My Apology - TripleR

I kinda wonder who would cry at my funeral Who would burst and gloat me on their bed Saying, I knew her back in high school and she was inside Take a number, I don't wanna think about it I know I'm just a little paranoid That everyone who knew me then hates me now Cause they don't know how I really turned out The only thoughts they have for me are all from 2014 That's when I knew nothing This is my personal apology To everyone who knew me back in 2014 I wish you never knew me Cannot re-introduce myself I think about you often and if you're doing well Are you doing well? I heard that you're great Found that you're married now You've got a white picket fence And a baby in the house Do you think about me Cause here's the truth I've got weeds in my yard And nobody to see But at least I can afford Therapy

Starting to believe you All the things you've been through I don't even want to Knowing what the truth is Hating what the truth is Scared of what the truth is You're right so I'm just gonna say it I can feel your eyes are on me This is my apology tonight I don't wanna fight about it This is my apology and I I just wanna say I'm sorry It's so hard, takes too long When we both stay strong Tryna keep this pain alive Oh, can we let it be tonight? Can we let it be tonight? Looking for the reasons I didn't need them Free me from the treason I wanna start it over Can we start it over? Let me start it over You're right so I'm just gonna say it And I hope these words set you free This is my apology tonight I don't wanna fight about it This is my apology and I I just wanna say I'm sorry It's so hard, takes too long When we both stay strong Tryna keep this pain alive Oh, can we let it be tonight? Can we let it be tonight? Oh, the truest words are never wasted I'm letting go just show me how I'm getting closer I can taste it This time, our time This is my apology tonight I don't wanna fight about it This is my apology tonight and I just wanna say I'm sorry

I'm trying to fit this letter in a bottle I only hope the message can sail to you safe Someone said turn to The Bible But I don't know what God's gonna say Cause I broke his angel's heart So it's kinda hard to pray tonight Cause you're not here You say you don't want nothing to do with me My biggest fear Is you'll never hear my apology (apology) Woah-ooh, my apology (apology) Woah-ooh, my apology (apology) Woah-ooh, my apology (apology, apology) Woah-oo-ooh I'm sorry I couldn't be everything you wanted me to be, Oh, yeah And if this is how you remember of me Oh, yeah Then, girl, let this be the most beautiful letter That you'll ever read in your life I'm leaving my heart on this page Cause I should be there with you tonight Cause you're not here (your not) You say you don't want nothing to do with me (don't want nothing) My biggest fear Is you'll never hear why I only want you to be Sitting here next to me I'll hold you close, look in your eyes Promise, girl, I'll make it right I only need a piece of you That still wants to be in my life Forever Cause you're not here (no you're not here) You say you don't want nothing to do with me My biggest fear (oh, oh) Is you'll never hear my apology Cause you're not here You say you don't want nothing to do with me My biggest fear Is you'll never hear my apology

Sweat drips in my eyes Screams of lust we cry Tonight, you are everything You're everything You're everything to me No more as I wake From this perfect dream I'll escape from Eden's walls Can I not stay and live this lie? For I must think only of myself And to think that you will not be scared Or surprised I severed all these ties This is the end I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight Help me get over you I feel so numb to see this bitter end (It has come to this) end of beautiful illusions (Broken pieces) will not mend (One last kiss) to save our past now I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight Help me get over you One last false apology Help me get over you Now we must let, let, let go Urgency overwhelms me as I must restrain my flood of tears I refuse to be slave to your false beauty again I'll lose myself in anguish for tonight Help me get over you One last false apology Help me get over you In my mind blood drips from your eyes A beautiful last goodbye!