My Friend (Letter to Jah & Baby) - Leaf Ward

Told me it was forever but it didn't last Tell me where did I go wrong? Tell me where did I go wrong? I thought we would last long I didn't know forever could end You broke my heart to a million pieces Why did you leave me crying you said we could still be friends But bitch it's not the same put the blame on me Fuck you for the pain you put me through I gave you my all but clearly wasn't enough You will never find another man like me lately I've been reminiscing about us All the times we'd be kissing and hugging each other Lately I've been missing your love It was clear to me that you didn't want my love My biggest fear was losing you and it came true I'm drowning in my tears feeling so blue We slowly grew apart why would you leave knowing that I would Die for you I would lie for you Why would you leave knowing that I would die for you I would've lied for you I would've done anything for you But you threw it all away You said you would stick by my side No matter what no matter what But you lied So many times I cried So many times I cried I can't believe that we're over Can't believe that we're over nobody will be able to replace you Nobody will be able to replace you I really did love you girl You told me that this was for the better I can't accept the fact that you're gone So I'm writing you this letter Tell me where did I go wrong? I thought we would last long I didn't know forever could end You broke my heart to a million pieces why did you leave me crying? You said we could still be friends but bitch it's not the same Put the blame on me fuck you for the pain you put me through I gave you my all but clearly it wasn't enough You would never find another man like me Lately I've been reminiscing about us All those times we'd be kissing and hugging each other Lately I've been missing your love

This is to my friend above Who shows me so much love and grace By placing a smile upon my face It's so hard to express the way I feel About a man who can heal your life By dying on a cross For sinners who were lost Lord, I love you so much That I'm yearning for Your touch This is to my friend above Who shows me so much love and grace By placing a smile upon my face It's so hard to express the way I feel About a man who can heal your life By dying on a cross For sinners who were lost And while I'm here today There's just one thing That I want to say Watch over me and protect me From the things I cannot see Let Your loving arms surround me From here to eternity Lord, I need Your anointing So my spirit can be free Lord I need You more, And more and more, and more Watch over me and protect me From the things I cannot see Let Your loving arms surround me From here to eternity Lord, I need Your anointing So my spirit can be free Lord I need You more, And more and more, and more I need You more and more I need You more and more I need You more and more I need You more and more

Convict, convict, convict... I had to do bad, so you can do better I was locked in a pin when I wrote you this letter But you was way too young, don't understand no evil and no better It's time that I tell you who I am, so I can protect you 'Cause a bad role model it's something I can't afford to be (to you) 'Cause only me and God knows what I did just to eat I steal for you, I deal for you That's what I did for you To get a meal for you Nearly died for you Did the time for you I survived for you To provide for you All this for you Did this for you All that I do I do for you So you don't have to So you don't have to So you don't have to So you don't have to Made a couple trips home Had a couple bricks on me And always kept a stick on me Can't let 'em make a victim of me Risked my life for you God and blue lights for you Working overnight for you So you're growing up to be just like me A bad role model it's something I can't afford to be (to you) Only me and God knows what I did just to eat I steal for you, I deal for you That's what I did for you To get a meal for you Nearly died for you Did the time for you I survived for you To provide for you All this for you Did this for you All that I do I do for you So you don't have to So you don't have to So you don't have to So you don't have to Did it so you don't have to Did it all so that you never have to (oh, no, no, no, no) Did it so you don't have to (don't do it) Did it all so that you never have to (oh, no, no, no, no) Did it so you don't have to (I did it) Did it also that you never have to (oh, no, no, no, no) Did it so you don't have to (don't do it) Did it also that you never have to I steal for you, I deal for you That's what I did for you To get a meal for you Nearly died for you Did the time for you I survived for you To provide for you All this for you Did this for you All that I do I do for you So you don't have to

