Call me insane (Call me insane) I'ma pour up a pint (A pint) Tryna take away the pain (The pain) Got me going through some things (Things) Going through some things (Going through some things) I don't want the fame (Fame) You know why I came (Know why I came) Going through some changes (Changes) I'm tryna make some changes (Tryna make some changes) Tryna get through these phases (Get through these phases) Going through a phase (Going through a phase) Going through a phase (A phase) I don't want to lay (Don't want to lay) I'm gonna get paid (Gonna get paid) Get my momma a raise (Yah) I just got some new Vlone (Vlone) Had to do this shit on my own (My own) Ain't no nigga put me on (No) Ain't no nigga put me on Ain't no nigga put me on (Me on) You could hear this shit in my soul Always put heart in my song (My song) These niggas thought I was starving I was eating filet minion (Yeah) The bitch was dubbing my call log Now the bitch is blowing up my phone (Yeah) Niggas still riding with that sawed off But I keep the K in my home (My home) Had my niggas shop that hard ball All my niggas gonna ball (Ball) I got these bitches in L.A. (Bitches in L.A.) My bro still got bricks from out of state (Bricks from out the state) He put that icing on the cake (Icing on the cake) I got some ice on, I can skate (Ice on, I can skate) I need some cash, I cannot wait (Cash, I cannot wait) You get some bags, I'm serving weight (Bags, I'm serving weight) I'm tryna find a cheaper rate (Find a cheaper rate) I got some racks up out the paint (Racks up out the paint) I hope you didn't lie, that's all I say (Lie that's all I say) My bro lost his life for heaven's sake (Life for heaven's sake) I was just broke they can't relate (Broke they can't relate) Ma I told you we gon' see better days (Gone see better days) Told you I'm going through a phase I'm talking 'bout that time I fought the case (Time I fought the case) Real bosses take losses everyday Know the lord, he won't let me lose my faith Call me insane (Call me insane) I'ma pour up a pint (A pint) Tryna take away the pain (The pain) Got me going through some things (Things) Going through some things (Going through some things) I don't want the fame (Fame) You know why I came (Know why I came) Going through some changes (Changes) I'm tryna make some changes (Tryna make some changes) Tryna get through these phases (Get through these phases) Going through a phase (Going through a phase) Going through a phase (A phase) I don't want to lay (Don't want to lay) I'm gonna get paid (Gonna get paid) Get my momma a raise (Yah) Lotta my real friends dead (Friends dead) Lost a couple homies to the feds (To the feds) Man this shit was all I read (All I read) I'm just tryna hold my head I'm just tryna hold my head (Hold up my head) And I need to shake up my hand 'Cause I'm tryna counting these bands (Count these bands) He done made his life a lot harder Now he got to lay in his bed (Lay in that bed) I remember riding with no father Nigga still tryna get in his bag (Bag) Then we had a whole lot of problems 'Til them niggas started serving bags (Start selling bags) Then them niggas start popping tags (Popping tags) Pulling off a lot paper tags (Paper tags) We brought these whips home without a lease (Home without a lease) I put that shit on without a crease (On without a crease) I pour up a four and I get geeked (Four and I get geeked) I'm still taking S, I cannot sleep (S, I cannot sleep) I know mama want the best for me (Want the best for me) I hope they don't come and test a G (Come and test a G) They know that these necklaces nothing cheap (Necklace nothing cheap) And I know these niggas play for keeps (Niggas play for keeps) And we at the top you cannot reach (Top you cannot reach) My niggas work but not for free (Work but not for free) I drip these verses on the beat (Verses on the beat) You niggas gon' have to pay for me (Have to pay for me) Dinero is the only thing I see I'm tryna put the ice up, Philippe (Ice up, Philippe) Yeah, Gunna he really from the street I bossed up and let my brothers eat (Let my brothers eat) Call me insane (Call me insane) I'ma pour up a pint (A pint) Tryna take away the pain (The pain) Got me going through some things (Things) Going through some things (Going through some things) I don't want the fame (Fame) You know why I came (Know why I came) Going through some changes (Changes) I'm tryna make some changes (Tryna make some changes) Tryna get through these phases (Get through these phases) Going through a phase (Going through a phase) Going through a phase (A phase) I don't want to lay (Don't want to lay) I'm gonna get paid (Gonna get paid) Get my momma a raise (Yah)

Polarize me, sensitize me Criticize me, civilize me Compensate me, animate me Complicate me, elevate me Goddess in my garden Sister in my soul Angel in my armor Actress in my role Daughter of a demon lover Empress of the hidden face Priestess of the pagan mother Ancient queen of inner space Polarize me, sensitize me Criticize me, civilize me Compensate me, animate me Complicate me, elevate me Spirit in my psyche Double in my role Alter in my image Struggle for control Mistress of the dark unconscious Mermaid of the lunar sea Daughter of the great enchantress Sister to the boy inside of me Polarize me, sensitize me Criticize me, civilize me Compensate me, animate me Complicate me, elevate me My counterpart, my foolish heart A man must learn to rule his tender part A warming trend, a gentle friend A man must build a fortress to defend A secret face, a touch of grace A man must learn to give a little space A peaceful state, a submissive trait A man must learn to gently dominate Polarize me, sensitize me Criticize me, civilize me Compensate me, animate me Complicate me, elevate me Complicate me, elevate me

