Is there shame in running towards the things I thought I'd miss? If I stick around enough than will I feel I fit? Or was this all to please an aforementioned thought? I don't know why I dip my toes in everything Until the waters overhead Because I've tried so hard to leave this ditch that I had tried so hard to dig Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound I keep prodding my place just to find that this all leads to nothing Letting my head fill up with thoughts of these deception Like you said they would I've been thinking about this all damn night Constant panic over what's inside It's all interwoven, I see right through it Through it Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound When this fully consumes my thoughts, will it be me? Will I change? Or will I be stuck in place, forever the same? Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound Breathe in, drain the oxygen you siphoned from my mouth Weak lungs, endorphins flow but I could never make a sound I need to cover this up where I can't seem to find any closure intertwined When I'm close enough to closure I stray far behind

Driving back from your house It's a Sunday morning And the clocks have gone back last night Thinking back to what you said It still plays on my mind Then the sun breaks through the trees So I step right on it So you instigated You're so infatuated And where you're situated Is close enough for me to drive home And yeah you said you'd waited Until we could not take it And yeah I hope we make it Now you're close enough for me to drive home Been away for so long How did you remember? You must be with somebody I thought Then you asked me to your house With your friends out drinking And now you ask me back again So I step right on it So you instigated You're so infatuated And where you're situated Is close enough for me to drive home And yeah you said you'd waited Until we could not take it And yeah I hope we make it Now you're close enough for me to drive home Yeah, drive you home So you instigated You're so infatuated And where you're situated Is close enough for me to drive home And yeah you said you'd waited Until we could not take it And yeah I hope we make it Now you're close enough for me to drive home Yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah You're close enough for me to drive home Yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah yeah Yeah yeah yeah You're close enough for me to drive home

In this life I've been scarred So I walk around here with my guard up And they quick to say Lil Nunny trippin' I think about my past and get in my feelings I think about the people who deserve me I think about the ones who didn't deserve me (okay) Think about the ones who did me dirty (okay) I won't let you close enough to hurt me And I been staying to myself, I been moving lowkey 'Cause I don't know you and nigga you don't know me I don't need no new homeboys, nigga I'm straight You can keep yo handshakes, these niggas snakes I'll play it safe Sometimes I wish baker understand (okay) That I am not yo average man (okay) Ain't insecure, I'm just hurting, trying to find out is you worth it Opening up make me worry and new faces make me nervous Like where these niggas was when we was slidin' in my Acura Now they wanna pop up because them Rs in the back of us And we be state to state, promoters always got them racks for us New niggas come 'round and I disappear like Perry the Platypus In this life I've been scarred So I walk around here with my guard up And they quick to say Lil Nunny trippin' I think about my past and get in my feelings I think about the people who deserve me I think about the ones who didn't deserve me (okay) Think about the ones who did me dirty (okay) I won't let you close enough to hurt me (okay)

I may not be a pillar in my town Or have the kind of job you think that I should I know you see me out runnin' around With a couple of people you think are no good I've tried to clean it up a couple of times, but I'm a Backslidin' fool when it comes to walkin' that line It's okay, if you think you're better than me Yeah, that's all right, girl, that's all right 'Cause I'm close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll I'm close enough for a little rock and roll, roll, yeah, baby Yeah, it's true, I don't plan my time When you're lookin' for me, I'm hard to find I know you don't wanna run around with me With my socks fallin' down, girl, I'm just poor company I've seen your face, and it's a one-eyed jack We like to talk about this or that None of these things really interest me Hey, that's all right, girl, that's all right 'Cause I'm close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll I'm close enough for a little rock I know you think I'm a rough cut, baby, yeah I ain't as rough cut as I am the blood on your hands Gonna love that blood right off of your hands Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll Close enough for rock and roll, yeah