As it all disappears... Can't you see that i'm sneering from ear to ear? I call it hardly a shame No consistency sustained It's synthetic to take your own advice But you can't avoid it Now it's dramatic to be your own disguise When the butcher's hand is mine There is no room to improve There's no demand for the product of your next move Fuel you were using to burn Is charring you in return It's synthetic to take your own advice But you can't avoid it Now it's dramatic to be your own disguise When the butcher's hand is mine Spare the world the speech We're out of reach As the tables turn No blood for the leech As the tables turn Spare the world the speech As the tables turn Bad karma eats you alive Contrived intentions will enver be revived Recalled to settle the score, less of you is more It's synthetic to take your own advice But you can't avoid it Now it's dramatic to be your own disguise When the butcher's hand is mine Spare the world the speech We're out of reach As the tables turn No blood for the leech As the tables turn Spare the world the speech As the tables turn

Girl, you use my grief as ammunition And I wonder if you notice And I know it's been a while And so I'm running out of focus While we can point out the blame I don't see it being as one-sided as you see Oh, just sit there and don't talk All this back and forth has got me pissed off Tell me to communicate But honestly, I feel like we ain't growing (growing) Saying it'd be easier for you if I would lay it in the open (open) And that's hopeless with my point misconstrued And it comes back to you Oh, no, no What I bring? Not a thing Say it's my fault, and that's fine But I'll still give you everything Won't you take it in, take it in? Now, I'm feeling a drift And I'm not really sure if you're feeling me lately Are we needing a shift? Oh, you think better off? Now I know that we're crazy While we can point out the blame I don't see it being as one sided as you see But if it need be, when it needn't be, it's like I can see that you've been waiting You've been holding out for me to say it These words go far, so let's just save it Baby, I'ma need some patience And while it's more of the same I'll lay down my pride, act right by your side (You'll be) I'll be needing you, like you're needing me, in time Oh, no, no What I bring? Not a thing (not a thing) Say it's my fault, and that's fine But I'll still give you everything (everything) Won't you take it in, take it in? (Won't you take it in, take it in?) Where you're needing me to be, I'll get there Doubt it if you will (doubt it if you will) And you throw away my need for reason Sacrifice it still (sacrifice it still) And when the tables turn on me, I sit here Never thinking twice (never thinking twice) I could say my mind, but, take no fault here I'll take it on mine 'Cause baby I need you 'Cause baby I need you 'Cause baby I need you Should I want to? And it kills when I oppose you Hate to see it More to leave it I'll do everything I'm supposed to, oh-woah (oh-woah) What I bring? Not a thing (not a thing, not a thing) Say it's my fault, and that's fine But I'll still give you everything (everything) Won't you take it in, take it in?

If all is truly yours I guess You're bigger than I conceived 'Cause I'm barely seeing But everything is so much everything And the more I seek to learn The less I seem to know But You are greater Than I've ever wondered If everything is Yours If all is truly Yours All the birds and the seas You've set in motion this great big ocean And You trained it beautifully And the more I seek to find The less I seem to hold 'Cause if I don't know You Get to love You I have no story to be told 'Cause if all is truly Yours Then we are all Yours, too But if we sail away And cast our anchors We miss out on the truth And the truth, it sets us free And the free are living To give is to receive You gave us Your Son For us to become one Receive me, Lord Receive me, Lord I beg You to receive Receive me, Lord Receive me, Lord I beg You to receive

It goes dark And it is most definitely a moment of utter disorientation Utter lostness, no warmth, no life, no movement Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Love you so much that the issues I used To hold on to are nothing and minuscule Love you so much that I make it up To you whenever I flip like reciprocals Love you so much that I blocked all my exes, I blocked all the exits, I'm with you forever Love you so much that I don't even trip When they say that I'm sick and they ridiculed Love you so much that I gave up addiction, I stopped auto-clickin' And now it's all clickin' Love you so much that I changed my old Number so all their attempts are just pitiful Love you so much that I stopped sayin' thot Now I see women as God's children I see their souls and their hearts glisten Look at them glow like they're Marge Simpson Love you so much that I save my Receipts and I watch what I eat when I'm downful Love you so much that I give up my seed Even when I am beat and not in the mood Love you so much that sometimes I lose sleep 'Cause I can't come to terms with what I did to you Love you so much that I ask God to help me smile when I'm cynical I face these passing waves A lonely cast away I fight my battle Inside my shadow Hate me so much for the pain that I Caused to the ones that I truly hold dear Hate me so much that it comes out in tears Hate me so much I don't look in the mirror Hate me so much that I slip into Fantasies darker than Black Mirror seasons Sometimes I feel like just leavin' Don't need a number of reasons Hate me so much I retreat into sleep, I'm even hidin' from Jesus Feel like I'm livin' with demons, inside my closet, allegiance Hate me so much when I'm hurt then I'm Happy 'cause I tell myself I deserve it I'm in my bed with the serpents And they told me that I'm worthless Hate me so much that I don't wanna Listen when you tell me I'm a good person But you don't give up so easy, fervent, remindin' me of my purpose Hate me so much but you're teachin' me Love and I think that I'm startin' to learn it Written in crimson and cursive, quiet and curious, perfect I face these passing waves A lonely cast away I fight my battle Inside my shadow I face these passing waves A lonely cast away I fight my battle Inside my shadow

Running fast after nothing Wish I could slow down but I forgot how Searching to find my own heart beating But it's nowhere to be found Muffled by the sound of Busy ears, busy hands Busy minds, busy plans I want to rest in each moment I want to learn your eyes Forget all time and remember The splendor that life is Trying to live like I used to Present each breath and not just passing through For I want to be here I wanna really be here Feel the weight of being alive And use my ears and my hands All my mind, all my plans To rest in each moment I want to know your eyes Forget of time and remember The splendor that life And I'm through with running circles in my mind No destination to find I will settle Stop and smell each petal And remember The splendor that life is