Polarize me, sensitize me Criticize me, civilize me Compensate me, animate me Complicate me, elevate me Goddess in my garden Sister in my soul Angel in my armor Actress in my role Daughter of a demon lover Empress of the hidden face Priestess of the pagan mother Ancient queen of inner space Polarize me, sensitize me Criticize me, civilize me Compensate me, animate me Complicate me, elevate me Spirit in my psyche Double in my role Alter in my image Struggle for control Mistress of the dark unconscious Mermaid of the lunar sea Daughter of the great enchantress Sister to the boy inside of me Polarize me, sensitize me Criticize me, civilize me Compensate me, animate me Complicate me, elevate me My counterpart, my foolish heart A man must learn to rule his tender part A warming trend, a gentle friend A man must build a fortress to defend A secret face, a touch of grace A man must learn to give a little space A peaceful state, a submissive trait A man must learn to gently dominate Polarize me, sensitize me Criticize me, civilize me Compensate me, animate me Complicate me, elevate me Complicate me, elevate me

We wait until the best things are gone To realize they were the best things We wait for the moon to replace the sun To think about what weighs us down Make me realize just what I have I won't leave this earth with an uneasy mind Hold on, hold on A future is what I fear, a future I did not envision Hold on, hold on A future is what I fear, a future I did not envision You've made me, shaped me into Exactly who I need to be I just want to be there for the end I don't want to lose you, but I know I have to Left here is the mold of a man, that you guided, that you guided A part of me, is you, and we will live on I won't let this slow me down, I won't let this carry on If a future is what I fear, then I will create my own Onward Onward to the future I fear so much We wait until the best things are gone To realize they were the best things We wait for the moon to replace the sun To think about what weighs us down Hold on, hold on A future is what I fear, a future I did not envision Onward, to the future I fear so much Onward, to the future I fear so much Onward, onward I will face it with my worn down soul

Your cloud hovers over me Oceans of grey Blanket the flashing light, drawing the curtains closed I forge a shelter yet it drenches me, torrential downpour endlessly Casting a shade on purity Forging a shelter it drenches me So tell me Do you believe, do you believe you can love me? Stargazing under the darkness on my roof The clouds blot out the pale moonlight "As surely as the sun rises", says the cloud to her moon I know, it wasn't good for me The way the rain showered me lonely Did you believe you could love me? The heavens break, cloud cascade Quench the torch on my own skin so I can stand in her storm Tide shifting, earth shakes Crashing from the weight of gravity Casting a shade on purity Forging a shelter, it drenches me So tell me Do you believe, do you believe you can love me? Water stands on my skin Runs my blood cold, yet I will never hide Stargazing under the darkness on my roof The clouds blot out the pale moonlight, as surely as the sun rises Your cloud hovers over me Drawing the curtains closed

Wandering, with no intention Gave me reason to stay and grow I will not decay, not decay Rotting from the inside out No sense of direction Weathered and hollow I will not decay, not decay I refuse to take things as they are The eyes of the world are much different from mine I will shift with the winds, and I'll grow as my own Seasons change but I am a constant Take me home Everyday searching endlessly for my motive to be, and something to make me feel whole again The sweet embrace of home has withered away, and I am left standing in the cold Take me home Take me home The sweet embrace of home has withered away Take me home And I'm left standing in the cold Take me home The working hands, and a broken man, amount to nothing, but a house on the sand So many wandering years, on my own two feet, the rugged terrain is rougher than it seems No sense of direction, and no sense of time Up in the sky, will you be my guide? Up in the sky, where can I confide? I swear to you, I won't forget you in this life I am the only constant I am the only constant Wandering, with no intention Gave me reason to stay and grow I will not decay, not decay Rotting from the inside out No sense of direction Weathered and hollow I will not decay, not decay I am the only constant The sweet embrace of home has withered away I am the only constant I'm left standing in the cold I will shift with the winds, and I'll grow as my own I will shift with the winds, and I'll grow as my own I am home

I'll gaze at the stars As my mind wanders off My searching soul feeling lost All alone in the dust Feel so small as I stand Here alone with no friend Holding on by a thread But this can't be the end I wanted to hear your voice but not able to call you Your number is a refuge to us feeling safe when we're talking Refusing you're gone and you're not coming back is a problem This feeling of emptiness grows every day and it's awful I tap into every emotion and tackle this hole in my heart To repair it unable to bear what I'm sharing This has been weighing me down and I'm left in the dark feeling helpless Involved in a million issues I try but I can't seem to solve them Blaming myself for these things that I know I can't change And I'm hating myself to the point that I'm losing all faith What's better when better is not gonna stay? What's hopeful when I'm feeling less of myself every day And why does the thought of my happiness Make me uncomfortable so out of place? Holding on by a thread But this can't be the end I'll gaze at the stars As my mind wanders off My searching soul feeling lost All alone in the dust Feel so small as I stand Here alone with no friend Holding on by a thread But this can't be the end Can't cry cause so I'm so mad Hold on but with both hands So frantic I'm in a state of prolapsing so sad While the world around me is falling apart put it all back This is all I have I've been bashed cause I have a passion I can't trash On our last call, you said you're so proud of me God knows that I'll never fold over, whatever happens, I'll capture it Can't keep asking the purpose I serve Cause my mind pulls a fast one when I'm doubting it How can I feel stable when I'm stumbling not balanced You told me I'm on a path that I never walked That we have a gift and to live it strong Cause sometimes life just sneaks up with a dark side Taking your heart, mind at the worst time And when night comes thoughts rise to an all-time low Looking up searching for answers that I might not find? I'll find my way, but until that day I'll gaze at the stars As my mind wanders off My searching soul feeling lost All alone in the dust Feel so small as I stand Here alone with no friend Holding on by a thread But this can't be the end I wanna go, a place you don't know Away from this world, a place for the broke, where I'm not on my own Disconnected, from reality I'll find my way, but until that day I'll gaze at the stars As my mind wanders off My searching soul feeling lost All alone in the dust Feel so small as I stand Here alone with no friend Holding on by a thread But this can't be the end This can't be the end This can't be the end Can't be the