Nshakabwele (feat. Yo Maps) - Nellson Lyric

One, two, three, one My eyes seek reality My fingers seek my veins There's a dog at your back step He must come in from the rain I fall 'cause I've let go The net below has rot away So, my eyes seek reality And my fingers seek my veins The trash fire is warm But nowhere safe from the storm And I can't bear to see what I've let me be So, wicked and worn So, as I write to you Of what is done and to do Maybe you'll understand and won't cry for this man 'Cause low man is due Please, forgive me My eyes seek reality My fingers feel for faith Touch clean with a dirty hand I touched the clean to the waste The trash fire is warm But nowhere safe from the storm, yeah And I can't bear to see what I've let me be So, wicked and worn So, as I write to you, yeah Of what is done and to do, yeah Maybe you'll understand and won't cry for this man 'Cause low man is due Please, forgive me Please, forgive me Please, forgive me So, low the sky is all I see All I want from you is forgive me So, you bring this poor dog in from the rain Though he just wants right back out again And I cry to the alleyway Confess all to the rain But I lie, lie straight to the mirror The one I've broken to match my face The trash fire is warm But nowhere safe from the storm And I can't bear to see what I've let me be So, wicked and worn So, as I write to you, yeah Of what is done and to do, yeah Maybe you'll understand and won't cry for this man 'Cause low man is due Please, forgive me Please, forgive me So, low the sky is all I see All I want from you is forgive me So, you bring this poor dog in from the rain Though he just wants right back out again My eyes seek reality My fingers seek my veins

I found my calling I feel it I feel up lyrics with feelings I found my calling I hear it I let it ring for a minute Afraid to answer Too timid Like who am I to be different I let it ring for a minute Them sixty seconds infinite When you feel finished, diminished My light was bright now it's dimming Still I would fight not to end it It's worth it all The hardest part of me is learning my perfect flaws The artist part of me is learning to love it all I been battling some demons Tryna keep myself in tact And only put out good so I get back what I attract I see the enemy in me, he point out what I lack I know the life I want but what if it don't want me back That's my doubt and fears Pity party Penny parties with a thousand tears Really are we feeling sorry Yo we'll make it outta here Now it's clear see the path I'm headed on if I steer May my ethics be my pedals and my prayers be my wheels On the real I turn my words into art and let it spill I gotta make it where I'm from It's like nobody does Cause dreams die faster than the body does And this is me talking to me cause we don't speak enough Love self if nothing else it's just a deeper love Speaking of I care less about what people love And if you listening you feel me turn your speakers up Swear I don't care if this too long for a radio hit Or you skip because it's boring and don't play it again This really came from soul I really made it within This really came from my heart this the makeup of Penn I used to think the outfits prolly help me fit in But I was cappin and I'll never wear that fitted again I'm back to rappin I'm so glad I found this feeling again And now I'm tapped in Welcome yall to the spirit of Penn so here it is like that In a house full of mirrors I'm just tryna find myself Myself On the road to be winners I'm not tryna lose Myself Close my eyes all in hopes that I can see Look inside, I have everything I need All of the stress all of the burdens All of the time that I spent hurtin It was all worth it though It always hurts to grow soul Graduated college at that moment felt on top I pass my last praxis right before I got to walk My grandma got to see me, she said jbug you'll go far I found myself that day, but by the next day I was lost All alone with these loans thinkin how to pay em off Cause Sallie Mae won't cut no breaks on what I owe she want it all I feel the walls start closing I never got the sleep I needed back in undergrad, but now my eyes wide open And I question who I am Did I pick the wrong major was it worth in the end When we was laid up and I said I loved her was it genuine Or was it only I was lonely and she phoned me Cause she lonely and we happened to be friends Humble experience life after college Impact of kickback is slight alcoholic Inside I'm tripping I'm dealing with all this I tell myself mane go get it regardless of how I feel On the real I turn my words into art I let it spill I gotta make it where I'm from It's like nobody does Cause dreams die faster than the body does And this is me talking to me cause we don't speak enough Love self if nothing else it's just a deeper love Speaking of I care less about what people love And if you listening you feel me turn your speakers up Swear I don't care if this too long for a radio hit Or you skip because it's boring and don't play it again This really came from soul I really made it within This really came from my heart this the makeup of Penn I used to think the outfits prolly help me fit in But I was cappin and I'll never wear that fitted again I'm back to rappin I'm so glad I found this feeling again And now I'm tapped in Welcome yall to the spirit of Penn so here it is like that In a house full of mirrors I'm just tryna find myself Myself On the road to be winners I'm not tryna lose Myself Close my eyes all in hopes that I can see Look inside, I have everything I need All of the stress all of the burdens All of the time that I spent hurtin It was all worth it though It always hurts to grow soul You ever wonder who you would be If you wasn't doing what you doing See that's where I'm at right now Who is Malcolm with no Penn Davis No album no apple playlist No Al Covani just Alex He never picked up a camera I never picked up a pen and I never got decent at it Mopp never showed me the ropes and YK never let me practice If I never lost my father, if his death was never tragic If I never went to foster care because he flipped a package If I never forgave my mother for being young and passive If I never just sat and watched as my father hit and slapped her If I never just sat confused cause he sat and cried after And if I never just sat and thought bout my life playing backwards Who would I really be That's how I know it's meant to be See God sending me All of these test they just make up my identity And anytime I feel the pressure and it get to me I tell myself who I deep down really be real I turn my words into art and let em spill I gotta make it where I'm from It's like nobody does Cause dreams die faster than the body does And this is me talking to me cause I don't speak enough Love self if nothing else it's just a deeper love Speaking of I care less about what people love And if you listening you feel me turn your speakers up Swear I don't care if this too long for a radio hit Or you skip because it's boring and don't play it again This really came from soul I really made it within This really came from my heart this the makeup of Penn I used to think the outfits prolly help me fit in But I was cappin and I'll never wear that fitted again I'm back to rappin I'm so glad I found this feeling again And now I'm tapped in Welcome yall to the spirit of Penn so here it is like that In a house full of mirrors I'm just tryna find myself Myself On the road to be winners I'm not tryna lose Myself Close my eyes all in hopes that I can see Look inside, I have everything I need All of the stress all of the burdens All of the time that I spent hurtin It was all worth it though It always hurts to grow soul

Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh-oh First off I am not a rapper, second off we are not the same Third thing, all you bitch niggas on the internet, you should be ashamed Closet full of Alexander Wang Louis loafers, you can say I changed Louis jacket just to block the rain Eatin' lobster bisk with some champagne RIP to Bankroll Shit all day been chasin' bankrolls I ain't even change, I'm in the same clothes Young wild nigga these hoes can't expose Young wild nigga that came in on fleek Gotta get that lil bitch out my sheets Uber outside, I see you next week Mover XL, you know a nigga cheap Pull up to your function ridin' in that foreign car Shawty fuck me off that co-co, feel like Pablo Escobar Ain't no pressure I'ma still accept your ass for who you are Now just hop in my jacuzzi lose the panties and that bra Oh-oh-oh Bitch I'm that dude King of pro tool I am so rude Feel like Goku Lunch and no boo Don't do tofu Say he know me but I don't know old dude Why you trippin' man I swear she old news Stop that bitch and girl you know you mine Rollin' stone, get my Rollie on Rollin' raw cone, drinkin' red wine But these niggas still know what's happenin' I'm not just rappin' Expressin' my emotions through some God damn captions Ridin' through the city and I'm God damn packin' Cause I wish a nigga would nigga I'm God damn lappin' On my way baby wish me well Young nigga finally came out that shell I'm the motherfuckin' truth bitch, if you can't tell I got my change up I got my name up I wish a nigga tried to tell me that I change up These bitches dangerous Fuck me like I'm famous Bought a brand new foreign so I had to switch my lane up Change up I got my change up, I got my change up, I got my change up These bitches dangerous Fuck me like I'm famous Tell me why you hatin' cause a nigga switched his lane up Let's get it Bitch I'm on, they can't help but hate Round table with a full plate I be in here, finest night chef Shoutout (?) Hand be so swift Tokyo drift Now I'm ridin' Green on me add a thousand dollars Young nigga got his money pilin' When I seen a mil bitch I started robbin' I got my change up I got my name up I wish a nigga tried to tell me that I change up These bitches dangerous Fuck me like I'm famous Bought a brand new foreign so I had to switch my lane up Change up I got my change up, I got my change up, I got my change up These bitches dangerous Fuck me like I'm famous Tell me why you hatin' cause a nigga switched his lane up Let's get it When are we gonna do Lyric Ave again That was crazy last week See you soon, call us, bye