Keep Me (feat. Austin Sebek & Sarah Juers) - Chris Howland

It goes dark And it is most definitely a moment of utter disorientation Utter lostness, no warmth, no life, no movement Yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah Love you so much that the issues I used To hold on to are nothing and minuscule Love you so much that I make it up To you whenever I flip like reciprocals Love you so much that I blocked all my exes, I blocked all the exits, I'm with you forever Love you so much that I don't even trip When they say that I'm sick and they ridiculed Love you so much that I gave up addiction, I stopped auto-clickin' And now it's all clickin' Love you so much that I changed my old Number so all their attempts are just pitiful Love you so much that I stopped sayin' thot Now I see women as God's children I see their souls and their hearts glisten Look at them glow like they're Marge Simpson Love you so much that I save my Receipts and I watch what I eat when I'm downful Love you so much that I give up my seed Even when I am beat and not in the mood Love you so much that sometimes I lose sleep 'Cause I can't come to terms with what I did to you Love you so much that I ask God to help me smile when I'm cynical I face these passing waves A lonely cast away I fight my battle Inside my shadow Hate me so much for the pain that I Caused to the ones that I truly hold dear Hate me so much that it comes out in tears Hate me so much I don't look in the mirror Hate me so much that I slip into Fantasies darker than Black Mirror seasons Sometimes I feel like just leavin' Don't need a number of reasons Hate me so much I retreat into sleep, I'm even hidin' from Jesus Feel like I'm livin' with demons, inside my closet, allegiance Hate me so much when I'm hurt then I'm Happy 'cause I tell myself I deserve it I'm in my bed with the serpents And they told me that I'm worthless Hate me so much that I don't wanna Listen when you tell me I'm a good person But you don't give up so easy, fervent, remindin' me of my purpose Hate me so much but you're teachin' me Love and I think that I'm startin' to learn it Written in crimson and cursive, quiet and curious, perfect I face these passing waves A lonely cast away I fight my battle Inside my shadow I face these passing waves A lonely cast away I fight my battle Inside my shadow

If all is truly yours I guess You're bigger than I conceived 'Cause I'm barely seeing But everything is so much everything And the more I seek to learn The less I seem to know But You are greater Than I've ever wondered If everything is Yours If all is truly Yours All the birds and the seas You've set in motion this great big ocean And You trained it beautifully And the more I seek to find The less I seem to hold 'Cause if I don't know You Get to love You I have no story to be told 'Cause if all is truly Yours Then we are all Yours, too But if we sail away And cast our anchors We miss out on the truth And the truth, it sets us free And the free are living To give is to receive You gave us Your Son For us to become one Receive me, Lord Receive me, Lord I beg You to receive Receive me, Lord Receive me, Lord I beg You to receive

If only I could just convey What has kept me for some time But oh my thoughts have run away To a place that I can't find If only I could change myself And I didn't need the help Of love to open me But there's a reason it's so hard To do all this apart From how it's supposed to be Yeah, I need you I need you I need you I need you Do you trust the words I say Or do you see me for my faults Well I've been hoping for a place Where I could be the man I saw If only I could change myself And I didn't need the help Of love to open me Yeah, there's a reason it's so hard To do all this apart From how it's supposed to be And I need you I need you I need you I need you If only I could change myself And I didn't need the help Of love to open me Well, there's a reason it's so hard To do all this apart From how it's supposed to be Yeah, I need you I need you I need you I need you

Running fast after nothing Wish I could slow down but I forgot how Searching to find my own heart beating But it's nowhere to be found Muffled by the sound of Busy ears, busy hands Busy minds, busy plans I want to rest in each moment I want to learn your eyes Forget all time and remember The splendor that life is Trying to live like I used to Present each breath and not just passing through For I want to be here I wanna really be here Feel the weight of being alive And use my ears and my hands All my mind, all my plans To rest in each moment I want to know your eyes Forget of time and remember The splendor that life And I'm through with running circles in my mind No destination to find I will settle Stop and smell each petal And remember The splendor that life is

