown eyes they adore me I've got on my white dress, and I'm not afraid of hurting 'Cause the truth is I'm in love with an idea and not a person You'll never hold me tight And you'll never kiss me sweetly It keeps me up at night Thrown back into reality If only love were true and guys like you said sorry Maybe this would work, but we were just a made-up story Your lips speak the truth and my heart is yours to take Ever trusting you would be my best mistake 'Cause every word is smooth when I'm looking in your eyes I wonder what it feels like when the time is right But just for this moment Let me live in my head Before ten years go by and you forget I'm walking down the aisle You're standing, waiting for me Fell in love with your smile Your brown eyes they adore me I've got on my white dress, and I'm not afraid of hurting 'Cause the truth is I'm in love with an idea and not a person You'll never hold me tight And you'll never kiss me sweetly It keeps me up at night Thrown back into reality If only love were true and guys like you said sorry Maybe this would work, but we were just a made-up story Feel you all around, promise you'll never leave me You won't take back your word You'll always say you're sorry 'Til the day your back is turned And the harsh truth hits me It was never real, just a made-up story I'm walking down the aisle You're standing, waiting for me Fell in love with your smile Your brown eyes they adore me I've got on my white dress, and I'm not afraid of hurting 'Cause the truth is I'm in love with an idea and not a person You'll never hold me tight And you'll never kiss me sweetly It keeps me up at night Thrown back into reality If only love were true and guys like you said sorry Maybe this would work, but we were just a made-up story

Girl, you are to me All that a woman should be And I dedicate my life To you, always The love like yours is rare It must have been sent from up above And I know, you'll stay this way For always And we both know That our love will grow And forever, it will be you and me Hey Ooh, you're like the sun Chasing all of the rain away When you come around You bring brighter days You're the perfect one For me and you, forever will be And I will love you so For always Come with me, my sweet Let's go make a family And they will bring us joy For always Oh, boy, I love you so I can't find enough ways to let you know But you can be sure I'm yours For always And we both know That our love will grow And forever, it will be you and me Hey, yeah Ooh, you're like the sun Chasing all of the rain away When you come around You bring brighter days You're the perfect one For me and you, forever will be And I will love you so For always Hey, yeah Ooh, you're like the sun Chasing all of the rain away When you come around You bring brighter days You're the perfect one For me and you, forever will be And I will love you so For always Ooh-ooh Ooh-ooh I will love you so For always Ooh-ooh

Oh what a wonderful world this could be If we all opened up our eyes to see That love is what we all need right now Then we all could come together some way somehow My door is open wide, no matter who you are You can come get warm inside Cuz I need you, just as you need me, And there's a way to show it, oh love is the key It may take some time, but we can start by being kind, To our neighbors in each and every land And hope that in return they would be concerned About the life of each and every man Oh on my honor, I see every man as my brother, And together we can find the hope that's buried deep Within If we put away our differences and let's all be friends Life can be beautiful when someone gives their love to You For no special reason, and nothin' in return If we all tried to love like that, Soon the whole world will learn It may take some time, but we can start by being kind, To our neighbors in each and every land And hope that in return they would be concerned About the life of each and every man Oh on my honor, I see every man as my brother, And together we can find the hope that's buried deep Within If we put away our differences and let's all be friends Oh on my honor, I see every man as my brother, And together we can find the hope that's buried deep Within If we put away our differences and let's all be friends Put away our differences and let's all be friends

A simple touch of your hand And everything is right The gentle way you look at me When we kiss goodnight You've given me the freedom no other love has known And now I thank you girl, thank you girl The countless ways you've touched my heart Is more than I can say (More than I can say) The beauty that you've shown to me Takes my breath away A picture perfect painting, that's what our love is And yes I need you so, and now I know I've found a masterpiece in you A work of art, it's true And I treasure you, my love I've found a masterpiece in you A work of art, it's true And I treasure you Sometimes I wonder what I'd be Had I not found you A least and lonely soul this world Could show me nothin' new But now my life's a canvas Painted with your love And it will always be And now I see The gentle walks together Through time will never pass This fairy tale we shared Is real inside our hearts Let it be forever Never let it end This promise I can make Heaven is ours to take I've found a masterpiece in you A work of art, it's true And I treasure you, my love I've found a masterpiece in you A work of art, it's true And I treasure you When I'm lost and insecure You build me up and make me sure Everything will be alright My love I've found a masterpiece in you A work of art, it's true And I treasure you, my love I've found a masterpiece in you A work of art, it's true And I treasure you This fairy tale we're sharin' Is real inside our hearts It's just true, yeah girl Let it be forever Never let it end Oh no, please never let it end Just keep it together, lady love I know you can do it If you try You know I need your love girl