Messed up World - Nuclear

I'm too gone Today ha Don't care at all what the haters say, na I had too much man to feel okay, ha Another bong rip another day, right Don't feel control man i feel insane, what? This state of mind man I can't explain, na All these memories I can't retain, damn I think I lost cells in my brain, shit I'm on my highs and my lows man I'm so lit These drugs are takin a hold man they won't quit I think I should take it slow man I will admit But I cant seem to say no man to another hit If you figured it out this is a metaphor My apartment is lookin just like a corridor By the end of the night I'll need a coroner People starrin at me you lookin foreigner I'm too messed up I took too much I'm too messed up I took too much I'm too messed up I'm too messed up I'm too messed up I'm too messed up All I drink is Bombay Everyday Blocking out what haters say Getting faded so cliche All our Shit is on display Take me somewhere far away Think I'll be a star one day Sitting up in outer space I'm sippin on some Chardonnay Lookin for a better place Lookin for a better phrase What's that shit that getter says Suhhh dude... anyways Wonder if I'll ever taste All the glory and the fame Feels like a forever chase Just trying to make a name Ain't staying back I attack and smack yea I'll knock ya out Talkin smack while I stack that's a fact I'm rockin out If your asking I'm bragging bout how I'm Maxin out We never lack stay on track You know we ain't backin down I'm on my highs now better look the fuck out Feeling fly now this is what it's all about Feel good inside now hope this doesn't wear down I can't deny how this shit gon make me feel sound

Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Oh, whoa, whoa You know I'm showin' out and Different vibes and You the one livin' righteous But I'm still me, yeah I know I said a lot Then you wouldn't speak to me You don't give a damn what's fair to me Why don't you just be my therapy? If the tide didn't rise and And the gas didn't light We'd just be alright then I know it looks like I'm livin' life But I'm stressing, desperate Restless, - up again Living life and risking to get it But you know I messed up Stressing, desperate Restless, fucked up again Living life and risking to get it But you know I messed up I was down, givin' up (up) Gave me love I didn't deserve I wasn't worth it You tried to show me what was right I didn't wanna learn This madness, tryna hide the savage I can't lose another bad, I'm not But you know it's bad with a little liquor You should never really mix that with feelings (oh, no) You know it's bad givin' mixed signals Puttin' on a good show, no better I know that it appears I'm out here when I'm Stressing, desperate Restless, - up again Living life and risking to get it But you know I messed up Stressing, desperate Restless, fucked up again Living life and risking to get it But you know I messed up I just pulled up in your city Just pick up, you know it's me Don't give up on me And we don't care, do what we want when we want Where we want, if we want If we don't, it'd be hard on me And that's why I'm still here Stressing, desperate Restless, - up again Living life and risking to get it But you know I messed up Stressing, desperate Restless, fucked up again Living life and risking to get it But you know I messed up (Oh, yeah, yeah) (Oh, yeah, yeah) (You know I messed up) (Oh, yeah, yeah) (Oh) (Oh, yeah, yeah) (Oh, yeah, yeah) (Oh, yeah, yeah) (Oh)

Easy come, easy go That ain't love, mama told me so You're gonna get beat up along the way Gonna get beat up along the way So when you get, get knocked down Remember every rose comes from the ground Bleed every color running through your veins Got to bleed every color running through your veins There's beauty in the pain So I wear my scars like they're all made by Louis And I sing my sad songs that sound like a symphony Whoa-oh, whoa-oh Mama says I'm a messed up masterpiece I swear my demons are pets on the tight leash They put on the pressure and diamonds come out of me Whoa-oh, whoa-oh Mama says I'm a messed up masterpiece (Whoa-oh, whoa-oh) (Mama says I'm a messed up masterpiece) (Whoa oh, whoa oh) (Mama says I'm a messed up masterpiece) Maybe I ain't a starry night Sistine Chapel, city of lights Sooner or later I'ma have my day Sooner or later I'ma have my day Made me a fighter, I'ma make her proud Wade through the fire 'til I'm six feet down Even when I'm lying there in the ground From the ground, a rose is found I wear my scars like they're all made by Louis And I sing my sad songs and sound like a symphony Whoa-oh, whoa-oh (whoa-oh) Mama says I'm a messed up masterpiece I swear my demons are pets on a tight leash Put on the pressure and diamonds come out of me Whoa-oh, whoa-oh Mama says I'm a messed up masterpiece (Whoa-oh, whoa-oh) (Mama says I'm a messed up masterpiece) (Whoa-oh, whoa-oh) (Mama says I'm a messed up masterpiece) Made me a fighter, I'ma make her proud Wade through the fire 'til I'm six feet down Even when I'm lying there in the ground From the ground, a rose is found I wear my scars like they're all made by Louis And I sing my sad songs and sound like a symphony Whoa-oh, whoa-oh Mama says I'm a messed up masterpiece I swear my demons are pets on a tight leash They put on the pressure and diamonds come out of me Whoa-oh, whoa-oh Mama says I'm a messed up, messed up, messed up masterpiece (Whoa oh, whoa oh) Mama says I'm a messed up, messed up, messed up masterpiece (Whoa oh, whoa oh) Mama says I'm a messed up masterpiece