Follow me to the water Follow me to the sea We're going down to meet a Martyr A Man who's blood can make you clean He bled for your forgiveness He bled to make you free So I'm standing as a witness To the mercy I receive So follow me to the water Drink and never thirst again We're going down to see the Martyr He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin Follow me to the water Follow me to the sea We're going down to meet a Martyr A Man who's blood can make you clean He bled for your forgiveness He bled to make you free So I'm standing as a witness To the mercy I receive So follow me to the water Drink and never thirst again We're going down to see the Martyr He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin He's gonna wash away your sin

Let me give it to You straight Put my heart out on the line Let me empty out my mind You're the only one I crave And I keep waitin' sometime Tryna make the feeling right Never have the words, I can't explain it Every time I run, I know You're waitin' Everything You do, I can't contain it You got me Givin' all I got cause I know You're worthy Givin' all of me cause You deserve it I want You to know I think You're perfect You're perfect Nothing matters, nothing else matters I got You and nothing else matters Nothing matters, nothing else matters I got You and nothing else matters Ooo-ooo, nothing else matters Ooo-ooo, nothing else matters Ooo-ooo, nothing else matters I got You and nothing else matters Let me put it like this I need You in my life Gotta readjust my sights Had a swing and a miss But You made me come alive Yeah You breathed me back to life Never have the words, I can't explain it Every time I run, I know You're waitin' Everything You do, I can't contain it You got me Givin' all I got cause I know You're worthy Givin' all of me cause You deserve it I want You to know I think You're perfect You're perfect Nothing matters, nothing else matters I got You and nothing else matters Nothing matters, nothing else matters I got You and nothing else matters Ooo-ooo, nothing else matters Ooo-ooo, nothing else matters Ooo-ooo, nothing else matters I got You and nothing else matters I've got You, You've got me I've got You, You've got me Nothing matters, nothing else matters I got You and nothing else matters Nothing matters, nothing else matters I got You and nothing else matters Ooo-ooo, nothing else matters Ooo-ooo, nothing else matters Ooo-ooo, nothing else matters I got You and nothing else matters Nothing else matters, nothing else matters Cause I got You and nothing else matters now

Could You cause me to wonder again? (Cause me to wonder again) Could You draw me in? (Draw me in) 'Cause I feel like I've drifted so far (Feels like I've drifted so far) Take me back to the place where You are (Won't You take me back?) I just need to feel You near me Feels like I'm disappearing But I know You hear me, Lord Yes, I know You hear me You've come to my rescue before So won't You please, save me once more I know I can always be sure I know that You hear me, oh Lord You've come to my rescue before So won't You please, save me Oh, I know, I know I can always be sure I know that You hear me, oh Lord I'm giving You all of my sin (Giving You all of my sin) I'm letting You cleanse me within (Make me clean from within) I'm giving You my wicked heart (Giving You my wicked heart) Take me back to the place where You are (Won't You take me back?) You've come to my rescue before So won't You please, save me once more I know I can always be sure I know that You hear me, oh Lord You've come to my rescue before So won't You please, save me once more I know I can always be sure I know that You hear me, oh Lord You've come to my rescue before So won't You please, save me Oh, I know, I know I can always be sure I know that You hear me, oh Lord You've come to my rescue before So won't You please, save me once more I know I can always be sure I know that You hear me, oh Lord (Ah-ah-ah) (Ah-ah-ah)

Summer Night Just you and I I'm starin' at You starry eyed The way you put Your hand in mine I'm glowin' like a firefly And darlin' I'm calling it like it is Its a moment We'll never forget And darlin' I'm calling it truth as this This feeling We'll never forget I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this Lets pretend we on the [?] You're just a [?] I'm just a friend These memories They draw us in Like a fume floating up the wind So darlin' im calling it like it is Its a moment We'll never forget In twenty years from now you know we'll never miss This feeling We'll never forget Oh I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this And darlin' I'm calling it like it is Its a moment We'll never forget And darlin' I'm calling it truth as this This feeling We'll never forget I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this I'll remember this