Remember those photographs we took on that boat in Spain I took 'em down and ripped 'em up and threw them all away Remember on the back of one you wrote we were meant to be That doesn't really matter now 'cause you don't mean a thing to me Baby, you should've told me Told me from the start I thought that I was your only Till you put me on the shelf and found somebody else I never thought that you would ever do that Everything we had is gone You said you love me, said you'll never leave Maybe I just heard you wrong 'Cause I'm damaged, I'm damaged Don't know what to do Baby, I'm damaged, so, so damaged Because of you Got rid of those clothes you left Like you got rid of my dreams I don't wanna be reminded of All of the memories Ah yes, still have the tickets I saved from our very first date But it don't really matter now 'Cause you threw our love away Baby, you should've told me Because now I'm torn apart I thought that I was your only Till you put me on the shelf and found somebody else I never thought that you would ever do that Everything we had is gone You said you love me, said you'll never leave Maybe I just heard you wrong 'Cause I'm damaged, I'm damaged Don't know what to do Baby, I'm damaged, so, so damaged Because of you It's almost like you would never hear I almost feel like I don't care, girl I've almost got here to forget pain The only thing I've left to say Is how could you leave me so damaged Damaged, oh no no no no I never thought, never thought that you'd do that Everything is gone You said you love me, you said you'll never leave Maybe I just heard you wrong I never thought that you would ever do that Everything we had is gone You said you love me, said you'll never leave Maybe I just heard you wrong 'Cause I'm damaged, I'm damaged Don't know what to do Baby, I'm damaged, I'm so, so damaged Because of you Never, never thought that you would ever do that Everything we had is gone You said you love me, said you'll never leave Maybe I just heard you wrong 'Cause I'm damaged, I'm damaged Don't know what to do Baby, I'm damaged, I'm so, so damaged Because of you

It was a night like this Under the stars one kiss And I totally knew you were the one And I had no reservation no That day is still on my mind I play it over and rewind But I never get why you never fell The same way that I did I wish you gonna crash in me No turning back totally Lost in a rush the way that I was Totally lost in you Why couldn't you crash into me Why can't tell no past on the things Holding you back the way that I have Been doing the same for you Why couldn't you crash in me One look is all that I needed to know That you are for me and I didn't need No more cofirmation ohhhh So why do you ask so many questions? I don't understnad what makes you keep coming back If you just let our worlds collide you'll feel so much better I wish you gonna crash in me No turning back totally Lost in a rush the way that I was Totally lost in you Why couldn't you crash into me Why can't tell no past on the things Holding you back the way that I have Been doing the same for you Why couldn't you crash in me Why you so afraid of letting go It's like some things gonna go Instead it's going down the road Why don't you crash into me No turning back totally Lost in a rush the way that I was Totally lost in you Why couldn't you crash in me Why can't tell no past on the things Holding you back the way that I have Been doing the same for you Why won't you crash into me Why won't you crash into me Why won't you crash into me Why won't you crash woh oh Why won't you crash into me No turning back ohhh Why won't you crash oh Why won't you...

I won't let myself out there again And I have to face the truth, no more pretend Oh, it kills me inside to let you go But I have to move on, you hurt me so I'm seeing through you and I won't take no more I have been foolish, won't be running back this time Don't even try I've been so foolish and now I am paying the price This is goodbye Can't believe how we've just fell apart Never thought that you would break my heart I've been so foolish, I just had to open my eyes To realize I have been foolish You'd be only mine if I never left Yeah, that's the promise that you never kept Oh, it kills me inside to let you go But I have to move on, you hurt me so I'm seeing through you and I won't take no more I have been foolish, won't be running back this time Don't even try I've been so foolish and now I am paying the price This is goodbye Can't believe how we've just fell apart Never thought that you would break my heart I've been so foolish, I just had to open my eyes To realize I have been foolish I have been foolish, won't be running back this time I've been so foolish and now I am paying the price I have been foolish, won't be running back this time Don't even try I've been so foolish and now I am paying the price This is goodbye Can't believe how we've just fell apart Never thought that you would break my heart I've been so foolish, I just had to open my eyes To realize I have been foolish Oh, I have been foolish

فكرت كتير قبل ما اجي يا ترى اقولك ولا لأ قررت أقول خلاص عادي لأني فعلاً عندي حق إنت أغرب حاجة عرفتها إنت صفحة سودة قفلتها صدمة عمري بأمانة فترة ذل ومهانة يا أكتر سيرة كرهتها إنت أغرب حاجة عرفتها إنت صفحة سودة قفلتها صدمة عمري بأمانة فترة ذل ومهانة يا أكتر سيرة كرهتها كنت باقي وبغبائي بتحمل وأعاني كنت بلغي كبريائي وأقول هيتغير عشاني تحت شعار الحب كنت مش شايف قيمتي اتاريني ظالم نفسي وكنت بقلل من كرامتي وبالنسبة لعمري اللي فات تروح في داهية الذكريات ومش هقول إني ندمت عشان بجد أنا اتعلمت فكرة إنك تستنى الإحساس من أي حد زي ما تسقي ورد صناعي وتستناه يكبر بجد إنت أغرب حاجة عرفتها إنت صفحة سودة قفلتها صدمة عمري بأمانة فترة ذل ومهانة يا أكتر سيرة كرهتها