Mistake - ZEDGE

I feel like I'm at a standstill Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay If time heals, tell me why do I kill Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake? I've got qualities that I'm not proud of I've made promises that I walked out on I've had days I feel I don't deserve love So think what you think, just don't call me a- Mistake, might have made some Can't argue with that, but I ain't one Even though I sometimes get afraid of Having to face the wrath of an anxious me I get it 'cause I actually Feel the same sometimes, I think I might be a lost cause who turns off 'Cause the way I read Into what I've been through You'd think I'm mental, but it pays off though When the rent's due, I pursue what I love And if it goes south and falls down, just know I'll stand on my own two feet, don't you see? Those that oppose on me, most won't leave Thinkin' I might retreat, show my teeth Quick if you turn on me 'cause I feel like I'm at a standstill Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay If time heals, tell me why do I kill Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake? I've got qualities that I'm not proud of I've made promises that I walked out on I've had days I feel I don't deserve love So think what you think, yeah, just don't call me a- Just don't call me a- Just don't call me a- Mistake, 'cause I'm not one Misplaced, but I found a Lot of resentment causes a mess When you let it get to the place of No confidence, struggle with it, that's obvious But not enough to make me second-guess If I'd die for the ones I love So don't you get confused Thinking if you bring me down I'ma just choose to let myself get used I don't live like that, I feel trapped I might lash out, I gotta watch my back Cross my path, especially with ill intent You'll regret you ever took that task If and when, this thing could all go bad Don't you act like no one warned you yet 'cause I feel like I'm at a standstill Waiting for you to tell me I'm okay If time heals, tell me why do I kill Myself tryna show you I'm not a mistake? I've got qualities that I'm not proud of I've made promises that I walked out on I've had days I feel I don't deserve love So think what you think, just don't call me a- Mistake

You're the one I wish I was still with That kind of love although it's a has been A shooting star You came and went Came and went, came and went Came and went, came and went Right or wrong I still care though you're gone 'Cause you're my favourite favourite mistake I ever made It's too late, too late, too late You got away Life's too short to play it safe You're my favourite favourite mistake I ever made You're the secret I keep in my heart My one true love that lives in my past That beautiful wedding we never had Never had, never had Never had, never had Right or wrong I still care though you've gone 'Cause you're my favourite favourite mistake I ever made Even though it's too late, too late You got away Life's too short to play it safe You're my favourite favourite mistake I ever made Now I walk the walk of shame I try to hold my head up high I think about you every day You're in all my dreams at night 'Cause you're my favourite favourite mistake I ever made Even though it's too late, too late You got away Life's too short to play it safe You're my favourite favourite mistake I ever made My favourite favourite mistake I ever made Even though it's too late, too late You got away Life's too short to play it safe You're my favourite favourite mistake I ever made

Now that I'm thinking sober Don't you try to get no closer I'm just gonna get in my car and drive, and drive Looking in the rearview mirror Everything is so much clearer Watch me wave it all goodbye, goodbye The light's flashing, giving me all the danger signs Someone to save, to save But it don't work that way Think you made your greatest mistake I'm not gonna call this a break Think you really blew it this time Think you could walk on such a thin line Won't be taking your midnight calls Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall I see it written on your face You know you made it, your greatest mistake When the last straw is broken When the last door is closing I ain't that dumb to stick around, stick around I ain't got the time for looking back Gonna let yourself slip through the cracks And you just keep going down, down, down I'mma stay undercover Lay low need some time No one to save, to save This sick cycle's over, babe Think you made your greatest mistake I'm not gonna call this a break Think you really blew it this time Think you could walk on such a thin line Won't be taking your midnight calls Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall I see it written on your face You know you made it, your greatest mistake Why you looking at me, spitting that same old lie Trying to bring back, ain't no flipping my mind Don't you get it by now the story's over, over? Still calling my name outside my house I'm hitting the switch Watch the lights go out Watch the lights go out I hope you ache, ache, ache oh, oh I hope you ache, ache, ache oh, oh Think you made your greatest mistake I'm not gonna call this a break Think you really blew it this time Think you could walk on such a thin line Won't be taking your midnight calls Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall I see it written on your face You know you made it, your greatest mistake