It all felt so real The flow of life that left The world whispered your name In colors so dull and expressionless Was there anything? Maybe I was trying to pretend I wonder if you felt it all along You saw the beginning to the end You watch me drift away Over and over again I'm drowning in the rain Wither away Bury the pain In the hopeless deep Scorched beneath the skin Leaving the surface to make amends Buried in the pain again, but this time It all felt so real Find my way, see through the grey In the hopeless deep The quiet that used to put me to sleep Seems so loud in this restless bleak Watch me drift away painlessly Is it selfish to say I don't deserve it? The constant rain withers me The fine line between giving up and letting go You watch me drift away Over and over again I'm drowning in the rain Over and over again You watch me drift away Over and over again I'm drowning in the rain The quiet that used to put me to sleep Seems so loud in this restless bleak Watch me drift away painlessly Is it selfish to say I don't deserve it?

We wait until the best things are gone To realize they were the best things We wait for the moon to replace the sun To think about what weighs us down Make me realize just what I have I won't leave this earth with an uneasy mind Hold on, hold on A future is what I fear, a future I did not envision Hold on, hold on A future is what I fear, a future I did not envision You've made me, shaped me into Exactly who I need to be I just want to be there for the end I don't want to lose you, but I know I have to Left here is the mold of a man, that you guided, that you guided A part of me, is you, and we will live on I won't let this slow me down, I won't let this carry on If a future is what I fear, then I will create my own Onward Onward to the future I fear so much We wait until the best things are gone To realize they were the best things We wait for the moon to replace the sun To think about what weighs us down Hold on, hold on A future is what I fear, a future I did not envision Onward, to the future I fear so much Onward, to the future I fear so much Onward, onward I will face it with my worn down soul

Your cloud hovers over me Oceans of grey Blanket the flashing light, drawing the curtains closed I forge a shelter yet it drenches me, torrential downpour endlessly Casting a shade on purity Forging a shelter it drenches me So tell me Do you believe, do you believe you can love me? Stargazing under the darkness on my roof The clouds blot out the pale moonlight "As surely as the sun rises", says the cloud to her moon I know, it wasn't good for me The way the rain showered me lonely Did you believe you could love me? The heavens break, cloud cascade Quench the torch on my own skin so I can stand in her storm Tide shifting, earth shakes Crashing from the weight of gravity Casting a shade on purity Forging a shelter, it drenches me So tell me Do you believe, do you believe you can love me? Water stands on my skin Runs my blood cold, yet I will never hide Stargazing under the darkness on my roof The clouds blot out the pale moonlight, as surely as the sun rises Your cloud hovers over me Drawing the curtains closed

I'll gaze at the stars As my mind wanders off My searching soul feeling lost All alone in the dust Feel so small as I stand Here alone with no friend Holding on by a thread But this can't be the end I wanted to hear your voice but not able to call you Your number is a refuge to us feeling safe when we're talking Refusing you're gone and you're not coming back is a problem This feeling of emptiness grows every day and it's awful I tap into every emotion and tackle this hole in my heart To repair it unable to bear what I'm sharing This has been weighing me down and I'm left in the dark feeling helpless Involved in a million issues I try but I can't seem to solve them Blaming myself for these things that I know I can't change And I'm hating myself to the point that I'm losing all faith What's better when better is not gonna stay? What's hopeful when I'm feeling less of myself every day And why does the thought of my happiness Make me uncomfortable so out of place? Holding on by a thread But this can't be the end I'll gaze at the stars As my mind wanders off My searching soul feeling lost All alone in the dust Feel so small as I stand Here alone with no friend Holding on by a thread But this can't be the end Can't cry cause so I'm so mad Hold on but with both hands So frantic I'm in a state of prolapsing so sad While the world around me is falling apart put it all back This is all I have I've been bashed cause I have a passion I can't trash On our last call, you said you're so proud of me God knows that I'll never fold over, whatever happens, I'll capture it Can't keep asking the purpose I serve Cause my mind pulls a fast one when I'm doubting it How can I feel stable when I'm stumbling not balanced You told me I'm on a path that I never walked That we have a gift and to live it strong Cause sometimes life just sneaks up with a dark side Taking your heart, mind at the worst time And when night comes thoughts rise to an all-time low Looking up searching for answers that I might not find? I'll find my way, but until that day I'll gaze at the stars As my mind wanders off My searching soul feeling lost All alone in the dust Feel so small as I stand Here alone with no friend Holding on by a thread But this can't be the end I wanna go, a place you don't know Away from this world, a place for the broke, where I'm not on my own Disconnected, from reality I'll find my way, but until that day I'll gaze at the stars As my mind wanders off My searching soul feeling lost All alone in the dust Feel so small as I stand Here alone with no friend Holding on by a thread But this can't be the end This can't be the end This can't be the end Can't be the