Polaris - Parannoul

This is a place I know too well Been down here a while, if you can't tell And I have analysed and tried my best to justify The sorrow I have brought upon myself Am I addicted to the misery, is this how I'll always be? Grinding the salt into every wound? Am I in love with all my ailments, glutton for punishment? You can't trust me to be there for you I thought I had this, I thought I had this all figured out You'd think I'd learned from all the shit I fucking screamed about When there was sun I couldn't see for the clouds Still climbing the walls of this well just to dive back down Until I reached my rock bottom Down to the marrow, bringing up the bad blood I'd forgotten Is it me that's making me sick? Been burning both ends of the wick Am I addicted to the misery, is this how I'll always be? Grinding the salt into every wound? Am I in love with all my ailments, glutton for punishment? You can't trust me to be there for you I've got this cold black silhouette hanging like a marionette Casting a shadow, a shade over me Just a sick, sad, sorry mess, living like a masochist Your worst impressions were right about me (Your worst impressions were right about me) (Your worst impressions were right) I could ask you to stay, if you're feeling forgiving I could live with the guilt, if you call this living I could try to memorize each grain of sand As it slips through my fingers, and falls from my hands It took me longer than I'd care to admit This life is only what I choose to make of it And the only thing standing in-between happiness and myself Was this depression I held so close to my chest Am I addicted to the misery, is this how I'll always be? Grinding the salt into every wound? Am I in love with all my ailments, glutton for punishment? You can't trust me to be there for you I've got this cold black silhouette hanging like a marionette Casting a shadow, a shade over me Just a sick, sad, sorry mess, living like a masochist Your worst impressions were right about me Wasting a waning youth Waiting for something to help me pull through I never saw the sun through the clouds I lost faith when the skies were falling down

A.S.T.R.O Everyday 예쁜 너의 눈엔 찬란한 별빛이 꽉 차있잖아 알아 누구라도 반할 것 만 같아 걱정돼 죽겠어 내 옆에 딱 붙어 어둡던 길을 밝혀 터널 속의 한줄기 빛처럼 희망 가득하게 빠져들면 정신 못 차릴 걸 아이 같은 눈웃음까지도 온종일 생각나요 작고 아름다운 너에게 해줄 얘기가 있어 난 널 search search 또 쉴 새 없이 보고 싶어 헤매고 있어 아무리 멀리 떨어져 있어도 빛나는 네가 보이니까 I just want you I just like you I just love 언제나 같은 곳에 있어줘 You are my shining star Yeah 하늘 위에 있는 저 별빛이 마치 네 눈빛 같아 이제 더 다른 불빛이 없이 잘 살 것 같아 딱 오로지 너 하나만 남아있으면 이 세상 원 없이 너무나 밝으니까 부족한 건 없어 더 이상 아무도 몰랐음 좋겠어 너란 여신 나만이 너를 알고 지냈으면 안전하겠지 빠져들면 정신 못 차릴 걸 레몬 같은 목소리까지도 온종일 생각나요 작고 아름다운 너에게 해줄 얘기가 있어 난 널 search search 또 쉴 새 없이 보고 싶어 헤매고 있어 아무리 멀리 떨어져 있어도 빛나는 네가 보이니까 I just want you I just like you I just love 언제나 같은 곳에 있어줘 You are my shining star 너와 나 둘만의 우주여행 fly high 너와 나 둘만의 우주여행 떠날까 같이 갈래 난 널 search search 또 쉴 새 없이 보고 싶어 헤매고 있어 아무리 멀리 떨어져 있어도 빛나는 네가 보이니까 I just want you I just like you I just love 언제나 같은 곳에 있어줘 You are my shining star

