Waking up at 6:00 a.m. The weatherman said snow again You called me and said one day you'd go Where you don't have to worry 'bout A winter cold or icy routes Or walking on the sunny side of the road You always said When it gets cold, you wanna die And that's why you left To be under the southern sky Oh, winter looks so good on you You're thriving While every day for me has been surviving And I see your pictures on the beach I'm happy you're at 70 degrees But I wish you would've chose to freeze (But I wish you would've chose to freeze) It's hard for me to understand How warmer air is better than All the time and love we could've had Maybe if I'd spoken up And told you all my plans for us Then you'd be under blankets on my bed You always said When it gets cold, you wanna die And now I feel dead And I hope you're feeling more alive Oh, winter looks so good on you You're thriving While every day for me has been surviving And I see your pictures on the beach I'm happy you're at 70 degrees But I wish you would've chose to freeze But I wish you would've chose to freeze I feel cemented to the couch Just wondering who you're sat next to now Oh, winter looks so good on you You're thriving While every day for me has been surviving And I see your pictures on the beach I'm happy you're at 70 degrees, hmm But I wish you would've chose to freeze But I wish you would've chose to freeze (chose to freeze) Yeah, I wish you would've chosen me

Purple lips, sad face, going on a stupid date "Give him a chance", her father would say But she wouldn't want him, no matter the day Play nice, dress up, don't forget your makeup You really should impress him, once you take your medicine Ooh, daddy always had his ideas of being happy Marry a rich boy, be a rich girl Buy a big house on top of the world, oh You'll be a princess, you'll be a queen But her and her daddy, they never agree, oh 17, it's getting late, so listen to me and do as I say Baby, you're not gonna make it on your own Stand tall, suck in, laugh to show you're into him I heard he's got a million, so be a lady, not a friend Ooh, daddy always had his ideas of being happy Marry a rich boy, be a rich girl Buy a big house on top of the world, oh You'll be a princess, you'll be a queen But her and her daddy, they never agree, oh Marry a rich boy, you'll need the money So maybe one day, you'll be worth something, honey, oh Marry a rich boy Can't you see? He's what you need to live in his society It's only the reality, baby Marry a rich boy, be a rich girl Buy a big house on top of the world, oh You'll be a princess, you'll be a queen But her and her daddy, they never agree, oh Marry a rich boy, you'll need the money So maybe one day, you'll be worth something, honey, oh Marry a rich boy

Eleven o'clock was way later than I should be up But I was, so I heard them Every night, talking quickly would turn to Arguing, yelling and screaming So when mom called me down to the kitchen one night I wasn't so surprised When three seats were set at the table And one seat was open for me She told me to sit down And said they got something to tell me They thought that I was oblivious to it all But I knew since they started Sleeping in two different rooms and avoiding Each other evеry morning So when mom called me down to thе kitchen one night I wasn't so surprised When three seats were set at the table And one seat was open for me She told me to sit down And said they got something to tell me You'll get used to two Two backyards, two birthdays, two playrooms Two parents who are gonna love you like they do now Just not in the same house Not in the same house

Inside jokes that I never know but I Still laugh until I cry Group photos but I'm standing off to the side I'm just camera shy Always at the birthday parties But never close to anybody I've been chosen last since the kindergarten Walk in the grass and it's disregarded Fast walk to the lunch table And pack up before I'm ready to go I don't speak my mind, I just sit and listen I'm there on time 'cause they won't know I'm missing Sometimes I would rather stay home Than show up to be ignored and alone Carpool everywhere but there's never room For me to go to Ride my bike like all of us used to do Oh, I don't have a clue Why I'm at the birthday parties When I'm not close to anybody I've been chosen last since the kindergarten Walk in the grass and it's disregarded Fast walk to the lunch table And pack up before I'm ready to go I don't speak my mind, I just sit and listen I'm there on time 'cause they won't know I'm missing Sometimes I would rather stay home Than show up to be ignored and alone I've been chosen last since the kindergarten Walk in the grass and it's disregarded Fast walk to the lunch table And pack up before I'm ready to go I don't speak my mind, I just sit and listen I'm there on time 'cause they won't know I'm missing Sometimes I would rather stay home Than show up to be ignored and alone

