The throne of time Is a kingly, a kingly thing From whence You know We all do begin And dressed as you are girl In your fashions Of fate baby its too late Shallow of the actions Of the children Of the men Fogged was their vision Since the ages began And lost like a lion In the canyons Of smoke baby its no joke Oh no Its no joke oh no

Pariah from society Addicted to sobriety A product of a virgin birth, another God on Earth Yes, that's your fantasy You say that you could read my mind Be careful of what you might find You think that you can be like me and see what my eyes see But you're no friend of mine Do you believe every word I say? Make your own truth and get out of my way I'm your pariah For your desire Ain't no messiah Just your pariah An angel or the Antichrist A symbol of your own device Pathetic in your own sad way You're just one pill away from taking my advice Do you believe every word I say? Make up your mind and get out of my way I'm your pariah For your desire Ain't no messiah Just your pariah Do you believe that I'm from Heaven? That I descended from the sky? The graven image of a pseudo icon To worship me on high I'm not your saviour I got no wings to fly Just your pariah Don't look to me when your life is over I'm your pariah For your desire Ain't no messiah Just your pariah Ain't no messiah Just your pariah

Why would we do this to ourselves To not give up on our pride To not destroy the walls we build that keep ourselves in line Playing dead to the outside so no one can assume That we are human beings and alive on the inside I've acted so-called strength for so long I can barely tell how it feels to be honest to myself Though I could never become anyone else I'll let down my shield if you did the same I'd give up on my armour and expose myself Let's destroy all borders made upun our minds Let us have the courage to be alive I won't act so-called strength I won't act no strength It's the truth that hurts but the lie that makes you sick Pain is temporarily in difference to regrets Let us stand outside Waiting for the rain For our masks to be washed away Let us stand outside Waiting for the rain Until we can see each other's face

Searching for sleep made me only find Loneliness besides the abyss in my mind Brightly awake i appear to be recaptured by childish fears I would go for a walk if I wasn't this tired I would love to stay, but I can't Staring into the dark won't brighten up my thoughts The faintest glimmer I see is blinding my eyes I wish i could turn my head off, just for one night Let us choose the longest way home so we can wander the streets Don't leave me alone with my thoughts, not in these walls Because darkness will bring silence, Silence makes us looks into our soul And I don't want to see it Not at day nor at night, not at all And I am honestly grateful for your sympathy But I'm still searching for sleep And you will always find me staring into the dark Trying to turn my head off Let us choose the longest way home so we can wander the streets Don't leave me alone with my thoughts, not in these walls Don't leave me alone cause I can't stand my thoughts

Regarding the person that I used to be Clinging to maxims That I once claimed important to myself A strangeness took place Somewhere inside of me Where I once supposed the core Of my soul I'm so tired of fighting myself If I could only give in, I'd be the first one to leave this mess But I'm stuck, like trapped in a ruin Until I become the veteran Of my own war This is my war I feel it's time to leave this state This place, my home Forever from now And never come back Never again But it feels like I'm just left to set it all ablaze Though I'd rather watch the flames Erase the ruin from afar I'm so tired of fighting myself If I could only give in, I'd be the first one to leave this mess But I'm stuck, like trapped in a ruin Until I become the veteran Of my own war From now on I declare war against myself I declare war against myself And I can't let this win over me I can't let this win over me