Messed Up - Taesean

I'm too gone Today ha Don't care at all what the haters say, na I had too much man to feel okay, ha Another bong rip another day, right Don't feel control man i feel insane, what? This state of mind man I can't explain, na All these memories I can't retain, damn I think I lost cells in my brain, shit I'm on my highs and my lows man I'm so lit These drugs are takin a hold man they won't quit I think I should take it slow man I will admit But I cant seem to say no man to another hit If you figured it out this is a metaphor My apartment is lookin just like a corridor By the end of the night I'll need a coroner People starrin at me you lookin foreigner I'm too messed up I took too much I'm too messed up I took too much I'm too messed up I'm too messed up I'm too messed up I'm too messed up All I drink is Bombay Everyday Blocking out what haters say Getting faded so cliche All our Shit is on display Take me somewhere far away Think I'll be a star one day Sitting up in outer space I'm sippin on some Chardonnay Lookin for a better place Lookin for a better phrase What's that shit that getter says Suhhh dude... anyways Wonder if I'll ever taste All the glory and the fame Feels like a forever chase Just trying to make a name Ain't staying back I attack and smack yea I'll knock ya out Talkin smack while I stack that's a fact I'm rockin out If your asking I'm bragging bout how I'm Maxin out We never lack stay on track You know we ain't backin down I'm on my highs now better look the fuck out Feeling fly now this is what it's all about Feel good inside now hope this doesn't wear down I can't deny how this shit gon make me feel sound

Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Oh, whoa, whoa You know I'm showin' out and Different vibes and You the one livin' righteous But I'm still me, yeah I know I said a lot Then you wouldn't speak to me You don't give a damn what's fair to me Why don't you just be my therapy? If the tide didn't rise and And the gas didn't light We'd just be alright then I know it looks like I'm livin' life But I'm stressing, desperate Restless, - up again Living life and risking to get it But you know I messed up Stressing, desperate Restless, fucked up again Living life and risking to get it But you know I messed up I was down, givin' up (up) Gave me love I didn't deserve I wasn't worth it You tried to show me what was right I didn't wanna learn This madness, tryna hide the savage I can't lose another bad, I'm not But you know it's bad with a little liquor You should never really mix that with feelings (oh, no) You know it's bad givin' mixed signals Puttin' on a good show, no better I know that it appears I'm out here when I'm Stressing, desperate Restless, - up again Living life and risking to get it But you know I messed up Stressing, desperate Restless, fucked up again Living life and risking to get it But you know I messed up I just pulled up in your city Just pick up, you know it's me Don't give up on me And we don't care, do what we want when we want Where we want, if we want If we don't, it'd be hard on me And that's why I'm still here Stressing, desperate Restless, - up again Living life and risking to get it But you know I messed up Stressing, desperate Restless, fucked up again Living life and risking to get it But you know I messed up (Oh, yeah, yeah) (Oh, yeah, yeah) (You know I messed up) (Oh, yeah, yeah) (Oh) (Oh, yeah, yeah) (Oh, yeah, yeah) (Oh, yeah, yeah) (Oh)