The world has turned and left me here Alone with nothing but my fears I feel the stares of ancient cracks Mirror reflects just what I lack I am standing here dying to be To mean anything to anyone but me I am naked now bereft of love's beginning I am a shadow of what was The victims of contempt There will be nothing left Secrets of my being are from me kept There will be no resolve For this wreck of nerves Just to the ends of those To the end that I deserve I am standing here dying to be To mean anything to anyone but me I am naked now bereft of love's beginning I am a shadow of what was A shadow of what was You are dead to me I am dead to me My pulse has stopped you see My thoughts we're in it And for eternity As Satan laughs, we'll burn forever Scream abysmally The world has turned and left me here Alone with nothing but my fears I feel the stares of ancient cracks Mirror reflects just what I lack I am alone I am alone I'll die alone Beneath the bitter stone I am standing here dying to be To mean anything to anyone but me I am naked now bereft of love's beginning I am a shadow of what was I'll tie this noose up just because Such life ends abysmally

This twisted wretched place shadowed by the utmost darks of hell In dreams of black beyond the bound of a withered witch's spell Where the doors surely are locked when the sun threatens to wane Where shamblers dwell in dim moon light beyond the warmth of day Liars line the roads at dawn Watchful eyes are upon you held Sacred weapons to the sacred revealed To be unleashed upon this council of hell Blood flows down the streets at night where wolves cry out for flesh Where a horrible curse taints the woodlands nearby With the forms of the walking dead Unholy inversion of hope twisting the faith of the meek into hate Driven insane by the dark one To bring fourth the foul biddings he speaks The undead are among us at dawn they shrink back to their silken beds They dance by night and drink the blood of a child's broken neck His spires are growing taller still Their shadows spreading throughout the land Freeing the evils that sleep within the weaker minds of man Into the tower never go, the horrors multiply The gears can mince the strongest ones, leaving heroes paralyzed The rivers flow with poison The sands swallow you whole The ghouls that roam this darkened wood are thirsting for your throat Unholy inversion of hope twisting the faith of the meek into hate Driven insane by the dark one To bring forth the foul biddings he speaks The undead are among us at dawn they shrink back to their silken beds They dance by night and drink the blood of a child's broken neck His spires are growing taller still Their shadows spreading throughout the land Freeing the evils that sleep within the weaker minds of man

I loved you, you made me hate me, you gave me Hate, see? It saved me, and these tears are deadly You feel that? I'd rip back every time you tried to steal that You feel bad? You feel sad? I'm sorry, hell no, fuck that It was my heart, it was my life, it was my start, it was your knife This strife, it dies, this life and these lies And these lungs have sung this song for too long And it's true, I hurt to remember I loved you And I've lost it all, fell today, it's all the same I'm sorry, oh, I'm sorry, no And I've been abused, I feel so used because of you I'm sorry, oh, I'm sorry, no I wish I could've quit you, I wish I never missed you And told you that I loved you every time I fucked you The future that we both drew and all the shit we've been through Obsessed with the thought of you, the pain just grew and grew How could you do this to me? Look at what I made for you It never was enough, and the world is what I gave to you I used to be love-struck, now I'm just fucked up Pull up my sleeve and see the pattern of my cuts And I've lost it all, fell today, it's all the same I'm sorry, oh, I'm sorry, no And I've been abused, I feel so used because of you I'm sorry, oh, I'm sorry, no Seems like all we had is over now You left to rest And your tears are dried up now You just lay without a sound Seems like all we had is over now You left to rest And my fears are over now I can leave with my head down And I've lost it all, fell today, it's all the same I'm sorry, oh, I'm sorry, no And I've been abused, I feel so used because of you I'm sorry, oh, I'm sorry, no I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry, no

