Philadelphia (with Searows) - Matt Maltese

Do you think about dying? I wanna know what you would say And would you tell me if you're lying? I couldn't stop you anyway We've been watching movies And I've been talking to myself I'd like to think that you knew me Better than anybody else I know you're probably standing there Wishing that I wasn't here You know I'd follow you anywhere So do you honestly believe That I would let you disappear? I've been sleeping with the lights on And I've been standing at the door You were so easy to hide from But I don't do that anymore And I fixed up all the broken things And I've been carefully content Pretty soon I'm gonna say something That I'll eventually regret I know you're probably standing there Too far to fall off the edge I would've followed you anywhere Cause if I loved you at the start Then I would love you at the end

Tall white house with an empty room And your name carved over the door Facing out to the tallest view From your place on the second floor Sound it out to an empty house Was it just like you had before Savior pulled from an open mouth Did you want to be something more? Now you're taller than you've ever been There's a mark on the wall, you see I'm sure that someone will draw a new one And cover it before they leave Mark my words, there's a thousand things That don't wash out with anything I keep you clean, you surrounded me And my windows are breaking Something is rotten inside of me I have to find it and Cut it out Cut it out

A dress to be buried in Take the rest from me What could I still need? What is rest to me? I'll take the city train To where it used to be Shelter from the bleed Of the old dragon tree And when the autumn comes And it starts mending What you took it from You don't know the ending It's impossible love But you keep on trying anyways Till the feeling fades The feeling fades The feeling fades Matches to light the flame I'll help you burn it down Even take the blame We're really in it now We'll plan a new escape Run until we can't Story for the ages Hand in unsinkable hand And when the autumn comes With all its endings Just the bitter ones So I keep on pretending It's impossible love To keep you from trying anyways Would you believe it's fate And everything's different Let me take it from here It all starts with a lesson But you don't hear it Make any difference The mission's never been more clear We're not all dying here

I don't know what steps to take I do the easy ones until it helps Little acts of conversation I don't think I really like myself Am I comfortable in silence? Or is it eating me alive? Nothing's ever really quiet When you need distraction to survive It's part of me Wouldn't you believe it's nothing? It's all you need When you keep the rain from coming I'm already going under Nothing I can do but sit and wait Are you really having fun or Do you like becoming what you hate? Am I comfortable in silence Or am I waiting till it ends? Nothing's ever really quiet You were just too stubborn to pretend It's part of me Wouldn't you believe it's nothing? It's all you need When you keep the rain from coming I'm good at letting you go I'm good at letting it get to me I'm good at letting you go No, you were never the enemy

I was honest for the second time I guess that wasn't really what you had in mind Said that you could like me if you wanted to Then followed me around until I talked to you And could you tell that you were scaring me Called me crying, said you thought you were in love with me Cut my hair enough that I won't look the same Maybe it gets easier in seventh grade I'd already had enough then I already gave an answer and still it wouldn't end You didn't care what I said Guess it was just another rule that you could bend We used to be friends Even at my best I'm still just small to you Dragged me halfway down the hall 'cause it was easy to What a funny feeling when you're pushed around You don't even know you're falling till you're on the ground I'd already had enough then I already swore to be a person I'd defend Carry me to the deep end What could be worse than having nothing to depend on? We used to be friends You were just waiting on a call I never cared for it at all You were so hopelessly dissolved I never wanted you to take the fall Take the fall

We took our trousers off, the socialists asleep We talked and talked for hours, it was really deep You're a kind of angel, dancing by the table I was doing fine, then I met you I don't need a sign, what will, be will be Let's go start a life, somewhere in the weeds I am usually able,but your effect is fatal I was doing fine, then I met you I was doing fine, but then I met you

All of them Dreaming strange inventions in the shade 30 mile an hour domestic winds Blow away my nice domestic things The ground is full of improbable vegetations Black and heavy branches cut the sky Mechanisms work behind my eyes What a mystery (mystery) That I could want you still It's a mystery (mystery) That I would pick you ten out of nine times The water's cold All the red fish leave my feet alone Crush of people walk along the street The perfume they wear smells good to me And what a mystery (mystery) That I could want you still It's a mystery (mystery) That I would pick you ten out of nine times

Over me and over you I came by to say I'm confused about last week when you said "Hello, we should go to Tokyo" I think about you quite a lot At least enough to question what is causing me To think so much about someone it keeps me up and If you rip open my heart you'd see A whole lotta' blood and arteries But if I'm talking romantically You'd see space for you I remember at the pub The tea towel hanging at your butt You said I should come by sometime And so I came that very night I read a book I didn't like I was approached by some old guy he Bought me a glass of cheap wine He had a piano on his tie and If you rip open my heart you'd see A whole lotta' blood and arteries But if I'm talking romantically You'd see space for you If you rip open my heart you'd see A whole lotta' blood and conquered arteries But if I'm talking romantically You'd see space for you You'd see space for you

In the pipes of this city The rodents open up their eyes The hover trains begin their lives Like I do without you I argue with my toaster I wear my jeans a hundred days Most intimate I've been of late Is a pat-down at the airport And I want what I can't have, but I don't want what I can And that's the recipe for being alone I wonder through the market square People selling Kraków tours But the minimum's for two people I walk on like before I crawl onto chapel steps Just me and my hundred apps I look around at no one else And no one else looks back And I want what I can't have, but I don't want what I can And that's the recipe for being alone Yes, I want what I can't have, but I don't want what I can And that's the recipe for being alone

Dead girl got her face up to the sky now Sunk on the street curb it's a bad town New things to cry about everyday, hey This is the city of a million pints and pain Grim reaper finally arrives Guess there always is an end to amusement rides I heard a line in a movie last night go No one wants to hear your misery They've got their own Misery Misery Misery Misery Misery Misery Misery Misery Alive girl on a bike riding 51 She never saw the truck coming it's a cruel town But somebody's gotta die every day right Peacetime calls for a human sacrifice Night comes there's light in the trees Guess there always is a moon no matter who's deceased I made a note to myself on my telephone No one wants to hear your misery They've got their own Misery Misery Misery Misery Misery Misery Misery Misery