We started getting close Freshman year, when all our friends were smoking cigarettes And we couldn't stand that secondhand smoke So we'd leave and drive around until you had to drop me off at home Swear that was yesterday But in two weeks I'd be moving South And you'd be moving to a town that I had never heard of I wish we had more time, why did I ever wanna grow up? You said you'll see me when we are Home for the summer We won't have to work so we're gonna Do whatever the hell we wanna 'Cause we know that one day we'll be Gone from each other We'd wait till after dark 2:00 a.m., we're laying on the ground, in my backyard I told you I'd be waiting there the night that I get back I hope you don't forget about that When we ae Home for the summer We won't have to work so we're gonna Do whatever the hell we wanna 'Cause we know that one day we'll be Gone from each other We'll have lives in two different suburbs We'll have families with different lovers But for now, I know I'll see you when we are Home for the summer I know You've been busy That's okay I still can't wait to be Home for the summer We won't have to work so we're gonna Do whatever the hell we wanna 'Cause we know that one day we'll be Gone from each other We'll have lives in two different suburbs We'll have families with different lovers But for now, I know I'll see you when we are Home for the summer

I see rappers younger than me, they living my dream I be in my head asking god, "why that ain't me?" And i know my time is coming But it's a constant battle with myself I been so locked in, mama checking on my health Like mama don't worry, i'm okay now Know you see me stressed every day now It's just i got a lot going on But that lil pressure of my shoulders While i'm making these songs Like i can't do no wrong, i been moving right They hearing my song and they telling me it's fire Process moving long, see them switching sides Know the ones that stay Are the ones that rеally gon' ride I know that for sure I been making waves, thеy can feel it on the shore I been in the gym yeah my body feeling sore I was growing up, i ain't realise i was poor But my family did a good job so a youngin finna soar We touching the clouds You weren't with then, so why you with me know? Uh, i don't want you round Took me a little minute but i finally found my sound I see rappers younger than me, they living my dream I be in my head asking God, "why that ain't me?" And i know my time is coming But it's a constant battle with myself I been so locked in, mama checking on my health Like mama don't worry, i'm okay now Know you see me stressed every day now It's just i got a lot going on But that lil pressure of my shoulders While i'm making these songs ★ verse 2 ★ Like i can't do no wrong, i been moving right They hearing my song and they telling me it's fire Process moving long, see them switching sides Know the ones that stay Are the ones that really gon' ride I got out my feelings, i got in my bag Don't care how they feeling, i ain't going back Yeah, they tell me i ain't missing when i hop on the track Tell my fam i'm on a mission and i hope they got my back Locked in with my fam and i know that i'm the man But there's crazy expectations While i'm scrolling through the gram I'm doing what i can, i know God Got the rest I know that i'm gon' get it, know that i'm gon' be the best Used to think that i weren't blessed Cause i saw other people balling And all the things i wanted, i couldn't even afford it But the when i got it, i realised it weren't important So people don't have it but i see them tryna force it Is this the life we live? On insta life looking lit, in real life ain't what is I'm real life ain't what it was I see hella people jumping upp and down up on the clubs But i see them dreading it next day, when they gotta wake up I see rappers younger than me, they living my dream I be in my head asking god, "why that ain't me?" And i know my time is coming But it's a constant battle with myself I been so locked in, mama checking on my health Like mama don't worry, i'm okay now Know you see me stressed every day now It's just i got a lot going on But that lil pressure of my shoulders While i'm making these songs Like i can't do no wrong, i been moving right They hearing my song and they telling me it's fire Process moving long, see them switching sides Know the ones that stay Are the ones that really gon' ride