Last night I had a dream I was drowning again You grabbed my hand and pulled me to safety As i looked into your eyes i saw my savior The person that i knew had been there all along Just waiting for the chance To kill me We kissed And my mouth started to bleed Then all my teeth fell out I hate it when that happens

You're in the bills I pay my therapist You're in the extra weight around my hips You're in the pills I carry in my purse The reason I became an introvert I've done everything that I could do But the voice in my head talks like you And you don't have a clue And it's not fair You'll never apologize And you don't care I can't even sleep at night (hmm) I spent all of last year just tryna forget All the backhanded shit that you said Oh, no, it's not fair That you don't even realize You're still finding ways to ruin my life (ooh) You still ruin my life (ooh) You're in the tears that fill my coffee cup The extra heartbeart when someone brings you up You're in the way, I'm scared to drive home too late You're in the pity on everybody's face And I know you think it's all my fault And I guess that's why you never called 'Cause you don't have a clue (yeah) And it's not fair You'll never apologize And you don't care That I can't even sleep at night (hmm) I spent all of last year just tryna forget All the backhanded shit that you said Oh, no, it's not fair That you don't even realize You're still finding ways to ruin my life (ooh) You still ruin my life (ooh) It gets better, it gets better That's what everybody said Not forever, not forever That's what everybody said Oh, I've tried to get you off my mind What a waste of time It gets better, it gets better That's what everybody said Not forever, not forever That's what everybody said Oh, I've tried to get you off my mind But you're still finding ways to ruin my life, ooh Yeah, you still ruin my life, ooh

It could be a barstool in a neon glow Three in on a patio Just singin' along to a cover band With Pearl Jam comin' out of them speakers Downtown on a rooftop high Whatever I got going tonight Baby with the call, you can wreck 'em all like a wrecking ball You can ruin my weekend Blow up all of my plans Get these headlights headed Down the road 'til I'm right there holdin' your hand baby You know I be dropping everything on a dime if you want me to Any good time I got goin' ain't as good as you You can ruin my weekend Whenever you want to Yeah so, go ahead send a text my way Baby I'll go MIA With you in the blink of an eye say the word and I'll be leavin' No, don't feel bad about it It's your finger that I'm wrapped around Go on and do what I want you to, baby right on queue You can ruin my weekend Blow up all of my plans Get these headlights headed Down the road 'til I'm right there holding your hand baby You know I be dropping everything on a dime if you want me to Any good time I got goin' ain't as good as you You can ruin my weekend You can mess 'em up Anytime you want Send 'em up in flames in the best way Yeah, I love gettin' tangled up All alone with you so bring it on baby You can ruin my weekend Blow up all of my plans Get these headlights headed Down the road 'til I'm right there holding your hand You know I be dropping everything on a dime if you wanted to Any good time I got goin' ain't as good as you You can ruin my weekend Whenever you want to Whenever you want to Whenever you want to Whenever you want to Just whenever you want to Whenever you want to Whenever you want to

Down below a faded glow Vibrant key without a tone Realise in here it's cold I can only let it snow Words were said so long ago Left a mark, an open sore You go fast, I'm burnin' slow Hate to say I knew you'd go So much going on And I wish to hold on So much going on And I cannot let go Past the trees that hide our love Hurry now it's time to go Make this moment matter more Show me like you did before Revolting in a broken home Holding on to what we own Worlds collide and cause a storm Still I wish I could hold on Words were said so long ago Face defeat and take the blow So naïve now I know more Won't forget the things before So much going on And I wish to hold on So much going on And I cannot let go ...cannot let go...