Miss Me The Same (with Anson Seabra) - Sara Kays

God damn I'm so nervous God damn I'm so small Hope that you don't see the signs God damn I'm so worthless God damn I'm so gone Glad that you're with me tonight Hold me like the night sky holds the moon Wrap me in your arms just like you do Sing me something sweet and take me in Lead me somewhere that I've never been Stay with me Stay with me Every time that you leave girl that I swear I lose my mind Stay with me Stay with me Every time that you speak girl I swear I go weak inside God damn you're so perfect God damn you're so strong So many things I could say God damn you're so worth it God damn you belong Suddenly lost in the way That you Love me like the blackbird loves the night Kiss me like your lips could save my life Light like your love could start a fire Make me feel the reason I'm alive Stay with me Stay with me Every time that you leave girl I swear that I lose my mind Stay with me Stay with me Every time that you speak girl I swear I go weak inside Stay with me Stay with me Every time that you leave girl I swear that I lose my mind Stay with me Stay with me Every time that you speak girl I swear I go weak inside

It's not you, it's me Same old story every morning Won too many times, like 20 times this week And I'm staying on two feet But only barely, it's kinda scary Knowing you just might decide to try to leave 'Cause everyone except for me Knows how to open up It looks so easy on TV But when it come to us How am I supposed to love you When I just can't see Myself the way that you say that you do? When you look at me We're running circles around my heart 'Cause I'm not ready the way you are So how am I supposed to love you If I can't love me? Little things you do You left me flowers on the counter With a note that write I'm such a mess for you You're feeling such a fool 'Cause I should want you I really want you but I'm paralysed In tryna hide the truth 'Cause everyone except for me Knows how to open up It looks so easy on TV But when it come to us How am I supposed to love you When I just can't see Myself the way that you say that you do When you look at me We're running circles around my heart 'Cause I'm not ready the way you are So how am I supposed to love you If I can't love me? If I can't love me Mmm, if I can't love me

I'm somewhere over Memphis And you're still in bed And I probably should've said this Before I left I never meant to hurt you And now that I did We're going in a circle 'Cause it's not black and white with you and I Guess the stars weren't right this time We drew the line and crossed it Wanted it but we lost it Caught in a lovers' loop You hurt me, hurts you I wasn't born a fighter But you went and opened fire What a familiar view You hurt me, hurts you Photos that remind me Of what we had Always find a way to my screen They take me back To somewhere up in my dreams When we first met No, I don't recognize me 'Cause it's not black and white with you and I Guess the stars weren't right this time We drew the line and crossed it Wanted it but we lost it Caught in a lovers' loop You hurt me, hurts you I wasn't born a fighter But you went and opened fire What a familiar view You hurt me 'Round and (hurts you) we go Ask why we do this, we don't really know Around and around we go Ask where we're going, we don't really know We drew the line and crossed it Wanted it but we lost it Caught in a lovers' loop You hurt me, hurts you I wasn't born a fighter But you went and opened fire What a familiar view You hurt me, hurts you You hurt me, hurts you You hurt me, hurts you

I've been chasing the pavement I've been sleeping with strangers Dealing in danger Passing by faces so cold I've been running to places I've been broken and nameless Hopeless and shamed I've never been so low Zoom out to everything Zoom into me Zoom out to tragedy Zoom into me Can you hear me out there? Can you help me? I'm scared Can you lift me? Can you give me a sign? Can you beat back the night? Can you make things alright? Can you hold me? Can you show me the light? All alone in the basement Where it's always the same And nothing can change And no one can see me cry I don't know how to face it I don't know how to name it Know who to blame But nothing seems alright Zoom out to everything Zoom into me Zoom out to tragedy Zoom in to me Can you hear me out there? Can you help me? I'm scared Can you lift me? Can you give me a sign? Can you beat back the night? Can you make things alright? Can you hold me? Can you show me the light? Mhh, mhh Mhh, mhh Mhh, mhh Mhh, mhh Can you hear me out there? Can you help me? I'm scared Can you lift me? Can you give me a sign? Can you beat back the night? Can you make things alright? Can you hold me? Can you show me the light?