You should write a song where the concept is... You're basically writing like a love letter, or like a piece of advice To your mother, when she was your age I don't know Maybe I would write you a happy ending I would rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could bloom before you Or maybe I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed It would somehow grow inside you Spent so much of my time wishing you were different But reality is that, where life could never be provisioned But if I could wish for one thing, I'd go back and I'd fix it I'd tackle all your obstacles and kill them with precision And better the intentions of every single person Who play a part in you learning exactly what your worth is I'd shower you with purpose, I'd wipe hate off the surface I'd reshape all your pain and make it fucking worth it No more feeling worthless, no more fucking searching No more of that fraud shit, nobody else could hurt you Yeah, said nobody else could hurt you And if they ever tried too I'd wipe 'em from the Earth too Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know that you been running from everything that's behind you I know that you've been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I could revive you But I'm stuck sitting in this time frame Struggling with my demons and playing these stupid mind game One day it could get better, maybe it could get better Maybe we could change shit, no more inclement weather Know you hated your mom, know it went through your mind You were just like me, wish that you had more time To see life from a different angle, wrestle with a different angel Wouldn't lose your wings and fall from heaven like a cliffhanger Everything is different now, nothing is the same And nowadays I swear it feels like you don't know my name But I look at the mirror and I see you every day I'm you in every way, every hue and every shade And maybe you should know, it's the last thing that I wanted Cuz what I hate about you makes me feel like I'm haunted And I don't wanna spend the rest of my time on the run and- So I'm just gonna confront it, yeah I'm just gonna confront it And tell you that I love you for everything you made me And that you need to hear this even if it makes you angry God lives inside you, you've already found him The Devil lives in memories and you just let him hound you And I despise the church for everything that they taught you It's just a fucking stain that I wish I could wipe off you That I wish I could wipe off you And I forgive you for doing everything that it cost you Everything that it cost you Fame is such a heavy price I wish it didn't cost you Losing a part of me that would follow you to Hell Follow you to hatred, or follow you to jail Followed you to patterns that I could never get out of Now I realize that I could never make it with that love Now I realize that shit is the alternative outcome Never wanted you to save me, I just wish I count some I just wish that you grew up with someone you could count on I just wish you knew that you could never make it without love For your goddamn self, and that you never ever find it in anybody else Cuz I would help you find you And if I saw it killing you I swear I would revive you And if that meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy end and peace Because, you are such a special thing You're not just my mom, but you're the reason I exist And the best life that you could've had for yourself without making a mistake Would have meant I woulda had a nicer childhood And even though my childhood wasn't perfect and I still love you I just want you to know that if I could go back do one thing for you I would be one person for you I would make sure, not just for my sake, but so that you could've had a nicer life And a nicer childhood, that you know You would not have made the mistakes that put us all in this bad situation And not have the stress to leave But just so that you would have been happier and stronger Even if I didn't exist, even it meant that I was never born That's what I would have wanted for you Yeah, and if that meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending Cuz I know that you hurting baby, I know that you tired too I know you've been running from everything that's behind you I know that you've been burying everything deep inside you I can see it killing you, wish that I could revive you And if that meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending And if that meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending And if that meant the end of me I'd do it all for you so you could have your happy ending I don't know Maybe I would write you a happy ending I would rearrange the pieces to your sad beginning I would put you far away from the decaying roots that bore you And let you experience all the ways that happiness could bloom before you Or maybe I'm naïve... Maybe I'm just a kid who thought that if she could plant a seed It would somehow grow inside you And that I could hide you from the rain So that it could be easier for happiness to find you Or maybe I'm still a kid who's caught in a dream I'm the heir to the throne of a princess who's still trying to be queen Or maybe we're all just caught in the winds of a massacre The blackened leaves of dying, black dahlias

Murder mystery Homicides, it don't mean shit to me Mamas cry, the pain I feel to see Unreal, but death can't stick to me Murder magnet Murder mystery Homicides, it don't mean shit to me Mamas cry, the pain I feel to see Unreal, but death can't stick to me Murder magnet Bring your soul to me Know you here, the dog's howlin' Outside your house, the reaper's callin' Why don't you answer? Wishin' death on me, return to sender No matter how tall 'cause life gettin' sick and short I pray that I ball, don't wanna be goin' to court Whatever they plot, you know me, it won't work They broke my heart But the heartbreaks ain't even hurt They sent shots this way and everybody fled Niggas tryna kill me, but I'm already dead I expand my horizons, I'm in Arizona I don't wanna die again Especially not from my corona Don't let the toxicity divide who you are 'Cause you a star You got a good heart, this industry'll sour you When it's a privilege for them to even encounter you Murder mystery Homicides, it don't mean shit to me Mamas cry, the pain I feel to see Unreal, but death can't stick to me Murder magnet Murder mystery Homicides, it don't mean shit to me Mamas cry, the pain I feel to see Unreal, but death can't stick to me Murder magnet Heard he had his dick in his mouth when they found him I'm slidin' Hellcat, it got my heart drivin' Pray to God he reveal everything them niggas was plottin' They keep askin' for money like I'm a money fountain I ain't had no counselin' Just some fucked up OGs Nigga dissed me, woe And I shot him, he told on me I pop Percs and pop pistols But I don't smoke and don't drink Every time they got a death wish, they call on me I take care of the hood 'Cause I know sometimes it get hard 'Fore I let a nigga kill me I'll go out like Big Scarr Breakin' hearts, tearin' families apart I'm the Valentine massacre I got murders you ain't hear about I got murders they could never solve Can't wait 'til my brother Cool get out It's been a whole ten I know you can't believe it all I'm a grown man Murder mystery Homicides, it don't mean shit to me Mamas cry, the pain I feel to see Unreal, but death can't stick to me Murder magnet Murder mystery Homicides, it don't mean shit to me Mamas cry, the pain I feel to see Unreal, but death can't stick to me Murder magnet