Starting to believe you All the things you've been through I don't even want to Knowing what the truth is Hating what the truth is Scared of what the truth is You're right so I'm just gonna say it I can feel your eyes are on me This is my apology tonight I don't wanna fight about it This is my apology and I I just wanna say I'm sorry It's so hard, takes too long When we both stay strong Tryna keep this pain alive Oh, can we let it be tonight? Can we let it be tonight? Looking for the reasons I didn't need them Free me from the treason I wanna start it over Can we start it over? Let me start it over You're right so I'm just gonna say it And I hope these words set you free This is my apology tonight I don't wanna fight about it This is my apology and I I just wanna say I'm sorry It's so hard, takes too long When we both stay strong Tryna keep this pain alive Oh, can we let it be tonight? Can we let it be tonight? Oh, the truest words are never wasted I'm letting go just show me how I'm getting closer I can taste it This time, our time This is my apology tonight I don't wanna fight about it This is my apology tonight and I just wanna say I'm sorry

I'm trying to fit this letter in a bottle I only hope the message can sail to you safe Someone said turn to The Bible But I don't know what God's gonna say Cause I broke his angel's heart So it's kinda hard to pray tonight Cause you're not here You say you don't want nothing to do with me My biggest fear Is you'll never hear my apology (apology) Woah-ooh, my apology (apology) Woah-ooh, my apology (apology) Woah-ooh, my apology (apology, apology) Woah-oo-ooh I'm sorry I couldn't be everything you wanted me to be, Oh, yeah And if this is how you remember of me Oh, yeah Then, girl, let this be the most beautiful letter That you'll ever read in your life I'm leaving my heart on this page Cause I should be there with you tonight Cause you're not here (your not) You say you don't want nothing to do with me (don't want nothing) My biggest fear Is you'll never hear why I only want you to be Sitting here next to me I'll hold you close, look in your eyes Promise, girl, I'll make it right I only need a piece of you That still wants to be in my life Forever Cause you're not here (no you're not here) You say you don't want nothing to do with me My biggest fear (oh, oh) Is you'll never hear my apology Cause you're not here You say you don't want nothing to do with me My biggest fear Is you'll never hear my apology

So tell me why I never really seem to ever cross your mind Am I right? Did I say something stupid? Did I mess it up? Or the light in your eyes Is brighter than mine could ever shine? Oh woah oh Oh woah So tell me why You got me feeling like (Oof oof oof) You got me feeling like (Oof oof oof) You got me feeling like (Oof oof oof) You got me feeling like (Oof)

I suffer more

I've been falling quickly I don't like to admit it I don't want to keep my hands tied back I feel the weight crashing onto me Clogged up in all of the maladies Take me back to where we started A game of ice Conversations, condemnation Give me reason, never patient I don't need a way to go back Save your breath You're already ahead of me Did someone tell you that I'm your enemy It's the time to go and misbehave Wild night at tonight I watched she welcomed by You don't even stopped to say hi No more, no more All these voices getting loud There's no keeping them out So I'm dancing with Dancing with my demons in the house Shame has taken focus But you don't seem to notice I guess I'm not doing so hard today Is it time to pay my list of retributions I guess I'm just that stupid I didn't think it'd come this Count it out into three All this vacuum void is killing me Did I ought who have my sanity Cuz I can't lose it If I never had in the first place Wild night at tonight I watched you welcomed by You don't even stopped to say hi No more, no more All these voices getting loud There's no keeping them out So I'm dancing with Dancing with my demons in the house Dancing, dancing, dancing, dancing Dancing with my demons in the house

Wreckage to the right Why'd you have to bite Now we're stuck here making decisions All you wanna do Is make me your muse Guess I'm finally worthy of the title I might not understand but I'll pick my spirits up And find you in the land that I swore I'll never love A wasteland of a place Where no one sticks around Cleaning up a mess That you didn't make at all I would say that you're pretty brave now All of this lightning all of these rain clouds Hold me tightly Cut to my veins Like oh, oh, oh, oh They would say that I'm pretty fake yeah Already told you that I'm a hate case All your friends said To be wary you don't know her at all Well do you think rose colored glasses Come with thorns in every package How exciting if that's true A girl like me you'll never choose I'll make a list of all my vices We're out of paper, what a crisis Doesn't that make you upset I shouldn't be your one regret I might not understand but I'll pick my spirits up And find you in the land that I swore I'll never love A wasteland of a place Where no one sticks around Cleaning up a mess That you didn't make at all I would say that you're pretty brave now All of this lightning all of these rain clouds Hold me tightly Cut to my veins Like oh, oh, oh, oh They would say that I'm pretty fake yeah Already told you that I'm a hate case All your friends said To be wary you don't know her at all You don't know her at all Woah I've been trying to tell you Woah The signs have been flashing red Woah I've been trying to tell you I've been trying to tell you The signs are red, red I would say that you're pretty brave now All of this lightning all of these rain clouds Hold me tightly Cut to my veins Like oh, oh, oh, oh They would say that I'm pretty fake yeah Already told you that I'm a hate case All your friends said To be wary you don't know her at all You don't know her at all You don't know her at all

Got a lot of problems Got a lot of people Got a lot of bad things Knocking at my door What's it for? Got a lot of headaches Got a lot of heartbreak Got a lot of love fake I love the gore Should I ask for more? I could forget it all, lift my hands Surrender to an easy plan But do I really want that? 'Cause I'm getting bored Bored without you As you shatter me to pieces again 'Cause I just wanna feel something Tell me that you miss me, babe And it doesn't make sense But attention is what I crave No, it doesn't make sense But your attention is my saving grace I keep another remake Tucked away in my mind Such a sweet torture What a lovely time Am I crossing lines? I probably should forget you You're not an easy undo I already know, I'm gonna bleed so bad I hope it makes you glad I'll count my scars From the day you left And hold my head up high Don't know what's next And I think that I'm okay with that 'Cause I'm getting bored Bored without you As you shatter me to pieces again 'Cause I just wanna feel something Tell me that you miss me, babe And it doesn't make sense But attention is what I crave No, it doesn't make sense But your attention is my saving grace Tangled by our tongues I knew you'd wanna run But you said "Hey, let's just sit back and wait another month" Then you go and decide You want something better Well, come on, show me Why don't you go and get her? 'Cause I would like to meet her 'Cause I would like to meet her I'm getting bored Bored without you As you shattered me to pieces again 'Cause I just wanna feel something Tell me that you miss me back And it doesn't make sense But attention is what I crave, oh No, it doesn't make sense 'Cause I'm getting bored Bored without you As you shattered me to pieces again 'Cause I just wanna feel something Tell me that you miss me back And it doesn't make sense But attention is what I crave No, it doesn't make sense But your attention is my saving grace

I kinda hate the sunrise Means I gotta wake up You wouldn't think I care that much But I don't trust my fatal luck I don't really wanna be mean I don't really wanna hurt you now But I wish you could see What's coming for you now It's so rude you're not here It's so rude you're not here to hold me now It's so rude you're not here It's so rude you're not here to hold me now Trust me when I say "it's OK that you don't like me" I don't even like myself But you kinda better like me Everyone likes me, that's not true I don't wanna hurt you, don't wanna be rude But everything you do puts me in a bad mood Maybe I should go back to sleep My fifth nap of the day, life is exhausting It's so rude you're not here It's so rude you're not here to hold me now It's so rude you're not here It's so rude you're not here to hold me now It's so rude, it's so rude It's so rude, it's so rude It's so rude, it's so rude It's so rude, you're so rude