I wake up From heartbreak At half-past 10 And someone Is calling It's you again Lies on lies on lies and Every single time You call I fall for this You can't make this right It's time to say goodbye and Leave this where it is So do me a favour And hang up the phone 'Cause all the memories made And everything that you gave me Led to being alone Look in the mirror Do you like what you see And do you spend all your time Finding places to hide The pieces you left of me So do me a favour The cup with My coffee Is now full of tears The last of My patience Has just disappeared Why are you still on the line You've taken so much time from me, my dear Can't take one more night It's time for you to try the loneliness I feel So do me a favour And hang up the phone 'Cause all the memories made And everything that you gave me Led to being alone And look in the mirror Do you like what you see And do you spend all your time Finding places to hide The pieces you left of me So do me a favour So do me a favour And hang up the phone 'Cause all the love that we made Was such a fucking mistake And now I'm ready to go And take down your mirror Because there's nothing to see And maybe one day you'll learn To go and respect the worth of a person like me So do me a favour And hang up the phone 'Cause all the memories made And everything that you gave me Led to being alone And look in the mirror Do you like what you see And do you spend all your time Finding places to hide The pieces you left of me So do me a favour

Waking up at 6:00 a.m. The weatherman said snow again You called me and said one day you'd go Where you don't have to worry 'bout A winter cold or icy routes Or walking on the sunny side of the road You always said When it gets cold, you wanna die And that's why you left To be under the southern sky Oh, winter looks so good on you You're thriving While every day for me has been surviving And I see your pictures on the beach I'm happy you're at 70 degrees But I wish you would've chose to freeze (But I wish you would've chose to freeze) It's hard for me to understand How warmer air is better than All the time and love we could've had Maybe if I'd spoken up And told you all my plans for us Then you'd be under blankets on my bed You always said When it gets cold, you wanna die And now I feel dead And I hope you're feeling more alive Oh, winter looks so good on you You're thriving While every day for me has been surviving And I see your pictures on the beach I'm happy you're at 70 degrees But I wish you would've chose to freeze But I wish you would've chose to freeze I feel cemented to the couch Just wondering who you're sat next to now Oh, winter looks so good on you You're thriving While every day for me has been surviving And I see your pictures on the beach I'm happy you're at 70 degrees, hmm But I wish you would've chose to freeze But I wish you would've chose to freeze (chose to freeze) Yeah, I wish you would've chosen me

Purple lips, sad face, going on a stupid date "Give him a chance", her father would say But she wouldn't want him, no matter the day Play nice, dress up, don't forget your makeup You really should impress him, once you take your medicine Ooh, daddy always had his ideas of being happy Marry a rich boy, be a rich girl Buy a big house on top of the world, oh You'll be a princess, you'll be a queen But her and her daddy, they never agree, oh 17, it's getting late, so listen to me and do as I say Baby, you're not gonna make it on your own Stand tall, suck in, laugh to show you're into him I heard he's got a million, so be a lady, not a friend Ooh, daddy always had his ideas of being happy Marry a rich boy, be a rich girl Buy a big house on top of the world, oh You'll be a princess, you'll be a queen But her and her daddy, they never agree, oh Marry a rich boy, you'll need the money So maybe one day, you'll be worth something, honey, oh Marry a rich boy Can't you see? He's what you need to live in his society It's only the reality, baby Marry a rich boy, be a rich girl Buy a big house on top of the world, oh You'll be a princess, you'll be a queen But her and her daddy, they never agree, oh Marry a rich boy, you'll need the money So maybe one day, you'll be worth something, honey, oh Marry a rich boy

All of my teachers were right I use math every day in my life I add, subtract, divide And most of the time it makes wanna die 'Cause the number below my feet And the number below my spine And the numbers on the menu are always too high So, I don't know how low I have to go 'Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home I feel like I'm in another persons house, I can't get out So, I don't know how low I have to go I want to rewire my mind So, I don't care if there's a space between my thighs It keeps me up at night To think I'll calculate until the day I die (until the day I die) 'Cause the number below my feet And the number below my spine And the numbers on the menu are always too high So, I don't know how low I have to go 'Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home I feel like I'm in another persons house, I can't get out So, I don't know how low I have to go I don't know how low All the numbers in my mind are set out to ruin my life I don't wanna let them win, but they just might And I know this is a problem That I'm improperly solving When I say, "I'll just go lower one more time" So, I don't know how low I have to go 'Cause I wake up in my body and it never feels like home I feel like I'm in another persons house, I can't get out So, I don't know how low I have to go I don't know how low No, I don't know how low I have to go I don't know how low