Gave you a chapter of my Life, I wish that I could rewrite All the shit that was done in the dark finally came to light Ten years I was with you, I remember everything you put me through And to think, that I'm the blame, for thinking you would change I made... the biggest mistake, biggest mistake Assuming... that you would change, you would change Say bye bye, what was this all for Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more You can go and run to her, cuz I don't wanna see yo face (I don't wanna see your face) It reminds me of the scars, that can't be erased These years in an empty room, constanly reminds me of you And to think that I'm the blame for thinking you would change I made... the biggest mistake, biggest mistake Assuming... that you would change, you would change Sayin bye bye, what was this all for Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more I'm saying goodbye (goodbye) to all the memories (to all the memories) I regret even trying, to give you a chance I'm not perfect everybody makes mistakes but the one I may have made was Choosing you after we were through, Ohhhhhh I... I made the biggest mistake, biggest mistake Assuming that you would change, you would change Sayin bye bye, what was this all for Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more And I know that I made the biggest mistake, biggest mistake Assuming that you would change, you would change Sayin bye bye, what was this all for Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more Make no mistake you wont be my mistake no more

Are you on your way? Are you comin' soon to me? No parking in LA So I'ma send a Uber to your place Is my secret safe? Safe with just you and me We can't leave a trace This is my favorite mistake Oh, oh, oh Look in my eyes Can you find the lies? Do you feel alive? Look in my eyes Do you mind the lies? Do you feel alive? Look in my eyes We both know it's wrong, but you're still comin' over Even when you're gone, the feelin' just grow stronger Should leave it alone but you're still gettin' closer So we both know it's wrong, can't keep this for long While it's going on, I'll put it in a song (Hmm-hmm, mm-mm) (Hmm-hmm, mm-mm) (Hmm-hmm, mm-mm) (Hmm-hmm, mm-mm) Are you on your way? Are you comin' soon to me? I'm gettin' impatient Look at what you do to me Our secret's safe so you're my favorite mistake That's why we gotta keep it on the low (low) Girl at home but she don't need to know (know) What's going on, it won't be on for long, no Oh, oh, oh Look in my eyes Can you find the lies? Do you feel alive? Look in my eyes Do you mind the lies? Do you feel alive? Look in my eyes We both know it's wrong, but you're still comin' over Even when you're gone, the feelin' just grow stronger Should leave it alone but you're still gettin' closer So we both know it's wrong, can't keep this for long While it's going on, I'll put it in a song

I realize, there's no compromise Through lying eyes, my love for Just wasn't there, even though I care Did I hurt you bad, did I make you sad I know I paid, that's why I'm alone today Just me myself, no mental health My mistake overtakes Your love's overgrown my love My love, my love, my love for you My love, my love, my love for you Now I wonder why, until we die And then upon the praise Hope Jesus come to kill the moan I feel again, I love you then Oceans of time, a cross divine I found you, I will find you That is not my time, my time to take For me not take my lover's soul My love, my love, my love for you My love, my love, my love for you Til it burnt my soul Burns my soul Burns a hole My love, my love, my love for you My love, my love, my love for you

Burn me out like cuts, fade out when Centralia does Nostrils off of dust or like veins too many needles touch If pain is beauty, I'm a pretty bitch Got too quiet, now they're whispering If you blink, then you might miss it, every hour is a week I don't need sympathetics, I just need some room to breathe Do not fucking talk to me, my genetics got me tweaked Running from myself, I can't blame 'em when they leave Time slips away, burn out, don't fade Dance on my grave, I will never be them I will never be them, I will never be them I will never be them, I will never be them My mind is a moshpit, think I might've lost it Starting to believe there's only one way I can stop this If pain is beauty, I'm a guillotine, yeah You bring the match, I'll bring the kerosene Let the gabapentin set in, suffocate me in my sleep Adderall to wake up, Omeprazole to eat Do not fucking look at me, paranoia got me peeved They say they wanna help, but they always fucking leave Leave me by mysef, leave me DND Leave me in the dark, leave me with these things Tell me that you love me, I know all your talk is cheap Baby, I'm a code mistake, I was never meant to be Time slips away, burn out, don't fade Dance on my grave, I will never be them I will never be them, I will never be them I will never be them, I will never be them Yeah, haha, no I will never be them I will always be a code mistaake Haha-haha-haha, haha I can't fucking believe you

I still remember the first wetting Filled up with hype and adrenaline Gave the yout' a little leggin' Next time was a face shot, progression My youngin got life, stressin' Wonderin' if we'll forget him Back then for six racks, get 'em Now times that by ten just for renting It ain't 'bout the start, it's the endin' It ain't 'bout your heart, it's the weapon This music just came as a blessin' After all of the rain and the lessons Promoters, they pay for my entrance These people, they pay for a sentence Robbed the plug, never meant it My biggest mistake, I left it Grew up with my mum (mum) Used to see my dad a bit (a bit) 'Til I started movin' so dumb He couldn't even manage it I was 14 and I was missin' like Madeleine Stealin' phones, chippin' in with my niggas for cannabis I quit school for the bangin' strip But let's go back a bit Mum moved me out of London when I was like ten But I was the same out there, I was badder again So by 13, we was back in the ends (we're back) But bringin' me back to that shitty estate Was probably my mum's biggest mistake But she never grew up or lived in this place Met my dad here, thinks the city is great Biggest mistake, this ain't no city your kids wanna play I'm from where, real young, you make killers as mates That's maximum profit on minimum wage Now I'm a star, they won't give me no space Bad bitch with an innocent face Why you broke? There's a million ways Got my knife every day 'cause I'm still in my ways Yo, this rap weren't never the plan I'm cool but never a fan (never) Not havin' money don't make no one less of a man But you need money to be the best that you can If I go broke, I'll go rest in the can Bump into opps and I'm reppin' the gang Young little teenagers steppin' for man That man ain't got no bodies but reckon they're bad (How?) Feds on my back They think I'm the head of the gang Couple G's on the road Got the rest of the bros in the can (free 'em) Couple hundred in drug P's Put the rest of the P's in the bank (put that away) Kilos of petrol up in the bando and the rest in my tank, yo We got it, there's no wrestlin', man Who's gonna wrestle with man? (Who?) She said I'm out here fuckin' everybody Who's gonna settle with that? (Hmm?) Cookin' tuna in my cell Used to use kettles for that Since I ran up half a million, pussy, I never been better We been livin' a way, fly out the cunch, give it away Next thing you know, the phone's on the drib in a day That's how I done it, it's really the way I shot the glass from whippin' the yay Lost it, was my biggest mistake Gave Delma some food, he went missin' away He must've thought up in the prison he safe Biggest mistake My niggas ran in the cell and slit in his face (gang) This ain't rap, it's really the case Revenge is so sweet, it's really the taste Everyone knows me, the feelin' is strange (strange) Dark tint when I chill in the Range (Range) Bro got locked, years in the cage Every day's the same, so I give him a change Yo, I worked so hard to be real But them lies that they make ain't harmin' me, still (never) Got a yout' strapped up in the party to kill He knows make his own way home if he's barkin' it still My army is real 20 years if he pleads, that's hardly a deal Man, it's awkward now I don't even know what we should talk about You must be havin' weird dreams of walkin' out (ah) You don't need kebab shops for no quarter pounds Just phone Little Capo, he'll sort you out My niggas ride, don't talk it out Hanger in the pot, fork it out Used to have to stay at my shorty's house Now my left wrist is a mortgage house You know what's funny as well? (What?) Before I met Santan Dave I met his brother in jail I never knew and his brother didn't tell (for real?) Who would've thought me and his brother would sell? Number one in the charts I used to be number one in the dark, dark Doubtin' myself was my biggest mistake Trustin' someone was also my biggest mistake We started as dargs, but he finished a snake Can't run 'round there to slither away I'm into money, ain't into debates With my knife on, watch niggas deflate The quicker I leave, the bigger the chase So girl, don't play, give a nigga your face I paid my lawyer, I'm winnin' the case Feds took 50, still had a grin on my face (huh) Percs, I got dribs in the safe Think I'm out with all the shit that I made Give a nigga a break Every dog has his day, but it isn't today (nah) Free my dargs that's still locked in the cage Reminiscin' on their biggest mistake (the biggest) I still remember the first wetting Filled up with hype and adrenaline Gave the yout' a little leggin' Next time was a face shot, progression My youngin got life, stressin' Wonderin' if we'll forget him Back then for six racks, get 'em Now times that by ten just for renting It ain't 'bout the start, it's the endin' It ain't 'bout your heart, it's the weapon This music just came as a blessin' After all of the rain and the lessons Promoters, they pay for my entrance These people, they pay for a sentence Robbed the plug, never meant it My biggest mistake, I left it Can money buy happiness? No, money can't buy happiness But it can contribute towards gettin' happiness I mean, you can't go into the shop and purchase a bottle of happiness It just doesn't work like that There's not, like, a single thing that you can identify as happiness And say you're gonna have money and get that There's so much more

The night in my bed of dark The chain hanging on my throat If Jesus isn't there What's the cross that is his home? He beat his drum Like he did at feasts I sang we danced on water There was quiet and we were full of peace We howled truth like the first Prophet of joy who dared to say no sin When it gets cold we'll take a moment And head for California I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake The wind was drunk There's a cold wet sun I had to ask I'd loved so long To hear you singing out A place I cannot touch Mixture of poison and treacle I walk towards you with a nervous smile We howled truth like the first Prophet of joy who dared to say no sin When it gets cold we'll take a moment And head for California I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I'm not your only lover I'm not your favourite lover I'm not your candy girl And I'm not your sinner I'm not your only lover I'm not your favourite lover I'm not your candy girl I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake I am the lord's mistake