I've been thinking 'bout skipping this town 'Cause I'm someone you don't need around And I know it feels like love right now But eventually I'll just let you down Trouble follows me down every lane Self-sabotage is my middle name I'm a bonafide shit hurricane And I'm terrified that I'll never change When the truth is I'm scared You're all I wanted I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head I go and start a fight so I can lose it again Oh, why, oh, why, am I so terrified of letting you in? You're the one thing in my life I don't wanna ruin I don't wanna ruin, yeah (Oh-oh-oh) I've crossed the line about a hundred times (Oh-oh-oh) I sober up, then apologize (Oh-oh-oh) but these demons here, they're here for life (Oh-oh-oh) you're too beautiful, don't waste your time 'Cause the truth is I'm scared You're all I wanted I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head I go and start a fight so I can lose it again Oh, why, oh, why am I so terrified of letting you in? You're the one thing in my life I don't wanna ruin I don't wanna ruin, yeah I don't wanna ruin I don't wanna ruin Step one, I was freaking out Step two, feeling better now Step three, if you stick around I promise I'll never let you down Step one, I was freaking out Step two, feeling better now Step three, if you stick around I promise I'll never let you down I've lost so many people in my life, it's fucked with my head I go and start a fight so I can lose it again Oh, why, oh, why am I so terrified of letting you in? You're the one thing in my life I don't wanna ruin I don't want to ruin, yeah I don't wanna ruin (step one, I was freaking out) (Step two, feeling better now) I don't wanna ruin, yeah (Step three, if you stick around) I promise I'll never let you down Step one, I was freaking out Step two, feeling better now Step three, if you stick around I promise I'll never let you down

Dirty sneakers, clean them off After hours in the park Took me golfing in British air I would have hated it if you weren't there You've had a lot of exes Had a lot of experiences But this is all so new And I'm so scared that you You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Maybe this whole entire city by the time that I leave You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Even if you're not there, you'll be the only thing that I see Primrose Hill with all your friends I'd hate if something happened, and I won't see them 'Cause now I've rode the train just to meet your mom I've seen your hometown, where you're from You've had a lot of exes Got a lot of experiences But this is all so new And I'm so scared that you You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Maybe this whole entire city by the time that I leave You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Even if you're not there, you'll be the only thing I see Oh-oh-ooh-ooh-ooh, oh, no, oh, oh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Oh, no, oh, oh-oh, oh, no, oh, oh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me I just know it, I know it You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Yes, you will, oh You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Maybe this whole entire city by the time that I leave You're gonna ruin a lot of good things for me Even if you're not there, you'll be the only thing that I see Oh-oh-ooh-ooh-ooh, oh, no, oh, oh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh Oh, no, oh, oh-oh, oh, no, oh, oh Ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh, ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh