Never Close Enough - Kristel Fulgar

Sometimes her morning coffee's way too strong And sometimes what she says she says all wrong But right or wrong, she's there beside me Like only a friend would be And that's close enough to perfect for me Now, she's been known to wear her pants too tight And drinkin' puts her out just like a light Heaven knows she's not an angel But she'd really like to be And that's close enough to perfect for me She kisses me each mornin' And smiles her sleepy smile And she don't have to say it I can see it in her eyes Don't you worry about my woman And what you think she ought to be She's close enough to perfect for me! Sometimes she gets down and starts to cry But then again, a lady has a right She's everything I ever wanted She's all I'll ever need She's close enough to perfect for me She kisses me each mornin' And smiles her sleepy smile! And she don't have to say it I can see it in her eyes Don't you worry about my woman And what you think she ought to be She's close enough to perfect for me! Whoa, oh, she's close enough to perfect For me

I may not be a pillar in my town Or have the kind of job you think that I should I know you see me out runnin' around With a couple of people you think are no good I've tried to clean it up a couple of times, but I'm a Backslidin' fool when it comes to walkin' that line It's okay, if you think you're better than me Yeah, that's all right, girl, that's all right 'Cause I'm close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll I'm close enough for a little rock and roll, roll, yeah, baby Yeah, it's true, I don't plan my time When you're lookin' for me, I'm hard to find I know you don't wanna run around with me With my socks fallin' down, girl, I'm just poor company I've seen your face, and it's a one-eyed jack We like to talk about this or that None of these things really interest me Hey, that's all right, girl, that's all right 'Cause I'm close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll I'm close enough for a little rock I know you think I'm a rough cut, baby, yeah I ain't as rough cut as I am the blood on your hands Gonna love that blood right off of your hands Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll, yeah

Is there shame in running towards the things I thought I'd miss? If I stick around enough than will I feel I fit? Or was this all to please an aforementioned thought? I don't know why I dip my toes in everything Until the waters overhead Because I've tried so hard to leave this ditch that I had tried so hard to dig Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound I keep prodding my place just to find that this all leads to nothing Letting my head fill up with thoughts of these deception Like you said they would I've been thinking about this all damn night Constant panic over what's inside It's all interwoven, I see right through it Through it Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound When this fully consumes my thoughts, will it be me? Will I change? Or will I be stuck in place, forever the same? Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound I need to cover this up where I can't seem to find any closure intertwined When I'm close enough to closure I stray far behind

I can't get you close enough I can't get you close enough I can't get you close enough I can't get you close enough It ain't like this 15 hundred miles between us And it ain't been but 15 minutes since I've seen ya Your side of the love seat might as well be California And my side feels like Carolina, girl the way I want ya 'Cause I can't get you close enough I can't get you close It's touching, though I might go crazy everytime we touch If there's an inch of air between our two hearts beating, that's too much 'Cause I can't get you close enough I can't get you close enough Woah-oh Woah-oh Woah-oh Woah-oh I don't just know you I know everything about you So I just can't begin to wrap my mind around you You're sun and rain, fire and ice A whole new world behind your eyes I want to kiss you when you close 'em And hold you 'til they open 'Cause I can't get you close enough I can't get you close It's touching, though I might go crazy everytime we touch If there's an inch of air between our two hearts beating, that's too much 'Cause I can't get you close enough I can't get you close enough Woah-oh Woah-oh (come on over here and kiss me, baby) Woah-oh Woah-oh Come on, over here (woah) Lean on in I need more than skin on skin I can't get you close enough I can't get you close It's touching, though I might go crazy everytime we touch If there's an inch of air between our two hearts beating, that's too much 'Cause I can't get you close enough I can't get you close enough Woah-oh Woah-oh Woah-oh Woah-oh I can't get you close enough