Oh Like a deer in the headlights I'm barely alive Lost in the ether Cutting my teeth on whatever it takes to survive Suffer; everyone's a victim Cover your callous indifference Deaf are we who refuse to listen I need a shock to the system Fall short in your breathing Eyes wide, stare at the ceiling No fear and no feeling I've seen enough and it's left me numb One more for the reaper He's been hot on my tail But I've been trying to dig a little deeper 'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no I've seen enough, I crave the rush So I'll dig a little deeper still Such a tragic affair All the souls still doomed to meet their end Clasping their hands in a prayer To gods deaf to their cries To live and die as another statistic Oh, doesn't that sound sadistic? One more for the reaper He's been hot on my tail But I've been trying to dig a little deeper 'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no I've seen enough, I crave the rush So I'll dig a little deeper still Callous and cold, inhumane We drop the deadweight Side effects are to be expected We grow detached and disconnected Callous and cold, inhumane We drop the deadweight Can't bear to look away Count every name you erase like a bloodstain Who do you mourn when everyone's a victim? I don't need to know, I don't need to No sympathy, don't sing for me Give me a shock to the system In the end we return to nothing What's another nail in the coffin? Fall short in your breathing Eyes wide, stare at the ceiling No fear and no feeling It's left me numb One more for the reaper He's been hot on my tail But I've been trying to dig a little deeper 'Cause the pain don't feel like it used to feel, no I've seen enough, I crave the rush So I'll dig a little deeper A little deeper still

Speaking only to hear their own voice Empty vessels making so much noise For our sanity's sake, we'll torch the ground And salt the Earth in our wake They rise just to drop like flies I can't watch as they breed and multiply Draw blood, you parasites Flat line, as you pull the splinters from your eye I won't watch you plead your case High up on your soapbox stage As you appoint yourself authority Condemner of youth Not even the truth will set you free Who put the crown on your head? You're not a king of anything (you'll burn in the eyes of the world) So cast your stones (and close your fists) In a house of glass (you better not miss) Is this the attention you crave? You won't find peace, may you turn in your grave So bury the bones Burn all the evidence and carry on like nobody knows What you've been dragging around The bloodied names and the rise of the body count "Don't dare to break the mold Shut up and do as you're told" I don't remember how the fuck it got so Overcomplicated, the truth is overrated And when the chips are down They'll burn it to the fucking ground For the ones who refuse to admit For the contrarian hypocrites Those who live to provoke As venom spills from your throat I hope you choke Oh, I hope you choke So sink your teeth in 'til you Draw blood Draw blood, you parasites Why don't you show your face? Step into the light Who put the crown on your head? You're not a king of anything (You'll burn in the eyes of the world) So cast your stones (and close your fists) In a house of glass (you better not miss) Is this the attention you crave? You won't find peace, may you turn in your grave As you rise (you drop like flies) I can't watch (you multiply) Why search for the source of a lie? It's easier to deride what you can't deny I won't watch you plead your case High up on your soapbox stage As you appoint yourself authority Condemner of youth, not even the truth will set you free

There are days we seem to speak in different tongues If you're the air I breathe, then I'm the water in your lungs I've tried to give you every reason not to stay 'Cause I know it's harder to watch and wait As I fall away (I fall away) I fall away (I fall away, I fall away) I fall away (I fall away, I fall away) I fall away And every night, I learn the meaning of alone I can hardly face your warm embrace And so I brave the cold We both know it hurts to swallow All the words, the blood, the pills So I clamber for a hand to hold And still, I fall away (I fall away) I fall away (I fall away, I fall away) I fall away (I fall away, I fall away) I fall away (I fall away, I fall away) 'Cause I've been sitting here in silence 'Til my wounds are stitched and sealed And I've waited all my life To feel what you once made me feel But when everything collapsed There was no way to make you stay It's all that I can do to catch the pieces Until I fall away Until I fall away Test me Dismember me I'm begging for a way to be Out of body Out of mind Let this poison make me ill Push me to the brink until I fall away the same I never said I'd be there If the rain became the only thing we see And if we both can't say we're sorry Can we ever meet halfway? It's all that I can do to catch the pieces Until I fall away (away, away) I fall away