Tell me your love is suicide Tell me I should down a ride I'll feel fine if you're down to ride But baby, you're suicide I was passed out, overdose and heavy Then she looked me in my eyes And she washed away the lies Mama almost lost her boy at fourteen It was 2020 baby, I was stuck in quarantine So I plugged out my phone, dropped a perky And a lean I was fucked up, I was fucked up, me Your love is what made me bleed Who knew love was deadly Your love is what made me bleed Who knew love was deadly Mama almost lost her boy at twelve I tried to kill myself cause I couldn't take The pain no more Mama cried, I haven't changed one bit But my mind's on the fence Friends want me to stay but I wanna go My days have been grey I don't know what to say I think I'll be okay All this pain will go away Your love broke me mentally Who would've thought that love would be this Deadly Your love is suicide Your love is suicide Tell me I should down a ride I'll feel fine if you're down to ride But baby, you're suicide I was passed out, overdose and heavy Then she looked me in my eyes And she washed away the lies

Girl you the best damn thing that ever happened to me You bring hope into my life Life got me fucked up till I met you We didn't get along Thought this friendship wouldn't last long But I was wrong about that I'm glad to have you as my friend I don't want this friendship to end You've been a blessing I know I made mistakes But you helped me through the hard times You gave me hope when I was down Turned my frown into a smile Now you're my best friend Every day I thank God that you helped me I love you more than I love my life I would lie for you I would lie for you I would die for you I would slide for you I would ride for you Tell me that you love me and I'll be there for you I would die for you I would lie for you I don't need nobody by my side except you She's my world She's the one that I could trust She's my girl She's my best friend She's all of the above Tell her she's beautiful She gotta remember Tell her she's wonderful I can't ever fake her Tell her she's beautiful She gotta remember Tell her she's wonderful I can't ever fake her I can't ever fake it when I'm with you Cause girl you're on my mind it's true Don't disappear with no clue Cause girl I'll try to find you In my best way Hopefully you call me today I know that you need some space Missing all the times I used to hold your face Used to hold your face When I used to hold your face

I'm not okay, be feelin' pain Every day is a struggle I told everyone I'm fine, but I lied Nobody hits my line, askin' if I'm okay I'm about to have fun with this fuckin' gun Gonna blow my damn brains out, and end all of my pain Was that too much for you Yeah, was it too much? I'm never enough, I'm never enough for you I lost myself, I gave my all to you I got a habit of never really thinking through Fuck my head up, really thinkin' that I had it too You say I'm no better than him, I got racks up in my denims I hated my past, so the old me, I had to kill him I ain't never worried, get the money, so I never feel him What would I ever do without her love Givin' her is the best I've ever heard of Damn, know it hurts, so I make it better, only to just getting worse, so Wish I ain't met her, cause now I'm in the dirt, yeah Wish I ain't met her, cause now I'm in the dirt, yeah Now I'm stuck up in my own head I should've never let her lay in my bed I should've never No, I'm not okay, no, I'm not okay Cause you dealt a lot of damage to my heart I've never felt so betrayed I'm tired of being played like a game I ain't never be the same, I ain't never be the same Loving you was a curse, now I be feeling worse I'm not okay, I be feeling pain You left me in the rain Every day's a struggle I told everyone I was fine, but I had lied Nobody hits my line, asking if I'm okay I'm about to have fun with this fucking gun Gonna blow my damn brains out Was that too much for you Drowning in my sorrows I don't know if I can make it through tomorrow The day you left, I cried I nearly died, cause I wasn't okay when you left I'm not okay, so I rap all my feelings out Damn, I don't know what to do without her love I'm not okay, be feeling pain You left me in the rain Every day is a struggle Told everyone I was fine, but I lied Nobody hits my line, asking if I'm okay I'm about to have fun with this fucking gun Gonna blow my damn brains out Was that too much for you? No, I'm not okay No, I'm not okay Cause you dealt damage to my heart I never felt so betrayed I'm tired of being played like a game I'd never be the same I'd never be the same Loving you was a curse Now I'm feeling worse Drowning in my sorrows I don't know if I can make it through tomorrow The day you left, I cried I nearly died, cause I wasn't okay when you left I'm not okay, so I rap all my feelings out Damn, I don't know what to do without her love