I need to apologize to normal people in my life
There are things they don't understand
So I have to explain how my body works
Uh
Yeah
Listen

Maintenance is an every day work
Every single second, it's an inner war
Every simple task can be a dilemma
My body wanna do it, but my mind says never
Maintenance is an every day work
Every single second, it's an inner war
Every simple task can be a dilemma
My body wanna do it, but my mind says never

If I ain't answerin', sorry can't handle it
Too much human interaction makes me have headaches
Give me time to fix myself, let me fix this rivet
My brain need some greasin', Will be back in a minute
When you hate yourself, socializing's hard
It's too stressful, my head's goin' bald
This abyss' infinite, every day I'm fallin'
They call you weak for seekin' help, so I don't feel like callin'

Maintenance is an every day work
Every single second, it's an inner war
Every simple task can be a dilemma
My body wanna do it, but my mind says never
Maintenance is an every day work
Every single second, it's an inner war
Every simple task can be a dilemma
My body wanna do it, but my mind says never

Look into my eyes, they look so calm
But inside is different, there's a storm goin' on
I apologize, I don't mean to make it weird
I just think explainin' it might make you feel it
I don't think I'm shit, so excuse my narcissism
That's my treatin' process, I don't really mean it
I got no confidence, and that's what I need
So I might play my self worth a bit extreme
Wanna get out of bed, but I'm out of fuel
But somethin' pulls me up, I should make some music
That's the only ray of light I see comin' through
I see the world different but not in a good way
Today I went to rage, sometimes I can't take it
Right now I'm indifferent, I'd just love some balance
I don't wanna act like I'm special 'cause people hate it
I'm not an asshole and I'm tryin' to make you understand it

Maintenance is an every day work
Every single second, it's an inner war
Every simple task can be a dilemma
My body wanna do it, but my mind says never