I'm done with walking lighter, trying not to break us All my allegiances are carrying the fake us I know this could be just the little sanctuary that we need I don't want to hurt you But lately it's been killing me to be So close, so close, but we don't touch We do it just to feel the rush I stumbled on your face in a daydream I tried to tell myself it was nothing But you know I can't tell lies and now I'm stuck 'Cause close isn't enough Close isn't enough Close isn't enough Oh, close isn't enough I fell into you like a diver in the ocean I hate myself for finding comfort in the notion And oh, it feels so far, free-falling to the bottom of your heart I don't want to lose you But lately it's been tearing me apart So close, so close, but we don't touch We do it just to feel the rush I stumbled on your face in a daydream I tried to tell myself it was nothing But you know I can't tell lies and now I'm stuck 'Cause close isn't enough Oh, close isn't enough Close isn't enough Oh, close isn't enough Just say our paths will cross and Just say our lives will touch And just say we're almost there but Almost isn't enough Almost isn't enough So close, so close, but we don't touch (touch, touch, touch) Never thought I'd want you this much I stumbled on your face in a daydream I tried to tell myself it was nothing But you know I can't tell lies and now I'm stuck 'Cause close isn't enough Oh, close isn't enough Close isn't enough Oh, close isn't enough Close isn't enough You know I wanna be close to you, baby, baby, baby Do you wanna be close to me, baby, baby, baby You know I wanna be close to you, baby, baby, baby Do you wanna be close to me, baby, baby, baby

Still can't shake the feeling in my bones, yeah It won't leave me, it won't let me go There was a time when you would've gave me everything that you own The only thing you left me was a loan Ooh-ooh yeah, I guess our time is up I've given you too much I know I need to just keep on moving 'Cause I still crave your touch Why won't you fade to dust? So I can line you up Enough is never enough Enough is never enough With every single dose Losing all control Enough is never enough Yeah, you keep sinking deeper in my soul Why won't you leave me, why won't you leave me? Let me go! I guess our time is up I've given you too much I know I need to just keep on moving 'Cause I still crave your touch Why won't you fade to dust? So I can line you up Enough is never enough Enough is never enough With every single dose Losing all control Enough is never enough Enough is never enough Enough is never enough With every single dose Losing all control Enough is never enough

I wish you didn't tell me Tell me that you love me Blame it on the drugs Girl I blame it on my heartbeat I been feeling pain Yeah the demons they coming You were here stay now I guess that your gone I think the feeling was wrong Ive been running in place I think its time to move on I'm taking one to the face To help me cope and stay strong I guess that I'm not the one Sometimes it hard just to feel your touch Ya my heart its been broken and it ain't holding up Don't tell me that you love me I was never enough I've been fixing broken mirrors just to find me some luck This not how it's supposed to be I can't fall asleep girl Cause you is not holding me Tell me what is real ya I think love is make believe I got no more time to waste I got no more karosen I've been having night mares I been having bad dreams I thought I'd never be the one tho I ask a question baby why your answer so cold My phones at 3% and I'm still texting Oh no Like where the love go Diamond rings are icy But you know my heart froze I wish you didn't tell me Tell me that you love me Blame it on the drugs Girl I blame it on my heartbeat I been feeling pain Yeah the demons they coming You were here stay now I guess that your gone I think the feeling was wrong I've been running in place I think its time to move on Im taking one to the face To help me cope and stay strong I guess that I'm not the one Sometimes it hard just to feel your touch Ya my heart its been broken and it ain't holding up Don't tell me that you love me I was never enough I've been fixing broken mirrors just to find me some luck This not how it's supposed to be I can't fall asleep girl Cause you is not holding me Tell me what is real ya I think love is make believe I got no more time to waste I got no more karosen I've been having night mares I been having bad dreams I thought I'd never be the one tho I ask a question baby why your answer so cold My phones at 3% and I'm still texting Oh no Like where the love go Diamond rings are icy But you know my heart froze I wish you didn't tell me Tell me that you love me Blame it on the drugs Girl I blame it on my heartbeat I been feeling pain Yeah the demons they coming You were here stay now I guess that your gone I think the feeling was wrong I've been running in place I think its time to move on I'm taking one to the face To help me cope and stay strong I guess that I'm not the one Sometimes it hard just to feel your touch Ya my heart its been broken and it ain't holding up Don't tell me that you love me I was never enough I've been fixing broken mirrors just to find me some luck