Revive - AHZEM

Grim peaks Yeah, midnight calls gotta get in my bag When I'm dealing with some trauma, yeah, I gotta write that shit Lately, it's been feelin' like I'm chained to my past Like I'll never escape my habits Yeah, I drink too much, try to drown my shame Got the Devil pourin' up, tryna put me in the grave And all that I touch always end up in flames All the money that I make couldn't take away the pain So, lay me down, let me crawl to my death Every day I feel cursed, but they say that I'm blessed Too many dark thoughts, dark things in my head When the reaper comin' through, never sleep again, yeah Suffering in silence, ask myself "Why the fuck I'm still tryin'?" One day maybe I'll be better in time Until then, I don't want this life Why try when it never goes the right way? My life, swear this shit been goin' sideways One swerve, I could end it on the highway Head first, if I'm goin' out, it's my way God and Satan always fight for my soul Ain't no one around, so I'm goin' through it alone I save face, carry on for the show, yeah, they lovin' it Writin' 'bout the pain, yeah, that's all that I know It's too much in my head again Bury me with all my sins Buried like my will to live (oh, oh, oh) Yeah, I drink too much, try to drown my shame Got the Devil pourin' up, tryna put me in the grave And all that I touch always end up in flames All the money that I make couldn't take away the pain So, lay me down, let me crawl to my death Every day I feel cursed, but they say that I'm blessed Too many dark thoughts, dark things in my head When the reaper comin' through, never sleep again, yeah Suffering in silence, ask myself "Why the fuck I'm still tryin'?" One day maybe I'll be better in time Until then, I don't want this life Grim peaks Hahaha, your soul is mine