Orphan Black - Kojo PM

I wept when I realized There were no more demons left to conquer An opportunity to show my feelings With skin so thick you swear it was armor A penitentiary that only lets the oxygen out I wasn't ready for a version of the truth to get out I'm getting desperate I wouldn't wanna fester in another bad dream I am a man of extremes, I found the flesh and I'm liking it I'll put an end to all the fucking psychobabble We eat the meat 'cause the meat had a soul We take the lives 'cause to hurt makes us whole I am not the same You never had a clue or knew my name You wanna know the story? Take my pain I am ready, the lie is heard I am not the same You never had intent to keep my blame You really wanna know who the fuck I am? I am the orphan, the one who killed your world Keeping up appearances with acts of attrition It doesn't matter 'cause I know you'll never listen Before you knew it when you saw it Now you say you never knew it, it was all a big conspiracy We came together when the hands of fate let go Is there anybody left to fill this hole? This shit will never wash off Give yourself a medal, I swear I fucking give up We're nothing special, just an accidental tweak of the freak An evolution of the kennel in the fetish you seek There's still a part of me that's dying in a dumpster The one who rose is a motherfucking monster I've seen the future, and it's simply burning I wasn't put here to be so discerning You want the world to be dissatisfied? You don't care, so why the fuck should I? Fuck, should I sell myself to stay alive? I am not the same You never had a clue or knew my name You wanna know the story? Take my pain I am ready, the lie is heard I am not the same You never had intent to keep my blame You really wanna know who the fuck I am? I am the orphan, the one who killed, the one who killed your world Everyone has something, someone here has everything Everyone has something, someone here has everything Everyone has something, someone here has everything Everyone has something, someone here has everything Everyone has something, someone here has everything Everyone has something, someone here has everything Tell me all about it, I love to hear it The way I ruin everything I touch I never thought I'd get to say I'm sorry But then again I think you ask too much Too white to be black, too black to be blue Too sick to be me, too fucked to be you I only wonder if I'll live to see the end of the road It always gets me nowhere I am not the same You never had a clue or knew my name You wanna know the story? Take my pain I am ready, the lie is heard I am not the same You never had intent to keep my blame You really wanna know who the fuck I am? I am the orphan, the one who killed your world Everyone has something, someone here has everything I am the orphan, the one who kills Everyone has something, someone here has everything I am the orphan, the one who kills Yeah

Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out The demons hunt me to death, the demons call from the depth The demons make me feel like life is full of endless regret I wanna feel the real pain, I wanna be free again I wanna feel the fucking fire in the rain And the blade numbs the pain that's a stain in my vein Like a chain in my brain, then they came to my fucking grave These voices in my head keep shouting and fucking me up I wanna end me They tell me to climb on that cliff and just let me fall down I end me They tell me to stare in the endless abyss To stare at my demons who were born without freedom Tell me how to stop this endless screaming There aren't enough lives in this void to satisfy All of his damn thirst for retribution I, I, I couldn't stop the feeling of the thousand flies Which burned their faces into my fucking eyes Run! Fuck this shit, I give up This is it, fuck! Paleface, they make me lose my fucking mind Fuck this shit up Orphan, I am the orphan of the dead man I just want to lose this feeling Orphan, I am the orphan of the dead man I have so many voices in my goddamn head Orphan, I am the orphan of the dead man I just want to lose this feeling Orphan, I am the orphan of the dead man I have so many voices in my goddamn head I am the orphan I am tired of these motherfuckers Each soul he devours adds hunger I wanted to leave everything I know behind But all of his hatred is holding me back, bitch I'm raised by the pain as I enter this fucking world Dying of it as I leave it all Why is it driving me so insane? I can't handle fucking pain (this is it) I just My pleas fall on deaf ears, yet his do not I can taste the flavor on my tongue Like the blood that's flowing through my veins Soon the power was no more What the fuck am I living for? Fuck, what the fuck am I living for? I am the orphan of the dead man How could you do this to me? Leave me the fuck alone Get the fuck out of my head I can't take it anymore Ah, fuck (fuck this shit) I am the abomination from all of his sick creation Life is pain, life is pain, life is pain After death, everything's just stays the same You, fuck you! Get the fuck out of my head Get the fuck out of my head Get the fuck out of my head Get the fuck out of my head Get the fuck out of- Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get the fuck out Get out, get out Get out, get out Get out, get out Get out, get out Get out, get out Get the fuck out of my head

I am a orphan On God's highway But I'll share my troubles If you go my way I have no mother No father No sister No brother I am an orphan girl I have had friendships Pure and golden But the ties of kinship I have not known them I know no mother No father No sister No brother I am an orphan girl But when he calls me I will be able To meet my family At God's table I'll meet my mother My father My sister My brother No more an orphan girl So, blessed savior Make me willing And walk beside me Until I'm with them Be my mother My father My sister My brother I am an orphan girl Be my mother My father My sister My brother I am an orphan girl I am an orphan girl

Windows down with a frown Ash on my jeans Been up eating beans These scenes keep on flashin' inside of my head But I'd rather be dead Got no bread Out of meds I can't find no tranquility Put me out of my misery Insomnia drivin' me mental, so I put it on a front like golds on my dental My lifes accidental At the drop of a pencil I might flash out and shoot every motherfucker while I'm drivin a rental Oh no don't tempt me I ain't slept in six weeks Haven't ate since wednesday God damn I'm empty I fall asleep but I don't want to rise out of bed Escape to my dreams I know some of them wet The sun shinin bright as I open my eyes and then close up the blinds and wish that I was dead Some people wanna call me a pussy Some people wanna call me a bitch Some people wanna tell me that it ain't that bad Lift up that chin I wonder what they'd say after I slice my wrists 2 slits I'm gone in the endless abyss One way street and i need a fucking lift If sleep is the cousin of death I guess me and $lick counting sheep until' we out of breath I mean shit Po-pourin' my emotions into a styrofoam cup Gulping it down til' I don't give a fuck