Crazy bout the girl outside my window When she passes by and waves real mellow I can tell she loves her life While I'm cleaning up the mess in mine But even if I quit my 9-5 though And broke out of my lease to ride it solo I'd still be a woman in distress Just looping an infinite mess Cause I mess up the time Mess up on the rent Messing up the moments Where life's got me spent I just wanna go home Crawl straight into bed And catch up on the sleep That I never get Apologies, don't offer them Or bother me, no, not for anything Just load the bowl And fill my cup Accept the fact I'm messed up La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm messed up La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm messed up La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm messed up La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm messed up It's hard to live a life above the pressure When fighting through the pain I feel the pleasure Thinking that I found my voice When there's nothing that can fill this void So even if I scream above the static Chasing sanity - I'm still an addict Can you love me as I am? I'm messed up but the best that I can Cause I mess up the time Mess up on the rent Messing up the moments Where life's got me spent I just wanna go home Crawl straight into bed And catch up on the sleep That I never get Apologies, don't offer them Or bother me, no, not for anything Just load the bowl And fill my cup Accept it now — I'm messed up La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm messed up La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm messed up La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm messed up La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm messed up I'll never be your trophy girl Living in a barbie world And you'll never be my man Thanks for doing the best that you can I'll never be by your side I'm just in it for the ride Doing the best that I can I'm messed up but that's who I am La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm messed up La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm messed up La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm messed up La, la, la, la, la, la, la, la I'm messed up

Giving up Hanging up Almost all of my vices tonight Wanna make it back I wanna make it right Giving up all of my friends with the bad advice They're not that nice And I'm swinging the bat For the stars tonight Wanna make you laugh You know the future's bright You're the best friend I ever had in my life So tell me why I'm all messed up When I hang up the phone All messed up When I'm here all alone All messed up At the end of the day All messed up When I'm fading away All messed up For the fourth of July All messed up When I turn out the light All messed up All messed up Hey When I look in the mirror All I see is you There's so much black Under all that blue And I'm holding my breath Until we see it through And baby that means you And our colors are clashing At the party tonight You turn left And darlin I'll go right But we're leaving together like we always do There's only you I'm all messed up When I hang up the phone All dressed up And I'm here all alone All messed up At the end of the day All messed up When I'm fading away All messed up On the fourth of July All messed up And I don't even cry All messed up All messed up When I'm on the attack I don't mean it I wanna take it back cuz I need you I need you And the colors are flashing On the freeway tonight You swerve left and darlin I'll stay right And I'm holding your hand and I'm holding it tight I'll hold on tight I'm all messed up When I hang up the phone All dressed up When I'm here all alone All messed up At the end of the day All messed up When I'm fading away All messed up For the Fourth of July All messed up When I turn out the light All messed up All messed up All messed up

I guess old men on the street prove that time really does fly And I guess pawn shop diamond rings proves that girls love goodbyes And I guess a black dress at a funeral means that life has one sting And I guess a girl like you loving me means that angels must love anything 'Cause I'm a messed up kid, nothing to spare I'll turn a saint into a heathen with my hands going through your hair I'm a messed up kid with nothing to show Except a girl saying she'll be here everywhere I go I'm a messed up kid Well, my old man says I'm wild, and my mama says I'm reckless And that color in your eyes reminds me off East Texas 'Cause I'm a messed up kid, nothing to spare I'll turn a saint into a heathen with my hands going through your hair I'm a messed up kid Messed up kid with nothing to show Except a girl saying she'll be here everywhere I go I'm a messed up kid And all this bullshit that I've been through And all the hardships I've grown kin to Could take me around, leave me feeling down But you pick me up every time 'Cause I'm a messed up kid, nothin' to spare I'll turn a saint into a heathen with my hands going through your hair I'm a messed up kid with nothing to show Except a girl saying she'll be here everywhere I go I'm a messed up kid, nothing to spare I'll turn a saint into a heathen with my hands going through your hair Messed up kid And I guess old men on the street prove that time Really does fly And I guess pawn shop diamond rings proves that girls, haha Love goodbyes I'm a messed up kid