Grim peaks Yeah, midnight calls gotta get in my bag When I'm dealing with some trauma, yeah, I gotta write that shit Lately, it's been feelin' like I'm chained to my past Like I'll never escape my habits Yeah, I drink too much, try to drown my shame Got the Devil pourin' up, tryna put me in the grave And all that I touch always end up in flames All the money that I make couldn't take away the pain So, lay me down, let me crawl to my death Every day I feel cursed, but they say that I'm blessed Too many dark thoughts, dark things in my head When the reaper comin' through, never sleep again, yeah Suffering in silence, ask myself "Why the fuck I'm still tryin'?" One day maybe I'll be better in time Until then, I don't want this life Why try when it never goes the right way? My life, swear this shit been goin' sideways One swerve, I could end it on the highway Head first, if I'm goin' out, it's my way God and Satan always fight for my soul Ain't no one around, so I'm goin' through it alone I save face, carry on for the show, yeah, they lovin' it Writin' 'bout the pain, yeah, that's all that I know It's too much in my head again Bury me with all my sins Buried like my will to live (oh, oh, oh) Yeah, I drink too much, try to drown my shame Got the Devil pourin' up, tryna put me in the grave And all that I touch always end up in flames All the money that I make couldn't take away the pain So, lay me down, let me crawl to my death Every day I feel cursed, but they say that I'm blessed Too many dark thoughts, dark things in my head When the reaper comin' through, never sleep again, yeah Suffering in silence, ask myself "Why the fuck I'm still tryin'?" One day maybe I'll be better in time Until then, I don't want this life Grim peaks Hahaha, your soul is mine

I love the time and in-between The calm inside me In the space where I can breathe I believe there is A distance I have wandered To touch upon the years Of reaching out and reaching in Holding out, holding in I believe this is heaven to no one else but me And I'll defend it long as I can be Left here to linger in silence if I choose to Would you try to understand? I know this love is passing time Passing through like liquid I am drunk in my desire But I love the way you smile at me I love the way your hands reach out Hold me near I believe, I I believe this is heaven to no one else but me And I'll defend it long as I can be Left here to linger in silence if I choose to Would you try to understand? Oh, the quiet child awaits the day When she can break free The mold that clings like desperation Mother, can't you see I've got to live my life The way I feel is right for me? Might not be right for you But it's right for me, oh I believe this is heaven to no one else but me And I'll defend it long as I can be Left here to linger in silence if I choose to Would you try to understand it? I would like to linger here in silence if I choose to Would you understand it? Would you try?